Marriage Blues

Soon after Taehyun Oppa and I were married... thing calm down a lot. That evening I sat by myself under the cherry blossom tree. I had a lot on my mind, here I am worrying by myself. I mean Taehyun is a amazing husband and we went thru so much together. I'm glad we're married but...



it doesn't really feel like we're a couple.



We sleep next to each other but after about a month... Taehyun Oppa doesn't touche me... I keep feeling anxious... Before we were married he was more aggressive...what does this mean?! Could he be tried of me? I sat depressed filled with negative thoughts.



"If he's not tried... I mean it's not that right? Ugh..." I sigh running my hands messing up my hair.



"What with the sighing??" a voice asked, I turned it was Jinwoo Oppa



"Jinwoo Oppa." I said surprised



"Things are going well are they not?" Jin Woo Oppa laughed and took a seat next to me



"Well... it's weird to tell you since you're a guy but... I guess... well it's Taehyun, we're doing fine and all but... he seem differently like he seem to not notice me as much or care as much.. it's like there's a weird distance between us." I sigh spilling my frustration.



"Hmm... I know what you mean. When I look at you two nowadays, you both look like a couple of good friends." Jinwoo Oppa said almost like he was reading my mind.



"Exactly!" I exclaimed, "I'm worried that we're not really like other couples out there."



"What? That's ridiculous. You guy are married and spent almost half if not the whole day together. You should be confident." Jinwoo Oppa laughed



"Confident..." I murmured



"Yes... to get into the honeymoon zone cause if must feel like you're both a pair of elderly couple right?" Jinwoo Oppa teased me, "You could try to be the more offensive one."



"T-the O-OFENSIVE ONE!" I blushed madly



"Sure. Like, wear something a little more sexy." Jinwoo Oppa beamed



"SEXY!!?!" I yelled turning a tomato red



"OR you can get your drinks on and be touchy with him." Jinwoo Oppa smiled



"Are you mad?" I blushes, "but... I see you do have a point..." I tried imagining myself in sexy clothes seducing Taehyun Oppa... "Then again... Nope. Not happening."



"HAHA... Don't say that you'll never get anywhere if you don't try. Just try a little where you can. Hahaha." Jinwoo Oppa teased me again, "Like hold his hand, you guys never hold hands."



"That's true..." I said sadly, "Okay I will!"



Is this really going to work? I mean will Taehyun Oppa notice?



I got up and left as I notice Taehyun coming in from the main gate back from a meeting on their family business. I hastily ran over. "Taehyun Oppa!" I smiled as he walked in.



"Oh... Momo. I didn't se you there." he smiled



Didn't see me?! HMPH. Wait calm down Momo... I'll make him see me.



"Man, I'm starving. I wonder what the ladies made today." Taehyun Oppasaid walking beside me as we walk thru the halls towards our room.



I glance at Taehyun Oppa's hand.



Should I? Will he think it's weird if I suddenly just take his hand? But we are married... so it should be fine. Here goes nothing!!! I reach out and take Taehyun Oppa's hand in mine. Taehyun Oppa turned surprised and looked at me then raises his brow suspiciously.



"Wh-what?" Taehyun Oppa asked me



"Oh...ummm..." I stutter, Okay so that was awkward after all, "Sorry..." I replied letting go but Taehyun Oppa grabbed my hand again and squeezes it tightly.... HUh?



"It's fine." Taehyun Oppa blushes



I looked at him, he sounds a little abrupt but he looks like he's not dissatisfies as he'd like me to think. Hmm...does he like it them? We kept walking as my heart raced our steps slowed down and became smaller as we are hand in hand. Our pace matches and we walk slowly side by side. This feels like something married couples do. I mean, of course it is. We're married after all. It looks like Jinwoo Oppa's idea worked, I'll have to thanks him later. I can't help but feel a little excited as we walked... all of a sudden Taehyun Oppa turn around a corner, but... our bedroom is straight ahead...



"Our room is that way." I said to him as he kept walking



"We're going some where else, take a hint won't you." Taehyun Oppa says and looks down as his cheeks flush.



"Oh..." I blush smiling inside



I could help it, I cracked a smile thinking about what Taehyun Oppa is taking me to see. He's awkward at times so it's hard to understand his affection. This is nice... kind of awkward but nice... as we walked I notice we were going to the east wing that burn down a while ago... did they finish fixing it?



"Taehyun Oppa notice my arms getting cold since night fells now... he wrapped his arms around me making me blush and so happy that a smiles hugged my face too.



"I saw that." a voice laughed, "No more flirting in the hallways, you'll both get in someone's way." another voice said. I quickly glance up and notice walking towards us... Seunghoon Oppa and Mino Oppa.



"Hey you two." Seunghoon Oppa said in a cheeky voice



"H-hi." I blushed still in Taehyun Oppa's arms



"I was pretty surprised to see Taehyun holding hands like that, and getting all cozy." Mino Oppa smiles mischievously as he teases Taehyun Oppa



"I wasn't getting cozy." Taehyun Oppa said and let go of me quickly



"Oh? really? Then why are you so red." Mino oppa laughed as he grabbed Seunghoon oppa and they laughed



"Yahhh.." Taehyun Oppa blush, "babo."



"What? babo... yah..." Mino repled as they started arguing like they always do. Is this always what happens when these two se each other's faces?



"Getting mad over a thing like that proves that you're still like a little kid." Mino oppa laughed



"Who are you calling a kid!?" Taehyun oppa scoffed



"I don't think you're like a man yet at the moment to talk to me like that." Mino oppa tease Taehyun Oppa



"You..." Taehyun oppa yells clearly upset



At the moment??



"Momo isn't pregnant so does that mean that your not working hard enough." Mino Oppa laughed



"T-that's..." Taehyun Oppa blushed and totally falls silent. What does a child have anything to do with this at the moment. I blush as well can they really tell what's going on in our relationship base on childbearing? That's a embarrassing topic.



"How long are you two going to wait? Just try everyday and every night." Mino said raising his eyebrows at Taehyun oppa.



"Yeah. Mino, you can't talk about delicate matters like that out in the open like this." Seunghoon smiles seemingly teasing us more



"Haha... this is coming from you who's the most interested in all this." Mino Oppa laughed at seunghoon Oppa.



"Well, I might think that since they should have a child as soon as possible but I am a grown up. Plus I don't say it out loud." Seunghoon Oppa luaghed



He really is something he's not all that older than Taehyun Oppa... and he did just say that out loud.



"Don't worry Taehyun Oppa, nobody thinks you're not a man or anything like that." Seunghoon Oppa continues



"I Know." Taehyun Oppa blushes



"But taehyun is the kinda guy who would run off if a woman tries to offer her body to him." Mino laughes



"I, on the other hand could never humiliate a girl like that." Seunghoon smiled



"He must not be confident as a man." Mino Oppa teased Taehyun Oppa again



The two of them are doing their best to antagonize and tease Taehyun Oppa.



"Shut up." Taehyun Oppa yelled , "You're both full of crap."



"I was just messing around." Mino said



"Well.. regardless I'll show you." Taehyun Oppa exclaims



Um.. how are we even having this conversation right now.



"Alright then seem like things are all good." Seunghoon smiled



"He's all talk." Mino Oppa smiles, He clearly amusing himself as he continues to tease taehyun Oppa.



"Don't worry about it. Nobody come near our room tonight!" Taehyun Oppa yelled



"TONIGHT?!" I said surprised

Notes

HI everyone! The squeal is here! I know a lot of you requested longer or really liked the first one I'll do my best with this one as well! Thanks for all the support! -Iva-Chan