Confessions of a Older Twin (Collaboration Story) Hyoyoung's POV

Hyoyoung's POV

The next couple of days the whispers didn't get quieter instead I began to get dirty looks and the guys around me started to shoot mean smiles at me... I knew something was up but I didnt want to let Hwayoung worry. I felt distance from the other guys like Jooheon Oppa, IM Oppa, and Shownu Oppa... I don't know what I did but... it felt like I did something wrong?

I got up early that day and wore my uniform... maybe... today? Today I won't have to pretend people are talking about me behind my back? Maybe it died down today? I brush my hair neatly and check the mirror twice... okay... here goes nothing.

Hwayoung got up pretty early she looked different... unlike herself... PINK?! OMO? I shut my mouth... and shook it off... i mean she looks cute with a little pink... it just it didn't feel like her? On top of that she seemed kinda depressed lately ... I didn't know how to ask her about anything... worst on top of that... Minhyuk Oppa seems to be avoiding her as well. But he also seems kinda down as well... the only person who even seem slightly happy was Jiyoung... but... i guess she really doesn't have anything to do with the problem I'm in and I'm assuming the issue between Minhyuk Oppa and Hwayoung as well...

We got off the bus just some words between and a small talk between Jiyoung and Minhyuk Oppa about some party that even Hwayoung was unaware of....

I got to my desk and set my stuff down... Hwayoung slump to her seat after briefly talking with Hyungwon Oppa... she seems upset as she laid her head down... I hope things are okay... but i guess it's best for me not to say anything... I mean she's younger than me but... she's much stronger than me...

I pulled out my text books from my desk... !!!! What's this?! I looked at my text book it was cover with writing and pens marks.... it read... whore... bitch...slut... what's going on? I looked around and I can hear some other girl around laughing... I glance at Hwayoung who was out of it so she didn't noticed...

"Hyoyoung, Good morning!" Wonho oppa smiled laying his head on my desk looking at me as I quick hide the text book so he doesn't see, Wonho Oppa didn't notice as well... phew~

"Morning." I smiled.

Just then a hand pushed Wonho oppa's head out of my way, "Hyoyoung-ah morning." Kihyun said plainly without a smile looking cool as usual.

"Morning Oppa." I replied.

From the back of me I could hear..."....what a slut... she's with Kihyun and Wono Oppa, do they even know what filthy things she's done.... she so thick skinned." I froze...at the whisper... what? I shook my head... maybe... I'm hearing things...

I got up....as the teacher walked in... "Where are you going Hyoyoung?" he asked me as the other students took their seat and Hwayoung, Kihyun Oppa, Wonho Oppa looked at me surprise by my action.

"I'm sorry...I'm not feeling well can I got to the nurse?" I asked, the teacher nodded as I glanced at Hwayoung to assure her I'm okay as I left.

I walked slowly to the nurse... just then I felt someone yank my hair pulling my head back... "Ack..." I yelped at the pain as someone slams me to the wall, as I fall to the ground.... I looked up confused... it was Soo Mi? A girl in our class who often hung out with Jiyoung.... from time to time... why... is she doing this?

"YAH. WHORE... quit acting like an innocent girl who hasn't done anything!" she yelled at me as 2 other girl stood with her.

"W-why...are you doing this?" I asked looking up at her.

"Because... Hwayoung was enough but to even have a girl like you here also... *tsk" she scoffed and slapped my face hard...

I held my cheek and looked up at her, "Don't look at me like that... You're the worst kind of person a girl who goes around acting innocent around Kihyun Oppa making him think you're a goody-two shoe when people all around know what you are." Soo Mi said and pulled my hair as I glance at her in pain... I really couldn't tolerate pain well... since i was physically weaker then Hwayoung.

"And don't even think about tell Hwayoung otherwise, we'll bring her hell too." the other girl yelled at me and slap my cheek again as Soo Mi held my hair pull my face up... I bite my lips... I don't want Hwayoung to get into this mess...

"P-please...don't say anything to H-hwayoung..." I said looking at Soo Mi as she smirked at my request.

