Soulmate

"If you want, I can make you cum right here, right now, in front on everyone so they know you're mine and only mine, baby girl. Also, it's a good present for being able to see in color, but I can help you see a rainbow with my two fingers."
(A/N: I'm going to douse myself in holy water)
He moved his warm hand further up my thigh and I breathed heavily as it was snaking its way through my shorts but luckily Yoongi coughed loudly and scared everyone. I took this opportunity to pull away and move away from Namjoon going unnoticed.
Namjoon gave me a quick peck on the cheek and continued to eat his food and I still felt my face slowly cooling down from his words.
I looked up to find Yoongi staring at me with an expression as if he was studying my actions and I suddenly felt extremely cautious of my movements and how I looked.
Soon enough, we were all finished with the food and I took a warm shower to refresh myself of the events that unfolded last night. I was happy that my shower was left undisturbed.
"Here baby," Namjoon handed me a pair of his underwear along with sweatpants and a big shirt since 'my clothes still were nowhere to be found.'
"Are you sure it's just that you love to keep my clothes as evidence?" I teased him as we hopped inside his black sleek car.
"Trust me Melissa, if I wanted to keep your clothes I would tell you straight up, but next time you come over, I want to keep at least something special, but anyways I got one thing that you can't get back."
He winked and then had this stupid smug look on his face that boiled my blood and I just rolled my eyes at him.
(A/N: I regret my life, can Namjoon not.)
I slightly shoved him away and put on my seat belt. I stared outside the side of the window.
The sky above me were not an array of colors that I expected it to be but it were a light blue, a very light blue.
White clouds were nowhere to be found, nowhere in plain sight, I felt a little disappointed seeing as I wouldn't be able to enjoy my first sunset with Namjoon since he has practice later today.
"Don't worry, I'll make sure your first sunset with me all is that worth it."
"I have to go now." We stood at my front door, my arms around his neck, chest to chest, arms around my waist, our foreheads pressed again each other as the bright sun beat down heavily on our skin.
"Be safe my baby. We have a whole adventure ahead of us." He kissed me quickly and softly, he didn't bother deepening the kiss and he left abruptly as soon as I had gotten inside my home.
He probably kissed me like that on purpose, probably just to leave me wanting more.
Careless thoughts ran through my mind as I did my usual routine, working on my book and keeping my home clean, but deep within me I felt uneasy.
"Goddammit," I whispered to myself repeatedly as I pulled at my hair reaching once again another giant writer's block.
"Well Kim Namjoon, you do a great job of keeping my heart in shape, it feels as if it'll never stop beating this fast." I giggled at myself as I took a sip of my warm tea, staring blissfully out of my window.
Never in my life, would I ever have thought that watching the sunset would be so relaxing and soothing.
It was a canvas, painted with broad strokes of dark and light colors. I can't believe that for eighteen years of my life, I have always thought that sun sets weren't shit.
All the sun did for me was provide warmth and light, never, did it never let me think about the beautiful colors. The sun paved a way magnificent hues to stand out.
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| cutting this chapter short because i finally got a new laptop that actually works and i could write on, i'll work on the next chapter rn ~~~ |

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