
Gratefulness~ pt.4
4th Part Outro: “But strong girl, you know you were born to fly Tears you’ve cried, all of the pain you’ve felt It’s to prepare you for the day you’ll fly even higher Butterfly, Everybody’s gonna see
I turn the little screen around and fix my posture, start recording.
Black fabric looks like a night wrapped around me, like a curtain. Beautiful, designed for me.
I can see half of me from the screen but not above my chin. Only a piece of my white skin and the chiffon. I don't want to show my face, I can't...
”Annyeong haseyo,” I begin my casually, only a bit quieter than normally. I bow slightly.
”It's,” I have to take a look at my phone for the date. ”September and day is Sunday, 27th.”
”I'm here in my home country to do some international promotion work … And to attend my mother's funeral.
It's been an exciting day, seeing all my relatives and pouring coffee. I have to say that I wanted to see her... I should have come earlier. Or I should have not left in the first place.”
A single tear falls down my cold cheek.
”My mom is.. She's somewhere. Near. I will find her and bring her back, okay?” my voice cracks.
I hear the sound of a door banging and Anton's small steps running back to his room.
”My little brother still needs her. We all do. But that's enough about it... I down't want this vlog to be all sad. So... I will be promoting our entertainment here, sharing my future plans as well. And I'm coming back in Seoul in a few days. I seriously miss everyone of you.”
The screen shows how a drop after drop rolls down my jaw line.
”See you soon. I promise to work hard. For you, and for myself.”
Notes
The end of part 4. Part 5 is coming...-----------------------------------------------------
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1/22/16