"Fine..." She snapped and let go of my hair crossing her arms and look at the other two girls as they nodded in signal... they pulled my up but my arm and pushed my outside the school building to a corner and the two girl held my arms as Soo Mi walked over with a razor... my mind raced and heart shaked...

"Where should we cut? You're face that you think is so pretty? Your legs? haha..." Soo Mi laughed as the razor lean into my face nearly touching my cheeks, "Don't move or you'll ruin your face."

I held my breath as Soo Mi lower the blade to my arm... My eyes wide.... "Don't make a sound or someone will know..." Soo Mi said as she leaned by my ear and whisper... I stare scared and then... "What are you doing?" a voice asked... I looked over it was... Jiyoung?

"Jiyoung Unni!" Soo Mi smiled and ran over, "Look who we caught."

"Jiyoung..." I barely gasped out.

Jiyoung walked over with a indifferent look on her face... it was a dark look that I felt from her but never seen... I mean she's our friend...right? Me and Hwayoung's?

She walks over and looks closer at me, "You..." she says, "Should never have came to this school" I froze shocked at her words, she raised her hand up as Soo Mi noticed and ran over with the razor blade carefully handing it to Jiyoung... as she takes the blade and pulls my sleeve up as the other two girl hold on to my tightly, Jiyoung smiled at me was she pushes the blade onto my skin…

I moan in agonizing pain as I see blood drip from the cut she deeply main... writing on to my skin every movement felt painful as the sharp blade cut into my forearm, tears run down my face as my breathing quicken and after she finishes she tosses the blade and wipes her hand on my shirt... and they walk away…

The bloody words on arm my stings as I glance at it, the words craved onto my skin read whore... tears run down my face like the blood running down my arm... I slowly get up holding my arm as I walked over to the water fountain and turn on the water washing the blood as I bite onto my lips as the blood run down the drain.

The water stung my arm as I raise my cuts... I walked to the nurse hiding my arm as I pass by people walking by... finally in the infirmary, I lean in the nurse was out, I pulled out an Adhesive Bandages and tape in over the cut on my arm. I look in the mirror... my uniform was bloody from Jiyoung wiping the blood on my uniform... I took off my uniform and just then the door slides open and I panic as i glance over it was Wonho Oppa with bright pink cheeks.

He rushes in and close the door, I back up as he walked over to me, "O-oppa" I said shocked as i pulled my school uniform jacket over my bra.
He pulls my arm up, "What is this, are you okay?" he asked me intensely, I swing my arm away forgetting that there was bandage there.

"It's fine just a accident on my way here..." I lied looking away.

Wonho Oppa looks at my suspiciously but I push him out and pull the curtain covering me, "Let me change first!" I yelled behind the curtains... I glance at Wonho Oppa's shadow as he slowly turns his back to me, "Okay... got it..." he replies.

After I change and get out... Wonho Oppa was still there waiting for me, "O-oppa..." I said he stands up and walks over, and looks at me worried, "What's with all the blood earlier?" I look away from him, "I had a nose bleed." I lied again... I don't want to drag him into this... I turned away but...

He pulls my hand and hugs me tightly, "Yah... DO I LOOK LIKE THAT MUCH OF A FOOL TO YOU?!" Wonho Oppa yells at me.

I don't know what gotten into me, I just don't want him to see this, I pushed him off, "It's NOTHING! JUST STOP BOTHERING ME! I DON'T NEED THIS FROM YOU!" I yelled, but right after I was shocked by my own action...

did.. I just... say that? Wonho Oppa looked hurt... "Fine... if it's not me you need... I'll leave." Wonho Oppa said and turned and walked away... leaving the room slamming the door as he left...

Hyoyoung...what's wrong with you? I asked myself hitting my head as I rethought my actions.

I skipped the club meeting texting Kihyun Oppa that I was going home... instead... At the same time I got a text from Hwayoung saying she was going to be home late... I walked in lifeless into my bedroom as I locked my door for the first time in a while and curled into a ball on bed...

This is a bad dream right? Will it disappear tomorrow when I wake up?

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