One way love

"Yes Haera I'll be careful.Omo how can you say that about your sister?Okay..don't be jealous.Love you bye,"Gyulee ended the phone call and I stared at her.As usual Haera is insecure about my friendship with Gyulee.After all we were friends before they started dating.

"Tell Haera I'm not into girls.Especially not my friend,"I say and move my gaze outside.We are now in Taehyungs car and we are driving to the pool.About that girl thing.I don't know for sure.I used to have a crush on a girl at school.I don't know if it qas admiration or more than that.I tend to believe I am straight but that crush messed my thoughts.

"But my question is,"Taehyung started."When are gonna start dating?You never had a boyfriend.Or a girlfriend."

Jimin widened his eyes and looked at me surprised."Never?"Then he laughed.

"Shut up.I am in a big problem that's why I never had a relationship,"I say and bit my lip.

"And is that problem called ugliness?"He smirked.

"Ya.I am hot so shut up,"I shout."It's just that I haven't found until now my preference.I don't know if I like guys or girls,"I say.

"If we kiss you'll know,"he smirks.

"Ugh,"I frown and look other way.

He laughs loudly and then we stay in silence until we reach the pool.It's still early.

We enter and do the rest we need to.

I sit in my sunbath until it gets warmer.I can't wait to swim.I wear my sunglasses and close my eyes.Suddenly Jimin calls me and I take off my glasses.When I look at him ny jaw drops.OH MY GOD.Those abs!!!That eye smile.He is hot!He is so hot.

"Like my body don't you?"He asks teasingly.

My fake smile that I used for him vanishes and I put my glasses back.

"No wait.Let's take a selfie!"He says.

"Why would you want to take a selfie with a fatty like me?"I ask.

"Because Gyulee doesn't want to,"he says and I form a fist.Screw you Park Jimin!!! Again (-_-)

"Go away you asshole,"I push him away with my leg.

"You lose,"he says and leaves my sight.Finally.

I sit up and try to find my sun lotion.I hate the tan.When I find it in my purse I drop it on the ground.I widen my eyes and look at Gyulee who looks at me too.She saw him.That douchebag.

I see a boy and his girlfriend holding hands and trying to find sunbeds.This is Yongseok.Same age.1.78.Some abs but they still need some work.He was my classmate in high school.He was douche.I believe he still is.He used to make fun of me because I never had a boyfriend.

"What are you doing now?"Gyulee asks me worried.She knows this story better than anyone.

"Agh my life is ruined,"I cry and shake her arm."Help me Gyulee!!"

"How?"She is confused as I am.

He passes by me and I cover my face under a t shirt I found.Thanks God he didn't see me!!Wait!!He is stopping next to Taehyung.It's like this.My seat is first then it's Jimin's but Gyulee stays on it now.Then it's Gyulee's and then Taehyung's.

Why did you have to stay there for God's Sake?There are like a hundred other empty sunbeds.Ugh and that girl.Her boobs are obviously fake.And her eyes.Plastic bitch.I can tell she is a diva by the way she looks around.

I try to find my big summer hat that I avoid wearing because I hate hats but now it's an emergency.Where it is?Oh yeah I gave it to Taehyung because he had more space.I shouldn't have brought all my makeups here.

"Ya Taehyung!!"I yell silently."My big hat please,"I beg him.

"Yoora?Take it yourself,"he says bored and takes off his pants.Jimin is staying next to him.Great why did he have to say my name?

"Jimin bring my hat from Taehyungs bag,please,"I beg him.

"I can't I'm busy,"he sais sarcastically.If admiring hinself in the front camera is called busy then I'll kill myself.

"Gyulee-"I try to say but she is gone.When did she leave?

I sigh and walk slowly towards Taehyungs bag.Great.It's at Yongseok's feet.Gladly I still have that shirt on my head.I walk slowly towards it without drawing attention to me and open it and start searching my hat.

"What's this doing in your head?"Taehyung asks and takes the shirt off my head.Oh so it was his.

As expected Yongseok turned around and saw me.

"Ya Kim Yuri,"he sais in a laughing tone.

"It's Yoora,"I say and get my hat.In vain now.

"Oh how are you?Still solo?"He asks mockingly.

"No.I am with my boyfriend,"I made up a small lie.It was necesarry.

"Where is he?Btw this is my girlfriend Yoona,"he says and his girlfriend gives me a you-are-a-just-a-peasant-I-am-a-queen look.

"Who is she?"She asked.Told ya.A diva.I wish I could poke her eyes out.

"My ex-classmate.She never had a boyfriend before,"he said like it was something normal.It's not normal!!It's my private life you douche bag.

She let's out a chuckle.She's laughing of me now?We'll see about that.

"Actually I've been dating for a while now.I mean since I finished high school.And we are happy,"I say.

