Why Is Your Love So Cold?

I stand there “You came to see who?” I ask.
“JB…” Gaeun mumbles, blushing.
“What?” I say slightly surprised. “Are you dating or something?” I tease.
“…” She struggles for words, and frantically waves her arms trying to expain something.
“Gaeun?” I’ll take that as a yes, “You are? How long, how come you didn’t tell me,”
“I-I-I” She stutters, “We’ve been going out for 3 weeks,” she finally replies.
“Do GOT7 members know about you two?” Yeeun suddenly asks, after being quiet for so long. She quietly shakes her head.
“You should do it sooner, its bad keeping secrets from members in your- or in JB’s case his group,” I add.
“I know, but I don’t know how,” I just look at her, and then the idea hits me.
“Why don’t I do it, help you say it to the members, I’ll start it off and you continue from there”
Gaeun’s face lights up, I grab her arm and lead her back to GOT7’s practice room.
“Eh? Rian, I thought you said you were leaving,” Jackson asks, but he looks relieved that I’m still here.
I see JB’s eyes widen, as soon as Gaeun walks into the room. I raise my eyebrow at him, when his face turns to me. I jester for him to come towards us. He reluctantly strides over towards us. “Eh, I was, but I bumped into Gaeun and I’m back.” I reply to Jackson.
“Why is Gaeun here? No offence,” Jr asks.
“I’m here because,” she begins, “Should I tell them?” She whispers towards JB. He bites the corner of his lip, and slowly nods, he reaches for her hand, “-Because we are dating,” JB finishes for her.
“What?” Bambam says surprised.
“Congratulations, but I already knew,” Mark bluntly says.
“Muah? How could you possibly have known?” I ask in disbelief. Mark just glares at me, and I glare back, “It’s not that hard, well for me, I’m just good at observing things,” He answers, I just roll my eyes.
“Hyung that’s awesome, we did think that you liked her, we are all very happy for you?” Yugyeom cutely states, all the GOT7 members nod in agreement.

TWO DAYS LATER
I wake up early and decide to practice at the dance studio. I remember the conversation I had with JYP, a yesterday:
FLASHBACK
“Rian you are a great performer, but you still have lots of room for improvement, you need to improve your live singing and dancing, because you sound out of breathe towards the end, you need to work on your breathing, soon you’ll be an amazing performer”
“Thank you, I will train hard” I answer.
END OF FLASHBACK
I decide to practice my dancing, and I wear this

I dance for hours and hours, trying to perfect my dance moves and trying to work on breathing and singing. I let out an exhausted sigh, I can’t dance anymore, but I need to do one more dance, and I can leave. I stop I’m literally burning up, I’m so tired, but I think I just blacked out .
MARK P.O.V
Me and Jackson headed over to the dance studio, to practice on our flips, I walk pass a dance room and I see Rian dancing, she dances really well, she looks really pretty when she dances. She suddenly stops her face, is red and she just collapses to the ground. At first I thought she was just lying down, but her eyes were closed and she didn’t move. I quickly run into the room and kneel down next to her, gently shaking her “Rian, Rian wake up!” She doesn’t respond. I touch her face which almost burns me, (I may have exaggerated) she’s too hot. I should take her somewhere cooler, I pick her up, and she’s really light which made this easy for me. I take her to the room, me and Jackson were in, since we have lots of windows and air conditioning. As I walk in, Jackson looks confused, “Hyung, why are you carrying Rian? What happened?”
“She passed out,”
“Oh My G-” before Jackson finishes, I interrupt, “Quick, open the windows, and turn on the AC” I order him. I gently set her down on top of our coats.
“She is literally burning up” Jackson says touching your forehead.
RIAN P.O.V
I slowly open my eyes, where am I? My eyes divert around me, I’m looking at a ceiling so I must be lying down, I’m exhausted and my head is pounding. “I think she’s awake,” a deep voice says next to me, I turn my head to my left and see Mark staring at me. “Finally, it’s been like an hour!” Yep that’s Jackson’s voice. Mark walks over to me and kneels down, “Are you okay?” he asks worried.
“Where am I?” I ask.
“You’re in one of the dance studios at JYP,” Jackson replies for him.
“I’m fine, just really tired and thirsty,” I quickly answer Mark’s question. I sit up and Jackson passes me a bottle of water, “Thanks. How did I get in this room? I thought I was in a smaller dance room” I ask confused.
“I carried you into this room,” Mark answers.
“Gomawo, you didn’t have to do that” I say weakly and embarrassed. I literally downed the whole bottle. I stand up then end up falling, but someone catches me. It was Mark. His reflexes are very quick. “Help me,” I slur before passing out again.

MARK P.O.V
Rian suddenly decides to stand up, then begins to fall, but I catch her before she hits the ground. “Help me,” She slurs before passing out again.
“Rian! Rian,” I say shaking her. She doesn’t wake up.
“She wasn’t kidding when she said she was tired and thirsty,” Jackson states, lifting up the now empty and slightly deformed water bottle.
“Should we take her stuff and take her to her house?” Jackson asks.
“Yeah, she just needs rest,” I reply lifting her up into my arms, “Where does she live?”
“Let’s ask JB’s girlfriend, she is Rian’s best friend”
“Why not ask her sister?”
“I don’t have her number.duh.”
“We can use her phone,” I dead pan.
“Oh, yeah. I’ll get her stuff from the other room” He says as he jogs out the room. He returns shortly with Rian’s things. “Pass me her phone,”
Jackson raises an eyebrow and looks down to where Rian is, “You’re using both arms here, hyung”
“Err, yeah” I say embarrassed. “Text her sister then,”

20 Minutes later
We arrive at Rian’s house. Jackson knocks on the door, which is answered by Yeeun, “Hi. Oh, hey could you take her to her room please?” she asks me.
“Sure,”
“Go along the corridor you’ll find the stairs go up, 3rd door on your left is her room”
I follow her instructions and arrive at her room. It’s huge, neat and smells of her perfume she normally wears. I gently lay her on her bed, I stand up, but get pulled down, I turn to look at her, and she’s still asleep. She pulls me closer towards her face until my lips and centimetres away. My eyes widen in shock when our lips touch. I quickly pull away when I realises I’ve been like this for almost a minute. I quietly close the bedroom door, and steadily make my way downstairs to see Jackson and Yeeun talking and laughing. “Oh, hey Mark, Jackson told me that you carried Rian all the way here, thank you for bringing her safely,”
“Err, y-yeah no problem” I stutter. Jackson frowns, giving me a weird look.
“You alright hyung, you never stutter” Jackson asks suspicious.
“I’m okay, we need to go now,” I say coldly.
“Okay? Don’t know what got into you…” he mutters under his breathe.
“I heard that!” I snap.
“…But thank you, and thanks for giving me your number, you-know-who, will be very happy to have it.” Jackson turns to face Yeeun.
“No problem, see you later” Yeeun waves as we leave her house.
RIAN P.O.V
My lips felt something soft and warm against them when I was sleeping…
I wake up and find myself in my room, I must have face planted my fluffy blanket. I get up from my bed and look outside the window, damn it’s already dark. I might as well catch up on my sleep now and get my energy back. I hate this feeling of being weak and ill, I have a quick shower and change into my PJ’s.
Note to self: Never overwork myself ever again and remember to bring food and water to long practices

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