I dressed in normal clothes and never left the phone.I talked with Jooyoung for 3 hours.We always had something to talk about.I told him about being married in China but no with who.

It's lunch time.Yifan is not here in the room and I didn't ask for anybody to present me the house.I just talked with Jooyoung.Unlike all my friends he is rich.He offered to pay our debts but we didn't accept.

What??He likes me?When I am married?Why did he confess only now?What is his mind?I already told him I am married.Suddenly I hear a knock.It's a maid with the lunch.She enters and puts down on the bed a tray with food.I caught her looking at my phone and I give her a questioning look.She bows and leaves.Odd.

I take some selfies and send them to him.He likes them.Oh..and I like the food.Oh god what food is this?Am I a queen?Only queens get served like this.

Of course I started eating everything and in a short time I was ready.Ummm tasty!!!Loved it.Never felt so full.I put the tray away and connect my phone to the charger.I come out of the room and see a maid.I stop her.

"Hey do you think I could visit the house?"I ask her silently.

"Master told us he is going to present the house when he will come back home,"she says and bows.I nodd and she leaves.I search around with my eyes and look outside on window.I see a huge yard.A garden with flowers and a huge pool.I wish I could swim.I love it.Maybe one day I will be able to.

Suddenly a woman in her 50's bumps into me.

"I am sorry dear,"she says clumsily.

"It's okay,"I nodd and smile.

"Are you a new maid?"she asks.

"I got married to Wu Yi Fan,"I say insecure.I am not still sure of this family.What is he or stuff like this.

"Oh so you are his new wife,"she says with a bored look.

"He had another wife before?"I ask curiously.

"Yes.But she died after 2 days.She was poisoned,"the woman says and she doesn't seem very sad about this.

"What?Who would do this?"I ask shocked and start worrying abput my safety.

"I don't know if I should say this about my own son,"she hesitates.So she is his mother."But it's rumored that Yifan poisoned her food,"she says with a look I can't describe.Disgust?Dissapointment?

I swallow hard.He said that he could kill me.Am I going to die?Oh God what I got myself into?Mommy.Daddy.Where are you now?What would you do if you found out what I found out?How would you feel if you knew I could be killed any moment.Maybe it was in the food.Maybe I am dying right now.My heart beats faster.I am sweating.

"Dear are you okay?"she asks kindly and I breath hard without amswering."You look pale and you sweat.Should I call the doctor?"

"No.No.I need to sit down,"I say and my legs melt and I fallon the ground.Am I going to die?Am I?God please help me.

"You,"she tells a maid."Bring a glass of whisky,"she says and the maid dissapears immediately.

The maid returns and she gives me the whisky.I sip a little and the burn on my neck wakes me up from my trance.

I sit up and give the glass back.

"Remember to come to dinner,okay?"she said and I nodd.The maid and her both leave and I remain in front of the room.I enter it slowly.Tears fall on my cheeks.If this is my end I want to see Jooyoung.I want to have a kiss with him.With somebody who loves me.

I take my phone and text him again.He answers.I tell him if he can come in China.He can.I put the phone away and go outside and stop a maid.

"Where is the closest park to this house?"I ask her.

"Just 2 streets away.It's XXX Park.You just have to go straight from the house and in 5 minutes you are there,"she answers.

"Thanks a lot.Don't worry I don't plan to run away,"I say and enter the room again.

I text him the name of the park and he says that for me he will come tomorrow to China.He also has a bussines here so it's not gonna be hard.

I smile and thank him.

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"Your uncle has great taste in girls,"Yifan's father told him.He nodded.I just sat at the table and didn't eat much.I didn't drink also.I only ate a little rice when they looked at me and I started talking about myself as an excuse to not eat.

"So Junghwa is really a great girl.I like you,"Yifan's mother says and I put down my rice.Thanks.

"Thanks a lot,mdm,"I smile politely.

"Call me mom.And call my husband father okay?"She says kindly.

