I picked up my phone, after making the decision, it's obvious who I should be with, is it? I'm supposed to be with Youngjae that's right! Youngjae, is the one that loves me the most, he understands me and, and...

N.. N..why does he always have to mess up my mind...

My phone suddenly vibrated. " unknown "..

" Hello? " I answered, knowing that I'm not supposed to pick up.

" Nari.. Do you still want to cancel the wedding? " a voice asked, a familiar voice.

" I don't know.. " I replied without even knowing who I'm even talking to but with the topic " wedding " it was probably N." I don't know who I want to be with, my fiancé or my ex-boyfriend. " I giggled, the way I said it sounds like I'm supposed to be with N, and Youngjae is trying to take me back.

" stay with me.. " N said than hung up.

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" hello? " I said " Youngjae? im sorry.. "

" Huh? What for? Wait.. Nari. You want to break up don't you.. " Youngjae replied.

" I'm sorry, I just can't be with you, please understand " I said as I hung up.

What the fuck did I just do. I was going to break it off with N now Youngjae and I'm stuck with N.

I decided to head downstairs to look for some snacks and drinks in my comfortable clothes and my cat slippers. As I headed out my room Shiro and Kuro my two white and black cats followed me coming out of oppas room which now has been stolen by those two.

As I walked down the long staircase the two fought for the front I watched them and giggled. Suddenly Kuro jumped right in front of me and Shiro ran downstairs. Confused and suddenly cold I walked down but I forgot that Kuro was right in front of me and I tripped and one of my slippers fell off and I tripped on that afterwards. I blinked and open my eyes to find myself lying on the bottom of the stair case bloody and in pain.

The two cats ran away to find help while every thing went black...

Damn it, appa is going to get my pudding that was specially made for me by Chef Lee..

Even though I'm " asleep " I can still think and hear, sadly I wish I couldn't though. What I'm hearing isn't good like oppa's rapping or I.U unnies voice but the sound of crying and weird voices?! I can only see my body an the clothes I was in before I missed the chance to eat my pudding I mean before I tripped and fell ( to my doom ) into darkness.

" Nari.. " I heard a voice, N! In this black room of loneliness and tears, a smoothing voice with a bright light. I ran for the light but no matter how I far I run I can't reach it ,images of Youngjae pop up in my head. Like a punishment, he cries and walks away.

I keep running as I can't be tired since my brain is tricking me or rather in punishing myself. I tripped on the floor and woke up in a white hospital room filled with colorful flowers and gifts.

" Nari! " I turned to my left to see N looking at me with tears flowing from his beautiful eyes, I wiped the salty and wet tears off his cheeks.

Without even noticing memories flashed through my mind, N.. HakYeon... grandfather....

Notes

Sorry for not posting much or at all! •o•
I have been lazy with my stories and life. :))