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Gratefulness~ pt.4

"Baby say it with me Do you hate me because you love me? What am I supposed to do if you turn away? Without me, you’re without me"

It's Sunday afternoon. A large crowd of people are moving inside a teathre and the guests can't get a second of own time from the eager photographers. There are also many famous groups and idols. As I'm looking for my seat, I see at least GOT7's Jackson, BamBam and Mark sitting with J.Y. Park and G.Soul. Also Taecyeon and Jimin Park of JYP have joined. I run into EXO's Chanyeol in the line to the bathrooms and I heard that he had come to pay a quick visit between the shootings of his new web drama. Ji Yong isn't here, fortunately. I don't have to be on guard. But apart from him, almost everyone from YG Entertainment has gathered under the same roof.
"Have you keeping up with them? You know, it would do good if you tried to learn from them since they are debuting before you and your group," Tablo, who's sitting on my right, opens a discussion with me. I put the info paper down on my lap.
"Not really," I answer ashamed. "But there's still time for my debut... Right?" I grin akwardly. Tablo laughs. Time is running so fast when I'm keeping busy all the time. It's truly very scary.
Our CEO walks in front of the stage, dressed in his lousy clothes as always, and lets the new girl group represent themselves.

When I try to get back to the front door, I see Tae shaking hands with Jennie Kim and congratulating her and the other members as well. He turns around and notices me among the pack of people.
"Minea!" he waves at me and walks to me. I feel embarrassed of the time we spent at his place and I had hoped that he would not have recognised me but now it's too late. I smile akwardly.
"Come to have dinner with me. I'll pay for it. I really wouldn't like to eat alone."
I don't dare to say no.

I gulp down a piece of tteokbokki. The fork lands on the edge of my plastic plate. It shines in different colors.
"Hey," I hear Tae saying. Tteokbokki is so good, I think to myself. I sink the fork under the ricecake and move it in the sauce, looking at it fascinated.
"You haven't said a word after we arrived here."
I look away from the dish for a second, at the empty lounge. Cecily walks with G-Dragon's manager past the room and I look back down. Young Bae notices it. He puts down his dish and snorts. I must be too boring to be with at the moment.
"How about if we do something fun today?" he suggests. Without thinking about it too much, I shrug as a 'maybe'.
"We could go somewhere further away," he thinks about the idea. I stare at the red-coloured spicy food that has already cooled down. It doesn't smell or warm my cold hands anymore.
"Like Busan."
I give him a weird look.
"Wae...? Busan?"
"Or Jeju," Young Bae ponders and looks for something on his phone. I frown and stare at him, not believing what he's doing. Is he serious? We could never get to there and back in a day.
"Ah!" he finds something and smiles by himself. Then he looks at me and smirks.
"Now I know where we're going tonight," Young Bae says before he throws the plates in the trash can and grabs my hand.

Notes

Teaser for chapter 25

Comments

@#92885
I've been getting asked a lot lately concerning the 5th part and so I'll be posting an update about it now on my tumblr page so check that out but yeah it's coming! :) Thank you for reading my fanfiction and showing interest in it! I'm very very grateful! ♥

yonnaah2 yonnaah2
9 years ago

When does part 5 come out?:( I can't wait.. :')

#92885 #92885
9 years ago

@PsiWren
Okay, so if I understood right you're talking about the time that happened after Mi-Ok almost jumped off the bridge? If so, then Minea and GD were not going to split up. Minea was just having hard time seeing her friend struggling and it's her way of dealing with it by being by herself and not wanting to concern him. She's just very tired: "Although I keep saying it to others, telling them to talk about the hard things because it helps, I personally don’t want to. I’m that kind of person who keeps the things to myself. Maybe some people will say that it’s not healthy but I have survived up until now so why wouldn’t I survive in the future as well. And now I just want to go to sleep early."
There will be a bit mysterious parts like this when you don't know what's going on and Minea and GD are having hard time in many ways because she has to get to used to so many new things, and also GD, and they're in an emotional rollercoaster once in a while, so that should answer propably some questions you may have about this fanfic but I love to answer them because it also makes me question things and it helps me to write the story better once I decide to start working on the book. :)
And about the secret Minea has... Don't you worry! :) The point is that he has suffered so much (according to the fanfiction) that there's no use to tell him because Minea is very much afraid of hurting him more and maybe causing something to break completely because Kiko has treated him very badly (in fanfiction world) and if he now finds out that Minea has done something bad behind his back, he won't be able to handle it. It's like her life mission, to protect him and treat him well after all he's been through. And it's eating her alive from the inside, what she did but she has to forget it because of him and there's so much more things going on so it's easier for her to forget it and just focus on the work and her future. The 4th part isn't over yet and maybe he'll find out later? Maybe in the 5th part? Everything will become clear when this fanfiction finally ends. Now I'll post more chapters. Thanks for commenting!♥

yonnaah2 yonnaah2
9 years ago

[End of Part 4/Chpt 20.] I've never been in that kind of situation (and never expect to be), but given Mianhe and G's relationship, I like to think I'd tell my boyfriend. Seems a bit on the stupid and cruel side to know problems like that are coming home to roost and not let the boy/girlfriend be aware of it. Kinda smacks of turning the warning signs on a railroad track off, muting the sound of an approaching train and letting a friend/someone you supposedly love walk across the track.

PsiWren PsiWren
9 years ago

O-kay. Now I KNOW I'm missing something. On the last chapter of Part 3 (Chpt 28) that was listed on your Tumbler, Minea and GD were still happily together. Now, at the end of Part 4 Chapter 3.....it sounds like they'd split up or something somewhere between Part 3 and Part 4.

PsiWren PsiWren
9 years ago