The man with the dragon tattoo

The next day I went shopping with Jaejoong and he was as boring as always but at least I wasn't alone.I ignored and tried to not meet with Yifan.Ugh this life sucks.It's so boring.I don't work.I don't even wash my dishes because the maids to absolutely everything and won't let me touch anything.All day I just read fanfics,eat,go out by myself(because Jaejoong is just a guard who is no fun)shopping for things I'm not sure I will ever need.I need to start doing something fun.I want a job or something damn..

"Jaejoong!!!Eodiya??Dorawaaa!!!!"Lazily I scream without sitting up from the bed.

The door opens soon and the called one appears in front of me."You called me?"he asks.

I told him to not call me Mrs Wu or stuff like that because it makes me feel old.And I hate knowing that I'm married.I am young and I am single.Yes that's right.I will tell everybody I'm single.Yeahh I'm a rebel....damn stop acting like a kid and face the reality.

"Yes.Find me an easy job because I am getting bored,"I say.

"I'm sorry I can't,"he says and bows.

"I told you not to bow,"I tell him and sit on my butt.

"This is my job,"he says emotionless.

"Ya!"I scream.He looks at me not scared of me."Stop treating me like this.Do you think I like this stupid treatment?I am not a queen.I am not your boss.I don't have money.I am just a random poor girl you can find on every street.Stop following me and serving me.I don't want you,"I yell and jump in my feet.

"Then what do you want?"His face expressions change.He is more relaxed now.He is not having a frozen face anymore.

"I want a real life.I want a normal house not a palace.I want a real husband.I want a job not to be treated like some queen.I want love.Don't we all want it?"I shout and relax my face.


He gives me some look I didn't really understand and I see him closing the door behind him.He takes a few steps towards me and I take a few back but I fall on the bed.I watch him scared as he gets closer to me and finally I see his face close to mine.He is now on top of me and he is extremely close to me.When I said I want to be loved I didn't mean sex.And I didn't mean I want it with him.

"I am here for you,I can love you all you want,"he whispers in my ear.Scared, I stop my breathing and close my eyes.I form a fist.I don't know how to react.

I feel his breathing all over my face.It hits my neck and his lips briefly touch my neck.A hand of his then caresses softly my cheek.For some seconds nothing happened so I opened my eyes.He was sitting straight in front of me like nothing happened.

"The offer will be available all the time I'll be around you,"he says.

"You weren't explicit.Explain to me what was this,"I say.

"I can be your lover.I really like you but unless you want it I can't ask nything from my boss' wife,"he says.

I look away and think about it for a while."I'll consider your offer,"I tell him and I sit up and leave the room.

I walk on the hallway not really paying attention to my surroundings and suddenly bump in somebody.I look up and see Yifan who is staring at me with a questioning face.My heart is filling up with fear.What if that was a prank?What if he knows that?And what if Jaejoong tells him I was 80% positive about the answer?

"You okay?"he asks.

"Yeah..."I answer half heartedly.

"Sure?"he asks and I put my hand on his arm.

"Let's go in our room,"I suddenly tell him without thinking about it but I don't regret saying it.

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