--------------------------- months later---------------------------------------

Authors pov

You occasionally see luhan out and about, but EXO been touring from city to city competing for the last two months so to keep in touch with them you video chat.
You’ve grown close with each member and occasionally your Oppa and the other bands will go off to competitions too.
You always want to talk to Luhan personally to see how he is doing, but all he does is stand in the distance nod his head to acknowledge your presence when you're video camming but then retreats to his room without a word.
*he still thinks you like jimin…*

Your pov

Again?! This is like the nth time he has done that.!
All of a sudden he leaves without a proper goodbye leaving me feeling empty and alone, and he won’t make eye contact with me for more than a second…
I haven’t been able to get him to talk to me, Its complete ignorance coming from his side…
He wont even say a “hello” from where he stands he just nods and leaves.
For the couple of months before they started competing everyone has been really nice in his absence.
I miss him, and I think everyone can see that.
They’ve been trying to what they call “reenact” my memories and check up with doctors to see if their been any improvements that I may have gain back any memories…. thats a negative.
No matter how much I want to or try to remember and gain my memories, its just a fog nothing comes back or clears up.
I shut my laptop after ending the video call, I lean back on my chair and stare at my ceiling…Its amazing how many life moments I’ve caught with my camera…
yet, half of them is in a box where its proof it happen but I can’t even remember it...

Luhans pov

I shut my door with a sigh, I dont know how long ill be able to keep this up.
Seeing her makes my heart flutter, but I cant help but wonder does she really still care or she happy with Jimin.?
Every time the boys chat with her, I can hear her ask for me and they boys nervous chuckles as they dont know what to say to her.
I so call causually walk keeping my distance just nodding but retreating to my room like I am not so I dont have to express my hurt but conceal it away.
They’ve told me about the results of our strategies to make her relive her memories with me, but nothing has come back to her. Nothing came back to her walking down were we had our 1st date, or the carnival. It didnt even work when she watched the videos we recorded of our trips or at the beach. Even re-reading the notes we wrote to each other, she only thought those were cheesy.
They only told her what we were trying to do after talking to the doctors. As much as I want to believe shell come back to me, Im having my doubts.
I havent talk to her since I left to China and came back only to return to competitions.
No one talks about it or about jimin.

Taemins Pov

(y/n) isnt making this task any easier i sigh.
Im out sitting with minho-hyung, key-hyung, amber-noona and krystal at a cafe after another phone call from the doctors.This girl is getting better from one condition and now she suffers another one.
Key-hyung lets out a chuckle.
Well what do you expect, did really think it was going to be an easy task? Krystal smirks
Yes! minho-hyung,key-hyung adn I all say in union.
Oh man, guys are so simple minded… (y/n)s a girl, shes going to make it complicated like any girl would, (my eyes widen) not saying that shes faking it, but she will want to proven that the love is pure and true. Amber-noona contributes in.
Well I guess I should have expected something like this, shes so stubborn and hardheaded anyways minho-hyung chuckles.
well then there’s only one solution to this problem, with 2 steps, 1. make sure we keep luhans spirit up and 2. keep being persistent with our strategy. key-hyung pounds the table.
Ne, but calm down just a bit before you break the table babe amber-noona resting her hand on Key-hyungs arm.
hehe i think hes blushing!

Baekhyuns pov

Luhan hyung is still hiding in his room?
ne, sadly he hasnt come out since the video calling. DO answered from the kitchen.
I wonder what he will make today?
Is it just me or is he acted weird lately? Lay-hyung who a moment ago was sleeping chimes in.
Weird how so? Suho-hyung pops up munching on bread.
Well just his bickering to himself, always excluding himself and lately he hasnt been interested in anything…. Lay-hyung replies with his eyes closes.
aishh, this hyung can never make up his mind whether or not his going to sleep.
Now that you mention it, his has, do you think its just his behavior because his still hurting? DO walks out wiping his hands.
That would be a good reason to explain it, suho begins, but its best we just leave him and the situation as it is until later or when hes ready to talk about it.

Kais/Sehuns pov
I look over to Sehun who is sitting across from me, shaking my head not liking the way the conversation was going.
Do you really think hes still hurt or do you think theres something else behind it all that he isnt telling us?
I have no clue…
Did he ever tell you why he fought with jimin that day?
anni, he didnt.
Sehun: I wonder what is up with hyung….Usually when I ask him to come with me to get bubble tea or do something he usually agrees right away but now he just shakes his head and says “not today sehunnie” everyday…
I was thinking about the day I found him fighting with Jimin when his door opened…
It felt like everyone was holding their breath.

Luhans pov

Hey, Im heading out.
Are you sure? youre not just getting up and leaving? Chen smirks
Yah! Enough with the jokes! Ill be back in 15 aishh.
awe, hyung dont take it to heart, Were all only clowning says chanyeol whos giving chen a high-five.
Aish, I will die by their hands and words….
I run to the store, I picked up a few drinks for the boys when I saw baozi, grabbing 2 for Xiumin although I know hell want more but I guess i should buy everyone a drink and food.
Hyung.
As I reach out to grab each member something, I cant but stop an cringe at the voice who called me.
Hyung, How are you? Jimin who is now besides me ask.
I let out a sigh calming myself, Im fine jimin, you?
I could be better but I wanted to talk to you.
about what?
(y/n) hyung.
Just hearing her name sends chills down my spine.
Look hyung I just wanted to tell you this now before someone else does, since before I couldnt.
What is it?
well before we fought again
right… How did you recover from that…
fine, but the reason I was looking for you that day was because ikissed(y/n)sonowilldoanythingtogetyoutwobacktogether… an---
I know…
what?
I know you kissed (y/n), i was there that day at the hospital… I saw it…
Hyung…
I put everything that was in my hands back on the shelf and begin to walk out…
BUT….I turn around again…
Jimin, take care of her in my place and leave.

Notes

Annyeonghaseyo (: *90 degree bow*

I hope you like this chapter, its a bit slow and boring mian.
But thank you for the 1,872 reads!
saranghae!