I nodd."I will.This family already feels like my own family,"I say.I notice Yifan who gave my plate a few stares.I ignore his stare and look at father.

"Well I am full.Goodnight everybody,"he says and sits up.I sit up and bow and then leave the table.I leave Yifan alone with his mom and I ask a maid to drive me back to the room.

I check my phone again and I feel warm.Jooyoung sent me so many texts already.Such sweet texts.Ugh why didn't he say he likes me before?

I hear the door opening and I stop Yifan.I hide my phobe fast but he saw it.He ignores me and goes to the bathroom.I breath in relief.Good thing if he doesn't care about me.

I can't wait for tomorrow.

I change my clothes in my pijas and jump under the blankets.He comes out of the bathroom with that body that never fails to make me hot.

I close my eyes and hear some movement in the room.I open my eyes and see him trying to get my phone.I jump scared and take it from his hands and jump back in the bed.

"Are you hiding things?"he asks.

"No.I have personal stuff in here,"I lie.

"Show me,"he orders.

"No.It's my stuff."

"I won't judge you if it's lesbian or masochistic stuff,"He says.

"No.Mind your own bussines.,"I say and hug the phone.

He probably changed.

I sit flat on the bed with the phone hidden somewhere I won't say.I turn my body on my side when I feel him jumping under the blanket.I feel his body coming closer to me.I move more to the side.I am scared of him.

I feel his hand trying to wrap on my waist.My body trembles.What if he has a knife in his hand?What if his hand will go to my throat and choke me to death?


I couldn't sleep last niight.I was afraid of what he could do to me.I almost prayed when I felt him leaving the room early in the morning.

I took out my phone from the hiding place and saw a few texts from Jooyoung.He told me the hour.2pm.I'll be there.

I see Yifan entering the room again.I hide my phone again in my pocket.He sees it but ignores it.All day the maids watched me oddly.Like I am some weird creature.I look pretty normal I guess

It's 1am.I dress my best and take my phone.I sneak out of the house.I couldn't believe it's possible for me to sneak out.There were so many guards I thought I'm gonna die.One saw me and I said I am just visiting the garden.I took a few walks.I found the big gates.I hid after some bushes so the car that was entering didn't see me.Then I ran before the gates closed.

I ran straight to the park.I don't know chinsese so I almost got lost but I found the park.I hid after some trees and searched Jooyoung with my eyes.I saw him.He was waiting on a bench.I am so happy.I ran towards him and hugged him.He was surprised but hugged me back.

"Oppa I missed you!!"I say and rest my head on his chest.

"Junghwa it's only been 5 days since our last meeting,"he patted my head kindly.

"Is it true?Do you really like me?"I ask and look at him.

"Yes.I am sorry I didn't say it before,"he said kindly.

"It's better later than never,"I say.

"I'll get some ice cream and we'll talk after that,"he says and brokes the hug.I nodd and he goes towards a way.I sit on the bench waiting.

"There!"I hear somebody screaming and I look towards there.It's the guards.They are running towards me.I get up and run away.Ugh these animals.Leave me some air to breath.

I run and look behind me and suddenly I bump in somebody.I was ready to apologise but it's Yifan.It's him.And he gives me the most evil look ever.This is it.I am going to die.Why did I get involved with the mafia???Why?

His guards grab my hands and force me to walk towards the cars.I pass by the bench and see Jooyoung in front of me as the animals force me to walk.I try to kick them but no response.They don't feel my kicks.I look down as he looks at us confused.Yifan who walks first stops in front Jooyoung as he suspects that we are related.

"Do you know her?"He asks.No.Jooyoung!!Say no.

"No,"he says after understanding the signals I was giving him with my eyes.

He then bumps into him and walks forward.The guards,and me,follow him and I watch with tears in my eyes Jooyoung as he is behind us.

I am thrown in the car and an awkward silence takes the lead.It's a painful silence.I want to jump out of the car.He is next to me.He doesn't seem moved or angry.He has a very blank face.No emotion.I screwed it badly.God ..

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