
Kai or Kyungsoo?
You dont understand!
"WTF! You havent answered my calls or text! And here you are cheating on me?!" Tears began to come again. Why now? Why when im supposed to forget my feelings for you, when im supposed to fall for Kyungsoo? I open my eyes when i felt a sting on my cheek and people gasping. I was having a headache today too so it just added more pain."Yah-" Kyungsoo was cut of by Kai. "Hyung how could you? You know exactly what she is to me! You know she's mine, yet you still take her out on dates?" Kai screamed angrily. Tears that were now flowng like a river out of my eyes were suddenly wiped by two soft thumbs. How didnt i fall for you instead? I open my eyes making eye contact with Kyungsoo. I slighty smiled and got up and ran my way out not caring if i bumped or hurted anyone. Right now, the pain in my heart hurted most... Why am i so foolish, so blind, so stupid? I kept running and running not caring where i was headed to. Then suddenly i ran into someone and he grabbed my wrist, harshly. "Omo, pretty lady where are you going? Should i make the pain go away, by pleasuring you in-" Stop! Please..."Stop...I dont need help...Jebal just let me go..." I continued to cry. "Nah! I want to have some fun!" He said seductivly. I find it disgusting, not anything i wanted to hear at the moment. (Listen to a song called...."Txhob Dag kuv." By David Yang. To my fellow hmong sisters and brothers...You get this song right? Well those who dont this song here is the english translation- (why are we like this?
lemme ask you
the love you gave me, is it still here?
cause i loved you with all my heart
even though you yell at me, i still kiss you
i still tell you i really love you
even though you lie and run as far as you can they won't love you
you thought you found a new one
but you came back to me
why
i was scared you would lie
you know how to darken up my life
now you want my life to end
am i right
push as much but you don't wanna fall
yell as much but you don't think about it
cause you know how to love me, fake love, prove love but your heart isn't by my heart
you let my heart suffer like this
if you leave again don't come back
i'm begging you
i said i'm begging you
don't tell me lies that'll hurt my break
if you wanna leave, then go as you please
just leave me alone
then i can move on
CHORUS
(you think i'm heartless &)
even though i'm not the one you're looking for)
don't lie to me
i'm begging you
if you don't really love me
please let me go
(X6) [don't lie to me]
even though i'm not the one you're looking for
don't lie to me
BRIDGE
even though i'm not the good one
just remember that i have a heart
don't lie to me
even though i'm not good looking
there's others who'll look good to you
don't lie to me
(X2) [don't lie to me]
VERSE 2
if you leave
that's good
because you made my heart restless and you don't care about
my happiness
about my progression
you only want to hurt me
as if it meant winning
if you wanna be the winner
i will be the loser
i know you're cold
as if you don't have emotions
you even know how to joke
and you even know how to fake your love
you even know how to lie to them
and you even know how to lie to me
CHORUS
you think i'm heartless &
even though i'm not the one you're looking for
don't lie to me
i'm begging you
if you don't really love me
please let me go
(X6) [don't lie to me]
even though i'm not the one you're looking for
don't lie to me)
Kai... although you hurt me, I still love you. Its like your name is carved into my heart, am i ever going to find love again? Will anyone love me after i get harrassed by this man here? Great and here I am wearing a short ass clothes...(stop music)
The mans grip tighten. "So Are we gonna have fun...or not?" He asked impatiently. "Agashi, t-that hurt!" I finally screamed loud enough for people to hear but, now since i was so careless running where ever...This place barely had people. He laughed and attacked my neck roughly leave dark hickeys for sure. I tried punching and kicking but it was no use. "HELP JEBAL-" He smashed his lips into mine and kissed me harshly and roughly. The forced kiss muffled my cries. "Krystal!" I heard my name...Kai? Before i could see who it was i blacked out because of the my depression and head aches and the man...forcing himself on me.
Kai's P.O.V.
I smacked her and she ran out crying like a big baby! Like i care, Slut! She fucking flirted with one of my closes hyungs. "Kim Jongin... Im disappointed in you...How did you get so lucky to get Krystal, but you cant even treat her right..." Kyungsoo hyung got up and ran after her. "AISH!" I ruffled my hair in frustration. What did i do wrong? She....She cheated on me, with hyung!! I did nothing wrong! I went out and went home to sleep it off.
Kyungsoo's P.O.V.
"Excuse me have you seen this girl?" I asked an old lady showing her Kyrstal's picture on my phone. "Ah! Ne, she ran that way. She looked quite upset." She sighed and i thanked her and ran off towards that direction. "HELP JEBAL-" I knew that scream! I ran towards the alley where i heard her scream. I saw a man around his late 20's forcing himself on her. "Krystal!" I screamed and pushed the man off of her. She fell to the ground, eyes shut, FUCK! The man looked at me pissed. "GEt lost now if you still want to see tomorrow!" I yelled angrily. He ran off still pissed but i didnt give a fuck. "Krystal! Krystal Jung!" I panicked and carried her bridal style running towards home. Krystal-ah, be okay for me arraseo?
Krystals P.O.V.
"Kai, You have to visit her! Arraseo, palli." Kyungsoo hung up and i pretended to fall asleep again. Kyungsoo sat on the edge of the bed. "Krystal Jung... Why is it Kai? I swear-" Suddenly i heard the door open. "Krystal!" I didnt open my eyes and continued to pretend to sleep. "H-hyung, i can only stay for a while, i- i have to meet up with that one girl at your house..." I felt tears forming again. " Nam Ji-min? That plastic doll? You would go to her, and leave your hurt girlfriend?" Kai sighed loudly. "Hyung im going to end it with her, she cheated, and you- I didnt do anything wrong and she cried making you-" I sat up slowly and opened my eyes. "You didnt do anything? You fucking lied Kai!" He looked shocked but then turned into a cold stare. "About what?" He asked clearly mad. "What happened to 'I, Kim Jongin promise to not flirt with anyone other than you.'? What happened to i will always love you and only you huh?" He looked confused. "What are you saying? I swear i didnt do anything wrong!" I looked at Kyungsoo who looked like he would pounce on Kai at any moment. "Tch, that Ji-min girl...You flirted with her at the party, you even talked to her about how good she would be in bed!!!" Kai looked shocked. "H-how?" I laughed bitterly. "you probably dont even remember i was even there...Thanks Kai, for showing me chasing after you was a waste of my time, loving was just hurting me so i could stop...We're through. Now Leave please..." I looked at him, i was crying looking like an idiot. " But wait-" I didnt care anymore. "LEAVE!!" I shut my eyes and gritted my teeth. "Kyungsoo dont even try to make a move on her, she's still mine even after she said we are done, dont worry i'll make mine again..." I opened my eyes to see him smirking at us and walked out.
Kai's P.O.V.
I didnt leave but decided to listen to their conversation. "Kyungsoo-ah, why does he want me to suffer, why cant he just leave and go to Ji-min?" She sobbed. "Because i love you and only you, Krystal..." Im sorry but im not giving up on you... I was out of my mind that night..."I dont know Krystal, just... Leave it..."
Wait a while longer Krystal, you'll love me like you did before and this time i'll keep ALL my promises.... Saranghae...
Notes
A/N: So do you think she should end up with Kai, Kyungsoo or single? Comment below and i'll do it! Keep supporting! Cant wait for Exo to comebck...I miss Kris and Luhan tho...
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3/31/15