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Gratefulness~ pt.4

4th Part Outro: “But strong girl, you know you were born to fly Tears you’ve cried, all of the pain you’ve felt It’s to prepare you for the day you’ll fly even higher Butterfly, Everybody’s gonna see

I turn the little screen around and fix my posture, start recording.
Black fabric looks like a night wrapped around me, like a curtain. Beautiful, designed for me.
I can see half of me from the screen but not above my chin. Only a piece of my white skin and the chiffon. I don't want to show my face, I can't...

”Annyeong haseyo,” I begin my casually, only a bit quieter than normally. I bow slightly.

”It's,” I have to take a look at my phone for the date. ”September and day is Sunday, 27th.”

”I'm here in my home country to do some international promotion work … And to attend my mother's funeral.

It's been an exciting day, seeing all my relatives and pouring coffee. I have to say that I wanted to see her... I should have come earlier. Or I should have not left in the first place.”
A single tear falls down my cold cheek.

”My mom is.. She's somewhere. Near. I will find her and bring her back, okay?” my voice cracks.
I hear the sound of a door banging and Anton's small steps running back to his room.

”My little brother still needs her. We all do. But that's enough about it... I down't want this vlog to be all sad. So... I will be promoting our entertainment here, sharing my future plans as well. And I'm coming back in Seoul in a few days. I seriously miss everyone of you.”
The screen shows how a drop after drop rolls down my jaw line.

”See you soon. I promise to work hard. For you, and for myself.”

Notes

The end of part 4. Part 5 is coming...

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UPDATE CONCERNING NEXT PART IS HERE (2016.01.23)!

Comments

@#92885
I've been getting asked a lot lately concerning the 5th part and so I'll be posting an update about it now on my tumblr page so check that out but yeah it's coming! :) Thank you for reading my fanfiction and showing interest in it! I'm very very grateful! ♥

yonnaah2 yonnaah2
1/22/16

When does part 5 come out?:( I can't wait.. :')

#92885 #92885
1/20/16

@PsiWren
Okay, so if I understood right you're talking about the time that happened after Mi-Ok almost jumped off the bridge? If so, then Minea and GD were not going to split up. Minea was just having hard time seeing her friend struggling and it's her way of dealing with it by being by herself and not wanting to concern him. She's just very tired: "Although I keep saying it to others, telling them to talk about the hard things because it helps, I personally don’t want to. I’m that kind of person who keeps the things to myself. Maybe some people will say that it’s not healthy but I have survived up until now so why wouldn’t I survive in the future as well. And now I just want to go to sleep early."
There will be a bit mysterious parts like this when you don't know what's going on and Minea and GD are having hard time in many ways because she has to get to used to so many new things, and also GD, and they're in an emotional rollercoaster once in a while, so that should answer propably some questions you may have about this fanfic but I love to answer them because it also makes me question things and it helps me to write the story better once I decide to start working on the book. :)
And about the secret Minea has... Don't you worry! :) The point is that he has suffered so much (according to the fanfiction) that there's no use to tell him because Minea is very much afraid of hurting him more and maybe causing something to break completely because Kiko has treated him very badly (in fanfiction world) and if he now finds out that Minea has done something bad behind his back, he won't be able to handle it. It's like her life mission, to protect him and treat him well after all he's been through. And it's eating her alive from the inside, what she did but she has to forget it because of him and there's so much more things going on so it's easier for her to forget it and just focus on the work and her future. The 4th part isn't over yet and maybe he'll find out later? Maybe in the 5th part? Everything will become clear when this fanfiction finally ends. Now I'll post more chapters. Thanks for commenting!♥

yonnaah2 yonnaah2
9/3/15

[End of Part 4/Chpt 20.] I've never been in that kind of situation (and never expect to be), but given Mianhe and G's relationship, I like to think I'd tell my boyfriend. Seems a bit on the stupid and cruel side to know problems like that are coming home to roost and not let the boy/girlfriend be aware of it. Kinda smacks of turning the warning signs on a railroad track off, muting the sound of an approaching train and letting a friend/someone you supposedly love walk across the track.

PsiWren PsiWren
8/30/15

O-kay. Now I KNOW I'm missing something. On the last chapter of Part 3 (Chpt 28) that was listed on your Tumbler, Minea and GD were still happily together. Now, at the end of Part 4 Chapter 3.....it sounds like they'd split up or something somewhere between Part 3 and Part 4.

PsiWren PsiWren
8/30/15