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Gratefulness~ pt.4

Summary

UPDATE CONCERNING NEXT PART IS HERE (2016.01.23)!


Part 1~

Part 2~

Part 3~
(the last chapters can be found from tumblr because of the problems with Google ID)
Want to start reading but are too lazy to read it from the beginning? Start from part 3 and you'll get a hang of it.


The story is about a Finnish now 19 years old girl,
who finds the wonders of Kpop World again and
ends up falling in love with someone who she never thought it could be possible
and, furthermore, she's given the opportunity of a lifetime...

What is it like to be in the spotlights?


Part 4
Autumn 2015. New exciting days dawn in the city of Seoul. It's time to adapt the new lifestyle and get prepared for group forming...



YA! Teaser pics in notes ~~ they have more or less to do with the next chapter :)

Don't plagiarize!




I want to thank you, my lovely viewers/readers, for keeping up with the story!
For the thousands of views! And I want to apologize for not being so active, and because I had to stop updating the part 3 here due to the issues with the site but now I'm continuing with this new account! You can find the missing chapters of part 3 from my tumblr blog where I have updated all of the parts. I'm now done with the part 4 and I'm beginning to update it here, and I'm starting with the 5th part soon also. I can't wait to get to correct all the parts and to make them even better, to add there more interesting scenes and to finally make a book out of them. But at the same time, I don't want to ever stop writing this or make the last chapter. It would feel like destroying something, another world where I can escape and create things I want to into.
Sigh... But first, let's start updating this one, right? Let's see what Minea's trainee life is like...

Characters

Ariel Wang, 14

Ariel Wang, 14

YG trainee and Minea's roommate. // Born 12.1.2001 // A shy Chinese girl who can't really speak Korean.

Cecily Wu, 22

Cecily Wu, 22

Works for YG Entertainment. // Met Minea for the first time during the Hong Kong concert trip.

Daesung, 26

Daesung, 26

Kang Dae-sung // Born 26.4.1989 // You can recognise him from his bright smile and positive personality.

G-Dragon, 27

G-Dragon, 27

Kwon Ji Yong // Born 18.8.1988 // The leader and main rapper in BIGBANG. The king of kpop. Songwriter, producer and fashion icon. // Full of swag on stage but sensitive and vulnerable in real life.

Gyo Mi-Ok, 17

Gyo Mi-Ok, 17

YG trainee and Minea's roommate. // Born 9.12.1997 // An adorable and kind-hearted girl who gets excited over everything.

Kiko Mizuhara, 24

Kiko Mizuhara, 24

A well-known model. // Is in a stormy on-off relationship with G-Dragon.

Minea Vallila, 19

Minea Vallila, 19

Born 27.7.1996 // A girl from Finland, now making her dreams come true in the kpop industry. // A multi-talented but modest girl. (More about the picture later on.)

Minea's mother, 37

Minea's mother, 37

Karoliina Vallila // A picture of 17-year-old Karoliina before she quit her modeling career to start a family.

Sara Manninen, 19

Sara Manninen, 19

Born 19.9.1996 // Minea's Finnish friend who shares the interest in kpop with her.

Seungri, 24

Seungri, 24

Lee Seung-hyun // Born 12.12.1990 // The charming maknae of BIGBANG.

T.O.P, 27

T.O.P, 27

Choi Seung-hyun // Born 4.11.1987 // The funny rapper of BIGBANG.

Taeyang, 27

Taeyang, 27

Dong Young-bae // Born 18.5.1988 // Lead vocalist and main dancer in BIGBANG. // Seeking for Minea's love desperately.

YG

YG

Yang Hyun-suk // The CEO and founder of YG Entertainment.

Chapters

  1. "We'll make you shine"

    ~Shining Diamond (SEVENTEEN, Eng.)

  2. "Let’s play with fire for the first time in a while Wanna get out of here right now?"

    ~We Like 2 Party (BIGBANG, Eng.)

  3. "Again today, in an empty room I hear the lonely clock hands Another meaningless day is passing"

    ~Mirror (MBLAQ, Eng.)

  4. "Even when countless nights come In my sky, only you shine "

    ~Love Me Right (EXO, Eng.)

  5. "No rushing, I will wait for the time to come I see it now"

    ~Hands Up (BIG BANG, Eng.)

  6. "Like this and like that, like a rollercoaster Up and down, what I want is security"

    ~Metronome (Jay Park, Eng.)

  7. "When you’re suffering and tired, I will wordlessly hug you Do you know how my heart aches more whenever you’re in pain like that?"

    ~Stand Up (BTOB, Eng.)

  8. "Like the wind my heart is shaking Like the smoke my love faded away"

    ~Haru Haru (BIG BANG, Eng.)

  9. "I’m kinda sick! Sick sick sick, the smell of sweat in our studio"

    ~DOPE (BTS, Eng.)

  10. "In my hazy dream You were shining, dazzling"

    ~Beautiful (Baekhyun, Eng.)

  11. "It will slowly flow down Forgotten with time"

    ~Growing Pains (Super Junior, Eng.)

  12. "I’m afraid that I’m being ruined by you"

    ~Bad (Infinite, Eng.)

  13. "Don’t ask me anything I can’t give you an answer We’re so happy as we are right now"

    ~Let's not fall in love (BIGBANG, Eng.)

  14. "It leaves behind footprints, telling my story Under the eastern sky, I’ll leave it under my feet"

    ~Rise As One (TVXQ! Max Changmin solo, Eng.)

  15. "Totally love you baby Holla I love you so much"

    ~Romantically (Block B)

  16. "Are you struggling because of the same things every day? Who is that for?"

    ~It's Okay (BTOB, Eng.)

