Gratefulness~ pt.4

At the dormitory's front yard Hobi takes off his coat and his scarf and reveals a nice outfit underneath them: black trousers, a white shirt and a patterned vest. He looks very handsome.
We sneak into the dark-looking dormitory and take the elevator to the next floor. J-Hope taps the key code and the door opens. Their dorm looks familiar because I have seen it often in their YouTube videos and in their Twitter pictures. Blue door and lots and lots of stuff around which is completely understandable when seven men are living together and all of them wanting to drag half of their property in.
"Mianhe. It's messy here," J-Hope grins and picks up stuff from floor to the tables and shelves. He seems to be more himself now that we are safely inside his second home. I take a look around while he's tidying up. There's a kitchen where the counters are covered in dishes, although in clean dishes, and then there's a bedroom full of bunk beds.

I walk back to the livingroom and find Hobi vacuuming the floors with his legs split wide. I laugh out loud and touch his shoulder. He startles and jumps in the air.
"Mineeha!" Hobi yells and utters an akward laughter afterwards. I turn the vacuum cleaner off.
"Please. It's okay," I laugh. Hobi nods. He carries the vacuum cleaner back in the closet and asks if I would like to have something to drink. And that's exactly what I want. It's fun to be spending time with one of my idols and to get to know him too better.
Hobi brings me a huge beer can and turns the TV on. He takes a video game console from the shelf, telling that it's actually Jungkooks.
"Music?" he looks at me wondering and I nod. What would drinking be without music? He puts the B1A4's 'Lonely' song playing and I laugh at it.
"This is perfect," he grins and sits beside me. We try different games and I manage to surprise Hobi with my skills, even though I have not even played that much before. When I was little, I used to play computer games a lot.

"Aniyooo!" Hobi shouts as I win third time in a row and he pretends to be angry as he stands up and goes to get us more to drink.
We toast with the cans and I ask:
"Do you always have beer in your fridge?" I point at the kitchen. He laughs as he realizes what I mean and shakes his head.
"I bought it for myself but I want to treat you with it," he says in Korean and explains it to me with hand gestures. I nod with a smile.
We talk about my trainee period and I open up slightly about my and Ji Yong's relationship when I accidentally bring it up. I tell him that I'm not sure if it's going to last and how everything feels so weird and hard, as I drink the beer can empty. At times I feel myself somehow wrong and like I didn't belong here. He tells me that he himself feels as an outsider sometimes, not knowing why.

When I have finished three beers and Hobi a little over two, he rushes to the bedroom giving up.
"Gaah! You are so good!"
I giggle and go after him, staggering. I could have drunk the beer a little slower...
I lean against the wall and focus my eyesight at the big lump on the lower bed. I dash to him and try to tickle him to death, the trick I learned from my boys. Hobi squirms and grunts at me.
"Bhahahaa!" I give an evil laughter. Eventually Hobi takes my hands and I'm stuck.
"Aigoo! ANIYOO! Give me my arms back!" I shout and try to escape from him. We are both about to die of laughter.
"No!" Hobi yells and turns on his side so that my arms get lost underneath him.
"Hopieee!" I scream. "It hurts!"
Then he turns to me and lets me free.
"Aah! My stomach," he cries out. I'm still giggling.
"Bad boy! Bad boy!" I laugh and sit down on the opposite bed, tired of the wrestle.
"Maybe I should go," I say and yawn, getting myself back together. Hobi looks at me bored and leans on his arm.
"I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely..." he sings melancholically and hides his face against the pillow.
"Hopie," I whine and crouch beside his bed. I stroke his silky hair. How do Koreans have so lovely hair? Hobi grabs my hand and I look at him confused.
"Oh, your nails," he looks at my long nails horrified and I can't help bursting into laughter once again.
"I'm dying!" I giggle on the floor, letting him still hold his fingers around my wrist. I try to remember how to breath normally.

"Come here," he tugs my hand lightly.
"Aah, seriously," I sigh. I'm so tired. "Wait a second..."
After a moment I get up sitting on my legs. Hobi's looking at me blankly.
"What?" I smile a little. He blinks his eyes wearily and drags my hand over his body.
"Come," he mutters and I frown.
"Hobi..."
"Gaah..!" he sighs and without thinking about it more I climb up to lay over him crosswise like some seal. It's silent. I'm holding back my laughter. This is so much fun!
"Mineea...?" Hobi says amused and I mumble something unclearly as I have faceplanted against the sheets. He tries to get me off of him and I end up thudding against the wall.
"Ouch!" I complain massaging my lower back.
"Oh, gwenchana? I can help..." he looks at me worried and comes closer to me to see what's wrong. I'm still feeling very dizzy.
"It's okay," I whisper with my raspy voice and Hobi back up slowly. His face passes mine, stops there. He stares me into my eyes. And his hand goes down on my other side. He looks at my expression, examines my thoughts. What do I think about...
I don't budge an inch, just stare at his brown eyes and hold my breath. He moves his fingers on my shoulder and then on my arm. He looks at me again. Fuck it, I think to myself. Fuck this world.
I look at him and nod slightly, as a sign that it's okay. Hobi smiles a little and moves to my jawline, buries his moist lips against mine. Our clothes start to disappear... His strong musculous arms wrap around my weak body. The hands touch me gently, skillfully. At one second the long fingers run on my side and at another second they are already on my thighs. During that night, I get to know that he's not only good at dancing or rapping but at many other things as well...

Notes

Sorry for the big break... I'm busy with my work right now.
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Teaser for chapter 11