Marriage Blues

Since then a few days have past by and it feels like Taehyun Oppa and I have became even more distant... it's awkward... I sat out side by the cherry tree...



"*sigh* this isn't going well... at all..."



"You don't look too happy." a voice from behind said as I felt startled.



As always Jinwoo Oppa smiles and hops over sitting down next to me.



"Jinwoo oppa...*sigh*" I sigh depressed still



"One of the maid brought some red bean buns from her recent visit from Japan want some." Jinwoo smiles and hand me one



"OooH! Looks good... please." I smile and take a bite... as I ate I remember eating these with my family... Jinwo hands me a cup of tea he bought along with him.



"I can listen if you like to tell me..." he smiles



"My face says it all doesn't it..." I laugh hopelessly, "Thanks..." Just being with Jinwoo Oppa helps me relax... I look at him and continue, "So... it's about Taehyun Oppa..." I begin to tell him everything about the other day and what I felt, "I thought that nothing much would change now that we're married but... honesty I thought I knew what I was doing... so it never occurred to me until what Mino Oppa said..."



Jinwoo laughs as I frown, "Well no one really takes what Mino says seriously, often he just likes to tease Taehyun and you both but he doesn't mean harm he really cares for you both, I don't know much about dating or marriage but... relationships are always complicated, it doesn't matter age right?"



"Hm?" I question



"Well.. what I mean is your bound to have worries no matter who you're in love with right?" Jinwoo question me



"Yeah... I guess you're right..." I thought... my parent's marriage was always like love and war also... so... i guess



"You'll deepen your bond at the same time as you think about those things." Jinwoo smiles explain with a mouth full of red bean buns.



I get what Jinwoo Oppa is explaining... He's right...there's no love that is free from worry... I just think way too much sometimes...maybe cause of talk about the heir I let myself overreact and think... I feel like the haziness that had grabbed hold of my mind is lifted...



"Thanks Oppa." I smile, "I feel more clear-headed now."



"That's good." Jinwoo Oppa smiles and pats my head



"I'll try and talk with Taehyun Oppa again." I smiles and got up



"Oh really! Okay, good luck." Jinwoo smiles and waves as I leave... "You can do it! I'm sure it'll go well." He calls as I leave..."Thanks!" I yell walking away... as I walk away I turn and glance at Jinwoo one last time... he had a sad expression... was something bothering him? I turn but he sees me and yells, "Go talk with him again... some people have trouble expressing their feeling BECAUSE the other person loves them."



"What...?" I asked halfway down the hall



"Heh... nothing. Just talking to myself." Jinwoo smiles



After that I run to find Taehyun Oppa but one of the maid told me he was still not back from work yet... *sigh* all well... I found Jinwoo Oppa again... heh... I want to sneak up on him... I ran behind him and cover his eyes... "Guess who?" I laughed



"Momo..." he smiles and turns around as I let go.



"Why didn't you tell me that Taehyun Oppa wasn't back yet." I scoffed



"Haha... you were so excited to see him I forgot... sorry." Jinwoo laughed but it felt slightly like a sad laugh for some reason, "Anyways I'm just heading to the main library to put away some business books. Want to come?"



"We have a library here!" I exclaim, Jinwoo laughs and nods "Yes! I want to see." I smiled.



As we walk closer... I realize their a whole other wing with a mini daycare and library in the Nam family mansion, gosh it's like a village here!



As we walk by I hear kids laughing and playing... I peek over and see kids playing tag. Heehee they're so cute and having so much fun. Huh? Just then I notice a little child huddled over and alone watching them.



I walk over and Jinwoo stops as well and watches me, just as I was going to walk over and asks why he wasn't playing also I see Taehyun Oppa... just enter thru the side entrance... he notices the little boy... and walks over, "What are you doing here?" Taehyun asks him



"Taehyun...Hyung..." the little boy says with tears in his eyes, "N-nothing..." the little boy says quickly.



Taehyun Oppa smiles, "You wanna play with them right? Well.... times like this you have to suck it up and say something."



"But... I'm not really a member of the Nam... family... soo.... they might not want to..." the little boy cries



I nudge Jinwoo Oppa... "Who's the little boy?" I asked



"That's Kiwoo, he's a son from a affair that one of the older men of the Nam family had with his mother... after she died Taehyun took Kiwoo to live with the Nam Family." Jinwoo explains



Oh... wow... I didn't know Taehyun oppa as head also did that kind of thing... it;s really amazing and touching.



"Come on. When it comes to making friends it doesn't matter if you're a Nam or not." Taehyun smiles at Kiwoo, "It'll be fine. Come on let's go." Taehyun Oppa smiles and takes his hand as they head over.



I watch as my heart flutters... it was a beautiful sight... Kiwoo walks over to the group of kids playing. As he walks over one of them turns and notices him and they talk. Soon enough he's joined in and playing along. I smiles to myself... kids get along with eachother so easily. Kiwoo looks back at Taehyun and waves as he runs around playing. Taehyun Oppa smiles and waves back. That's sweet...



"Taehyun Hyung play too!" some of the boys came over grabbing his hand



"What!? me too?" Taehyun Oppa looks flustered



"It'll be fun!" Kiwoo smiles at him



"Well, I don;t have much of a choice then." Taehyun Oppa smiles and takes off his jacket and throw down his brief case.



I gaze at him... I smile to myself... he can say what he wats but Taehyun Oppa really loves kids... heehee...

Notes

Sorry it's been awhile >.< I'll try to writing more, But i have been super busy I'll try to write more. -Iva Chan