Liar
The Middle Entry
Luhan
I was a couple of weeks before I could keep reading Jae Mi's diary. But instead of reading the second entry, I opened it up in the middle. I think back to her first entry and re-read it. I hadn't known about any of this, but now it made sense on her behavior. That day, I'd seriously thought she was going to kill herself and was scared out of my mind. When she came out of the bathroom, I'd been so relieved, that I hadn't noticed the sports wristband around her wrist, covering the bandage. Opening it to the middle entry, I start reading.
Dear Diary,
Kang Woo finally came home for a visit, but Luhan and Exo-M showed up at our door all bloody and beaten. Kang Woo spent most of the night treating each of them because he was studying to be a doctor. He'd left the next morning due to a call from his work. He didn't even say goodbye. I'd been so pissed off that I'd thrown them all out of the apartment, clothes on or not. I regretted it instantly and Luhan stayed mad at me for three weeks. The hospital called and told me that they had pinpointed my illness on either my lungs, or my heart. I haven't inhaled much smoke, so I don't see the reason that there would be a problem with my lungs, but with my heart, it's another story. Instead of being an actual condition, I think if it was my heart, it would be because of negligence.Eomma and appa are always away, and Kang Woo never spends time with me. I have no friends, and the only friend type thing I have, is Luhan, who doesn't treat me as much of a friend. The only thing entering my heart is pain and sadness, caused by the girls in the school. I get no love, or friendship, which should help me. I get bullied, and no one notices, which only adds to the burden of lies that I keep on my shoulders. I lie about the bullying to my parents and my brother, I lie to Luhan and his friends. And right now, I'm lying about something that could get serious enough, to cost me my life, but I couldn't burden it on anyone. I know full well what I am. I'm a Liar. Someone who doesn't tell the truth, but something entirely different. I know I shouldn't become a Liar, but I already have, because I don't want to burden the ones I love with my life, as if they ever cared about it. The only thing that is telling me to move forward and stay alive, is Luhan. Thank You.
Love, Your Liar
I was a couple of weeks before I could keep reading Jae Mi's diary. But instead of reading the second entry, I opened it up in the middle. I think back to her first entry and re-read it. I hadn't known about any of this, but now it made sense on her behavior. That day, I'd seriously thought she was going to kill herself and was scared out of my mind. When she came out of the bathroom, I'd been so relieved, that I hadn't noticed the sports wristband around her wrist, covering the bandage. Opening it to the middle entry, I start reading.
Dear Diary,
Kang Woo finally came home for a visit, but Luhan and Exo-M showed up at our door all bloody and beaten. Kang Woo spent most of the night treating each of them because he was studying to be a doctor. He'd left the next morning due to a call from his work. He didn't even say goodbye. I'd been so pissed off that I'd thrown them all out of the apartment, clothes on or not. I regretted it instantly and Luhan stayed mad at me for three weeks. The hospital called and told me that they had pinpointed my illness on either my lungs, or my heart. I haven't inhaled much smoke, so I don't see the reason that there would be a problem with my lungs, but with my heart, it's another story. Instead of being an actual condition, I think if it was my heart, it would be because of negligence.Eomma and appa are always away, and Kang Woo never spends time with me. I have no friends, and the only friend type thing I have, is Luhan, who doesn't treat me as much of a friend. The only thing entering my heart is pain and sadness, caused by the girls in the school. I get no love, or friendship, which should help me. I get bullied, and no one notices, which only adds to the burden of lies that I keep on my shoulders. I lie about the bullying to my parents and my brother, I lie to Luhan and his friends. And right now, I'm lying about something that could get serious enough, to cost me my life, but I couldn't burden it on anyone. I know full well what I am. I'm a Liar. Someone who doesn't tell the truth, but something entirely different. I know I shouldn't become a Liar, but I already have, because I don't want to burden the ones I love with my life, as if they ever cared about it. The only thing that is telling me to move forward and stay alive, is Luhan. Thank You.
Love, Your Liar
Notes
Double Update. I should probably sleep, since I'm waking up early tomorrow, but I don't see the point! (Well I do, I just don't want to go to sleep) Comment and subscribe!
