Why Is Your Love So Cold?

This just got awkward, Yeeun might be thinking the worst thing right now, “Let me explain, it’s not what you think,” I say, Mark on the other hand looks confused his eyes dart around looking the source of the yelling once he finds Yeeun staring at him he looks intimidated.
“Why is Mark here?” She asks. It felt odd; I couldn’t look either of them in the eye.
“He walked me home last night, and that Stalker guy was there, we found out that I had two Stalker’s one of them was, dad,” I pause.
“I-I thought he died 5 years ago,” Yeeun stammers. I nod, “I thought so too but he explained why he left us and why he faked his death. He was framed at his company and the mobsters tried to hunt him down, he left to protect us,” I recall everything that my father said, “The other guy that was stalking me was Harry we used to go to school with him, well he’s the son of one of the guys that tried to hunt dad, he was sent to come after me/us when he found out dad was alive,”
Shock was written all over her face, “We called the police and I had to answer questions it took a long time and it was late, I invited Mark inside because it was cold and we fell asleep. Nothing happened okay,” I conclude my explanation.
“Judging from when Mark walked you home last time, something must have happened between then...”
“I asked Rian to be my girlfriend, two days after,” Mark replies. I couldn’t help but blush.
“We were going to tell the others today,” I say. A smile spreads across her face and immediately engulfs us into a tight hug. “You guys are so cute; you actually seemed scared Mark,”
“You were kind of scary...” He mumbles.
***
After we thought of an excuse Mark could tell the others when he got back, Yeeun and I caught up and talked about our week. I finally got ready and we headed to the JYP building.
My MV shoot is tomorrow and Jun.K asked me to feature in his song, words cannot describe my emotions. The down side is that I have to wake up at 3 the next morning so I can get my hair dyed and have an on set photo shoot but it’ll be fun the MV is going to BE crazy.
***
Yeeun and I arrive at the JYP building, Mark told us which practice room they’ll be in, so we make our way there. “Hey, guess whose back?” I sing as I open the practice room door. Yeeun peacefully walks in behind me, as the boys cheer for her return.
My heart starts pounding vigorously in my chest. I don’t even want to look at Mark because it’ll just remind me of having to tell everyone. “How did it go?” Jr asks her.
“It was really good, I think the magazine is coming out in three weeks so you can check it out then and tell me what you think,” She replies with a small smile.
“Anyway, I’m going to go and practice, my m/v shoot is tomorrow...” I say making my way towards the door.
“Rian wait!” Jackson calls out making his way towards me, “Didn’t you have something you wanted to tell us?” He asks. My eyes widen, astonished. Just when I thought I could get away...
“Err w-what?” I stutter. A smirk appears on Jackson’s face clearly amused at my reaction.
“Yeah, you said you will tell all of us something today,” He urges on.
“Oh, never mind it can wait,” I attempt to shrug it off and continue taking awkward steps towards the door.
“Tell us what?” Bambam asks looking confused. Jackson easily takes a couple of strides towards me, with the biggest grin on his face. “Go on you can tell us, you promised you would...” He chuckles while pulling me closer to everyone else again.
. “I can’t I’m too scared,” I mutter through gritted teeth. I’ve become soft, normally I used to be good at hiding my emotions but my techniques have gone. I’m panicking but I think I managed to keep it cool instead of looking like a deer caught in head lights.