  17. "Even if you act alright I can feel how exhausted you are"

    ~Only One (Tiffany, Eng.)

  18. "You and I, you and I have become everything in this world"

    ~One Black Night (Wonder Girls, Eng.)

  19. "Tell me what is right and what is wrong I don’t even know why I’m fighting with you"

    ~What Is Right (BIGBANG, Eng.)

  20. "Just like always You give random excuses that don’t make sense, let me Hold hold hold you for a minute"

    ~Hold You (SHINee, Eng.)

  21. "You were in love with someone else But I just wanted you to stay by my side"

    ~Words To Say (VIXX LR, Eng.)

  22. "If only I can turn back time To when we were happy What can I do?"

    ~At That Place (Beast, Eng.)

  23. "How am I today? How is it today? Have me however you want"

    ~How About Me (Goo Hara, Eng.)

  24. "Baby say it with me Do you hate me because you love me? What am I supposed to do if you turn away? Without me, you’re without me"

    ~With Me (Girl's Day, Eng.)

  25. "Don’t mind the messy surroundings Don’t mind Be just as provocative as yesterday, that’s it"

    ~When Where What How (Park Kyung, Eng.)

  26. "I see myself in the mirror and I ask myself Will it really make you happy if I let you go?"

    ~Beautiful Liar (VIXX LR, Eng.)

  27. "That look, uh oh I think I’ve been caught"

    ~Fire Alarm (Girls' Generation, Eng.)

  28. "I remember every little thing Unable to forget your presence, everything It’s you’re ma life"

    ~Forever with you (G-Dragon & TOP & Park Bom, Eng.)

  29. "I’m thankful that we’re still together Even though a lot of time has passed"

    ~This Moment (Wonder Girls, Eng.)

  30. "Should I just smile? I just keep worrying inside"

    ~Sign (Girls' Generation, Eng.)

  31. "You’re going home tomorrow anyway, It’s late it might be dangerous dear"

    ~Don't Go Home (GD&TOP, Eng.)

  32. "You’re doing a good job When I get confused, I tell myself that and just go Be yourself, know yourself"

    ~Fear (Song Mino feat. Taeyang, Eng.)

  33. "Don’t let the world change who you are You can be more than a TV star"

    ~MORE THAN A TV STAR (Innovator, Lee Hi)

  34. "My eyes are covered, I can’t see any of the answers I wanna find my own path"

    ~If It Wasn't For Music (Trudy, Cheetah, Eng.)

  35. “Hey doctor doctor, please save me Because I’m about to go insane“

    ~SOBER(BIGBANG, Eng.)

  36. 4th Part Outro: “But strong girl, you know you were born to fly Tears you’ve cried, all of the pain you’ve felt It’s to prepare you for the day you’ll fly even higher Butterfly, Everybody’s gonna see

    ~I(Taeyeon, Eng.)

Comments

@#92885
I've been getting asked a lot lately concerning the 5th part and so I'll be posting an update about it now on my tumblr page so check that out but yeah it's coming! :) Thank you for reading my fanfiction and showing interest in it! I'm very very grateful! ♥

yonnaah2 yonnaah2
1/22/16

When does part 5 come out?:( I can't wait.. :')

#92885 #92885
1/20/16

@PsiWren
Okay, so if I understood right you're talking about the time that happened after Mi-Ok almost jumped off the bridge? If so, then Minea and GD were not going to split up. Minea was just having hard time seeing her friend struggling and it's her way of dealing with it by being by herself and not wanting to concern him. She's just very tired: "Although I keep saying it to others, telling them to talk about the hard things because it helps, I personally don’t want to. I’m that kind of person who keeps the things to myself. Maybe some people will say that it’s not healthy but I have survived up until now so why wouldn’t I survive in the future as well. And now I just want to go to sleep early."
There will be a bit mysterious parts like this when you don't know what's going on and Minea and GD are having hard time in many ways because she has to get to used to so many new things, and also GD, and they're in an emotional rollercoaster once in a while, so that should answer propably some questions you may have about this fanfic but I love to answer them because it also makes me question things and it helps me to write the story better once I decide to start working on the book. :)
And about the secret Minea has... Don't you worry! :) The point is that he has suffered so much (according to the fanfiction) that there's no use to tell him because Minea is very much afraid of hurting him more and maybe causing something to break completely because Kiko has treated him very badly (in fanfiction world) and if he now finds out that Minea has done something bad behind his back, he won't be able to handle it. It's like her life mission, to protect him and treat him well after all he's been through. And it's eating her alive from the inside, what she did but she has to forget it because of him and there's so much more things going on so it's easier for her to forget it and just focus on the work and her future. The 4th part isn't over yet and maybe he'll find out later? Maybe in the 5th part? Everything will become clear when this fanfiction finally ends. Now I'll post more chapters. Thanks for commenting!♥

yonnaah2 yonnaah2
9/3/15

[End of Part 4/Chpt 20.] I've never been in that kind of situation (and never expect to be), but given Mianhe and G's relationship, I like to think I'd tell my boyfriend. Seems a bit on the stupid and cruel side to know problems like that are coming home to roost and not let the boy/girlfriend be aware of it. Kinda smacks of turning the warning signs on a railroad track off, muting the sound of an approaching train and letting a friend/someone you supposedly love walk across the track.

PsiWren PsiWren
8/30/15

O-kay. Now I KNOW I'm missing something. On the last chapter of Part 3 (Chpt 28) that was listed on your Tumbler, Minea and GD were still happily together. Now, at the end of Part 4 Chapter 3.....it sounds like they'd split up or something somewhere between Part 3 and Part 4.

PsiWren PsiWren
8/30/15
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