Bohee's POV

I walked towards Chanyeol.He was dressed nicely and had curly hair that in my opinion looks best on him.He is handsome as always.He has that playfull look on his face.

I wonder if he can be serious too.

"I have a surprise for you."He says and gives me his hand.

I grab it and he squezees my hand.I follow him and we start walking towards the city.

"What surprise?"I ask after some time.

He just looks at me and smiles.We walk more and we start walking in the crowded place.Shops of all kind I see there.I see cotton candy and ice cream and corn and...ahh I'm so hungry.

"Want some cotton candy?"He asks and I nodd.

He buys two for us and I start eating the pink cloud.

But then I realise this thing that I was afraid of.As the straight-forward person that I am I ask.

"Is this a date?"

"It could be if you want to."He says while stuffing the cotton candy in his mouth.

"Chanyeol loo-"I stop what I have to say when I hear a familiar voice calling me.

I look that way and see him.My crush.He is here and runs towards me.

"Bohee.It's good to meet you here."He says while breathing hardly.

"Oppa!!"I say a little excited and a big smile appears on my face without my will.

"What are you doing here?"He asks and just the way he talks makes my feet melt.

"On a vacation."I say not taking my eyes off of his handsome face.

When he wears makeup he is way much hotter.And he wears a tee that makes his muscles stand out more.

"Is this Chanyeol of Exo??"He asks surprised.

I nodd and the two shake hands.

"Yes it's me."Chanyeol says with a not very pleased tone.

"I'm Jongup.Of B.A.P."

"Nice to meet you."Chanyeol says politely.

"Same here....Are you two onba date?"Jongup asks.

"NO!"I say but it comes out more like a scream.I calm my tone and continue."I'm here with him and Hana and Hyoseong and EXO.We are all good friends.What about you?"

"Same here.I was walking in town with Zelo and he suddenly dissapeared.Now I'm all by myself.If this doesn't bother you...could you accompany me today?"

Chanyeol's POV

Say what???

How can he be so rude?We are on a date.Ah yeah she said we aren't.I should've said that we are on a date.

I look at her and I hope she'll refuse him.

"Yeah..I would love that."She said.

Is this her crush?What about me?Didn't she consider me also when taking that decision?

"Chanyeol would you mind if I go with Jongup?"She asked with that sweet voice.Can I refuse her?I'm in no position to forbid her to see him.I'm not her boyfriend.And probably never will be.

What was I thinking?What was I hoping?She probably doesn't even like me at all.She sees me like a cute younger brother.

I nodd and my head drops and I look at the ground so I can't see her happy expression because she now is with him.

Probably she liked him for many years and he also likes her.If that's so then I'm just a cockblock.

Was I really hoping her to like me?A guy she saw only 3 times?Besides my height I'm not more special than Jongup.I follow B.A.P and he is handsome, has a well-built body and good moves.The only thing about him is his height and my good thing is my popularity and bank account.

But the popularity is not actually good for a relationship.I saw what my fans did to Bohee and the guilt is eating me up alive.

What's the use of money and fame if I'm lonely?I can get sex how much I want but what for?If my heart is empty?

Actually now it's not empty.I have a crush too.

I have a pretty face to think of at nights before I fall asleep.

I have a reason to work out.I have her to motivate me.

I have a reason to work harder .

I like a girl finally and she's in love with another guy.Good job Chanyeol.You couldn't find a pretty girl without a crush?

Bohee's POV

I felt bad.Very bad.So bad that even Jongup couldn't make me feel better even if in the past only his presence made me forget all the problems.

I left Chanyeol there without shame.I'm so sorry and I wish I wouldn't have done that.

He hoped he could have a nice time with a friend in his vacation and look ... I abandoned him.I hope he finds somebody else to hang out with.

"Hey..."Jongup says a little louder and I realise how deep I was thinking."I've been calling you for the last 5 minutes.Are you okay?"He asks.

"Yes.I'm okay."I say with half mouth while I stir my drink.

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I returned at 12 back at our rented houses.I met with Hana before I entered my room.

"Good.You are here.The guys decided we should stay over night today also.I'm sleeping in your room.I don't want to talk to that Suho again!!!"

"What happened?And first let me talk to Chanyeol and ask him if he's good with this."

"You don't know?"

"What is there to know?"

"Chanyeol left for Seoul by himself hours ago."

"What??Why??"

"I don't know.He just wanted to leave and he did so."

"Aishhhh!!!"I pinch my nose.

"Is your fault for his leave?"

"No..."I say without knowing the answer also.

"Let's go inside and let me tell you about Suho."

"Sure."Good.I'll take my mind of Chanyeol for this conversation.And probably this weird guilt feeling will leave.

"So...We kissed and all that stuff...and I believed we are good..I mean I thought he liked me... And knowing he likes me I was thinking I could also like him back. I mean it was obvious that he liked me right?"

"Oh yea-"

"And then what I find?He has a girlfriend.And not just a girlfriend...She's from So nyuh shi dae!!!They are much popular than Secret.I don't know which member.But it has to be or Yuri,Hyoyeon,Sunny or Seohyun...They are all better than me.What can I do??Should I be angry or jealous?"

"I don't know what t-"

"Probably I should forget him.He is just a night fling.He should not mean anything to me.Nothing!!!After we are back I'm totally forgetting him.And he'll probably do the same.He can't let me distroy his relationship!!!Of courseee ... who would want the most underrated member of a girl group as a girlfriend???"

We hear a knock and I say to that person to come in.It's Suho.

Hana crosses her arms and looks away.

"Bohee.Kick him out.We only have enough space for the persons who are single.LIKE ME!!!"Hana shouts angrily.

It's funny to see her jealousy.

"Bohee."Suho looks at me."Can I tell you a secret?"I nodd and he sits on the bed and I sit on a chair in front of him."I've been in a relationship for the last 3 months.But the bad part in my relationship is the lack of attraction.Jeohyun is pretty but I don't feel attracted to her.She's pretty and talented but that's all.I wanted to break up with her from a long time ago but I didn't find any good reason.Then I went on this holiday and met your friend Hana.Which is very hot and I like her very much.So when she walked in the room I was actually breaking up with Joohyun.And I want Hana to understand that I only like her.Only her.And I would do everything to win her love.But don't tell her this."He winks and looks at the slightly impressed Hana.

He leaves the room.

"Omo that was-"

"Go after him."I say.

She nodds and runs outside of the room.

And now I'm lonely.


Until we left for Seoul I was by myself.Xiumin was the only one who tried to talk with me from time to time.Hana was too busy ignoring Suho and listening his begs for forgivness.Hyoseong was probably all day in bed with Tao.He looks like a nice guy.I'm sorry for him.But it's the fault of the hormones.

I kinda missed that innocent Chanyeol had and his personality.He is a really nice guy and I felt bored without him.

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I'm back for work.Right now I'm waiting for my turn at a photoshoot.

I check the news bored and I see anything about me and him.Probably the interest for us is getting smaller with time.

"Guess with who I slept last night?"I hear a model talking to her friend.I didn't want to listen but it was impossible.

"Another idol?"The friend asked.

"Deh...He was just so good.He is actually in a relationship but seeing the way he f**** me I believe his girlfriend is a bitch and doesn't want to sleep with him.A guy has needs too."

"And who is he?"

"Chanyeol of EXO."

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