“Okay Rian I’ll say it for you,” Jackson begins, he takes an aggravating pause before he continues “Mark and Rian are going out! That’s right these two are a couple that’s why they’ve been hanging out together more!” Jackson explodes.
It all went silent; you could hear a pin drop. Everyone snaps their heads towards Mark who was quietly standing in the middle of the rest of the boys, who has lost his ability to hide his emotions as well, then they all turned to look at me.
I must’ve looked like a deer caught in headlights by now.
The boys suddenly started cheering, which was unexpected. They all started jumping around and laughing. It was quite embarrassing. Jackson swings his arms around both me and Marks shoulders and brings us together, “See, it wasn’t that hard, was it guys?” Jackson coos.
I guess it wasn’t but it was still weird.
***
I continue fiddling with my freshly dyed platinum blond hair. I love it, it really emphasises the good features of my face and I’m not even wearing make-up yet. Even though I woke up at 3 AM I’m full of energy. I go through the ritual of having my make-up done and getting my hair styled followed by my outfit. I’m wearing a sporty outfit, (sports bra, and high waist leggings with white lettering on the side), which clings tightly to my body practically showing everything. My hair is in a high pony tail with a small part of my hair framing my face.
I begin filming myself for the behind the scenes for RealRian which will air once the M/V is released.
After the photo shoot, the M/ V filming begins, I have to perform my dance multiple times after many costume changes on multiple sets. One scene is in a sports hall, another in an ally, skate park, swimming pool, an abandoned warehouse and finally on a stage. I have four words to describe today: Too Many Costume Changes!
It’s midnight and all the filming and shooting is over for now, all I can think of doing is going to sleep, but I have another day of filming tomorrow. I’ve taken off my costume and now I have my regular clothes, I was finally able to check my phone for messages, which I had received from GOT7. Many of them were wishing me luck for the MV shoot.
NEXT DAY
The remaining scenes of my M/V were filmed along, with many close ups and extra acting parts. I still continue with filming Behind The Scenes, when Yeeun comes to see how I’m doing. I also wanted Yeeun to have a small cameo in my video in all the extra acting scenes and appear in the background while doing a bit of the choreography along with me.
It’s really late once all the filming is officially over, I take off my costume and hand it back to the stylists before changing back into my regular clothes, but I didn’t remove my makeup. Yeeun left earlier on since she had another schedule.
My manager walks into my changing room telling me that I needed to head back to the JYP building now.
I wonder what he needs to talk about at this time of the evening.

***
The car slowly pulls up towards the JYP building; I calmly make my way out and enter the building. I’m surprised to see Mark patiently leaning on the wall. My presence has seemed to snap him out of his thoughts. “Hey, what are you doing here?” he asks.
“I was going to ask you the same thing” I reply with a smile. He shyly reaches for my hair, as if he’s in a trance, “You look really nice,”
“Thank you,” I humbly reply, even though my insides are doing little flips as he uses my hair as an excuse to stand even closer to me.
“JYP said that he needed to talk to me,” He returns back to his normal state, “what are you doing here?”
“JYP said he needed to talk to me as well,” I respond.
“Why would he need to speak to both us?” Mark replies with a curious tone. Now that he’s said that I’m wondering why he has asked us too. I hope it’s nothing bad. What if...? Mark gently holds my face in his hands, “You look so scared, relax, it might not be bad,” He calmly states while looking into my eyes. Before I could even answer, a door opens and someone walks out, we both turn our heads to see who it is. A flush of embarrassment travels through me as we see JYP standing there a knowing smile on his face. I awkwardly step away from Mark. We follow silently follow JYP to his office.
“Thank you for seeing me at this time of night” He says as Mark and I take the two seats in front of his desk. Mark and I don’t say a word. JYP is out boss, I’m more uncomfortable with him than Mark is since I haven’t been part of the company for long.
“Relax, you must be wondering why I wanted to talk to you,” He pauses and looks at us both.
“I know you two have become close, and I heard that you are dating, I didn’t believe this at first but I was able to witness that today just a moment ago...”
My eyes widen, how could he have found out, who told him.
“Who told you sir?” I mumble.
“We have CCTV in the practice rooms and corridors,” he casually replies, “and I’m guessing you two weren’t practicing for an upcoming role in a drama?” He teases. I awkwardly nod my head and turn to look at Mark, who is nervously nibbling his lips. “I’m not telling you off, but Rian you weren’t supposed to date for another 2 years... I’m not telling you to break up, but you will have to be discrete about it when out in public or doing stages and events.”
“Yes Sir,” Mark and I simultaneously reply.
“Good. Rian well done with your M/V shooting, editing should be finished next week and teasers should be released around that time,” He informs me.
“Thank you sir,” We begin to stand up and prepare to leave, but he stops us.
“Also those promise rings you are both wearing, be careful when you guys are out and about, fans might be able to catch on and begin assuming things,”
“Nae,” We politely bow and leave his office.

Notes

Sorry for the long wait
I hoped you enjoyed this chapter anyway xx