"Yeah sure,"he pats my head and continues his bussines.

Ugh screw you Yongseok!!!

I stay back on my sunbed and some hours pass fast.It's already sun outside.Everybody is in the pool now.Yongseok is with the diva in the pool and I swear they are trying to make jealous-if it's right said.

"Her Yoora where is your boyfriend?"He yells at me.I barely managed to not show him the middle finger.

Jimin sits up and then an idea pops in my head.

"Jimin.Would you like to apply lotion on my back?"I ask.His eyes spark.

"Am I your mother?"

"My mom doesn't do this kind of stuff,"I say and wave the lotion bottle in front of him.He finally takes it and sits on the side of my sunbed.I turn around and wait for him.He starts rubbing the lotion on my body.It's time for the next part of my plan."If it's hard then loosen the knot,"I say and he doesn't answer but the next second I feel the straps falling and I hold my bra in place.I smirk to myself and I notice Yongseok who's watching me and ignoring the diva.

He finishes helping with the lotion and helps me knot the straps back.

"Thanks,"I say a little seducing.

"Okay..weirdo!"He says and stays on his original sunbed.

Yongseok comes out of the water and comes towards me but I am faster and push Jimin a little to make space for me on his sunbed and he does.Weird.I sit next to him,a little uncomfortable but I have to continue with my lie.

I put a hand on his abs and keep my fangirling for later and with another caress his lips.He is very confused.Plus I gave him a sweet look like I am in love with him or something.Yongseok then chamged his path awkwardly and returned in the pool.

"Act like you love me,"I whisper in his ear.

He frowns and whispers in my ear.

"You own me,"he says.

I smile and nodd.Oh his close up face is hot.He is hot.Taehyung how could you??

But it's weird.Taehyung doesn't seem bothered by my actions.Well probably he thinks of that Jin and Jimin isn't his main interest now.I'm sorry for Jimin.

"Baby let's go in the pool,"he says and gives me an eye smile.I am melted now.Somebody pick me up from the ground.

I nodd and don't forget the word baby.

We go in the water and he let's me ride his back.We meet with Yongseok and I wave a hello at him and smirk when he doesn't see.I won!!!!!Not really because I am still solo but today I won.

"Are you afraid of jumping in the water?"Jimin asks me.

"No.But I am still not used to the water.It's still cold to me,"I say and remember than only my butt touches the water.

He let's me go to fall in the water and the cold water 'scares' me so I jump in his arms.This could be taken as something intimate bu trust me it's not.He holds me well to not fall and my legs tighten around his waist.

"Don't let the water scare you,"he says.

"It's very cold.I need time to get used to it,"I say and rest my head on his chest.Ah my feels.

"I have an idea,but you have to let me go,"he says after some time.I do so and he doesn'tet go of my waist.He pushes me little by little in the water until I get used to it.

"Yey,"I cheer and smile.

He smiles back which caused me to forget I have legs and I go in the water.I open my eyes in the water and enjoy the view.Oh and Jimin's hairy legs.

He comes underwater too and he gives me a hi5.We come out and all my hair is in my face and see nothing.I put it away but then I feel a pair of soft lips on mine.I open my eyes and see those narrow eyes close to me.Hell Jimin is kissing me.What the hell?He is a good kisser.Taehyung forgive me.I put my hands around his neck and he pokes my lips and I Iet him in.My head.Somebody save me.These sexy lips.Oh my!

We kissed for more than 5 minutes and I totally forgot where we are.I broke the kiss when I couldn't breath anymore.The first thing I saw was Yongseok in a corner who was watching us with killing eyes.

I look at Jimin.He smiles

"Why laugh?What about Taehyung's feelings?"I ask.Then I realise my feet are again around his waist.

"He doesn't seem to notice,"he says and he's right.He is sleeping.

"But this means you are cheating on himw ith his sister,"I say.

"He let's me.He actually let's me kiss everyone I want.Except for sleeping,"he says.

"Do you love him?"I ask.If it's an yes then I'm very sorry for him.Only if it wasn't that Jin guy.

He widens his eyes and doesn't answer.He drops me in the water and swims a little.I follow him.

"Tell me the truth.I won't say a thing,"I say.

He stops and looks at me."He is too cold.I can't..."he says and looks away.

"It's okay.He will change,"I say and caress his cheek.

"But there's something more,"he says.

"What?"

"I am afraid.I can't sleep with him.I am scared,"he says.

"Everybody's first time it's hurtful.I remember when he had his first time.He cried all night telling me how much his butt hurts and swore he won't do it again.But the next night he did it again with his boyfriend and it was cool.So don't worry,"I say.

"Thanks,"he says.

I notice Yongseok again staring and I jump on Jimin and kiss him again.We need to be convincing.

Yongseok is dead.Find now a reason to make fun of me.

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