Heartbreaker

~Someones PoV~


”You should have been there for him as he would have been there for you if the tables was turned!” I jumped when i heard someone yell.
”Take it easy.. we can go if you want..” I looked at my friend.
”N.. No i'm okay..” I said shaky.
”We can wait if you need to calm down..” my friend said and I shock my head.
”No.. I need to do this, now..” I said and walked towards the door, but I didn't knock.
'Knock, just knock..' I took a couple of steps back, could I really do this. I pulled my jacket closer and looked at the door.

”Let's go..” I shock my head and looked at my friend.
”I need to do this, I... I.. I can't.. I need him..” I said and felt tears forming in my eyes.
”Nonono, don't cry, you just stopped... is he really worth it, i mean what if he hates you?” My friend said and pulled me into a hug.
”I want him to hate me, I.. I just want him to know I love him..” I said and hugged her tight.
”Why do you want him to hate you?” My friend said shocked and pulled away.
”I.. I.. he deserves better than me and if he hates me he.. he can move on..” I said trying to wipe the tears away.
”But is it worth it? Do you really care so much for him?!” My friend sounded angry.
”Of course I do, I care more about him then I do myself..” I said and looked at the door.

”HE DESERVES BETTER THAN US!”
My friend tensed at the words coming from behind the door.
”You need this to, don't think I haven't noticed..” I said looking at her.
”I know but.. unlike you i'm afraid of him.. i'm afraid of what he will do..” I took her hand and walked up to the door.
”Are you ready?” I asked, looking at her.
”Yeah..” she said.
I lifted my hand and carefully knocked on the door.

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”Well you should be saying that to him!” Ji said and pointed towards Seungri's room. ”You should have said that hours ago, instead of leaving him! You should have been there for his as he would have been there for you if the tables was turned!”
”We know, but we can't do anything about it now...” Daesung said sad.
”I know but... it's just..” A sigh and sat down on the couch.
”What's wrong?” Taeyang said looking at Ji.
”I never wanted any of you to go the same way as i, i.. i should have been there...” Ji said and leaned forward.
”What do you mean with the same way as i?” TOP asked carefully sitting down.
”I never wanted any of you to go through the same thing i did..” Ji said. ”He don't deserve to lose everything, he don't deserve a broken heart..”

”We will be there for him, just as he was there for you.” Daesung said putting his hand on Ji's shoulder.
”We have left him already!” Ji said looking angry at Daesung.
”Were still here, are we not?!” Daesung said angry.
”No, we left when he needed us the most, we left him in the dark place he is in!” Ji stood up. ”I was there, the only reason i didn't los myself was that you were there right from the beginning! The one thing that saved me was that moment when i came back and you were all sitting here, trying to cheer me up. Seungri never had that, he had to sit alone, feeling his heart being ripped out of his chest over and over again.. I..” Ji turned his back towards the others and looked out the window.

”Well we can be there now, he deserve to have us there.. to comfort him when he wakes up!” Daesung looked angry at Ji.
”Deserve to have us there? Deserve to have us there?! HE DESERVES BETTER THAN US!” Ji hit the wall beside him with a loud krash. ”He Deserve friends that wouldn't leave him, that wouldn't abandon...”

Ji got interrupted by a knock on the door and spun around looking at the door. With angry steps ha walked up to it and throw it open.
”Were busy, come back....” Ji's eyes widened and he took a couple of steps back. ”What are you doing here...”

Notes

This is my first fanfiction so please don't hate me for being a nobe and please tell me what you think and what can improve.