I hold my breath when I see him.I am not breathing as I walk closer to the hospital bed.

My tears fall slowly on my cheeks.I'm too stupid.I should've died...better than seeing him in this bed lifeless.

You are young and talented and have so many people that love you ... It was better for me to die instead. You shouldn't have saved me.

Author's POV

Poor Bohee cried her heart out.She couldn't see him unconscious like this and act like nothing happened.It really hurts her.

Suddenly Chanyeol opens his eyes."I can't sleep if you are crying."He said with a sarcastic tone.

Bohee widened her eyes.She hugged him tightly."They said you were unconscious.I'm glad you are safe."She said and caressed his chest.

Chanyeol was surprised at first.The cold girl he loves is finally caring for him.

"Why didn't you say you were that hurt?"She adked and wiped her tears.

"Look at me."He said and she turned to look at him."Kissy kissy."He pouted his lips.

"Ya don't change the subject.Just tell me why were you so stupid that you decided to act fine and then go to the hospital and faint?"

"I'll tell only if you kiss me."

"Oh ...okay."She narrowed her eyes but then gave him a soft peck.

"That's too soft.I'm in the hospital Bohee.Can't you just fulfill the last wish of a man that suffers?"He asked teasingly.

"Are you trying to make me feel guilty?"

"No...It's just my wish.I saved your life,you kiss me.It's easy as tthat."

"Ya...don't make feel more guilty than I already feel."

"I'm not.That's my repay.Kiss me already."

She swallowed and nodded.She pouted her lips again and pressed them more on his lips..

He puts his hands on her head and pushed it closer to him and transformed the kiss in real one.An intense one.She cupped his face and her elbows on the sides of his head.

With his hands allowing her she moved with her whole body on top of his.

She enjoyed it a lot but not as much as he enjoyed it.

He pulled out of the kiss and she rested her head on the crook of his neck.

"I really think we should start dating."Chanyeol said as a suggestion.

"Why do you think so?"She asked with a normal tone hiding her face more so he can't see her blush.

"I'm handsome.You are beautiful.I'm tall you are tall.I'm famous and popular.You are also at the start of your fame.We fit so much."

"You know about my crush...I don't know."

The mood changed fast.For both.

"You can forget him.It's just a crush.It's not as deep as love."

"It's weird.This morning he came to visit me...He asked for a date...."

Chanyeol widened his eyes."And did you accept?"

"Not yet."

"Yet...not yet...yet...not yet...not yet..."He mumbled processing the sentence.

"Do you like me Park Chanyeol?"She asked and sat up waiting for an answer even if she wasn't sure how will she react.

"No."He said.

She nodded her head and made her way towards the door.

"I'll buy coffee.Can you drink?"

He nodded.

She left the room feeling aches in her heart.The no kept repeating in her head.She felt dissapointed and hurt.What was she expecting?He didn't save her because he likes her but because he is a human with a heart and a conscience.

But she became frustrated when she remembered the other words .....I think we should date......Why would he say them?Is he playing her?He was planning to make a bad joke?

She sat on a chair in the hallway.She took out her phone and her headphones.She played this song.This song she felt she needed so much to forget the hurtful word....no....She played the song and then opened the gallery.She never noticed that her album was full of his photos.She also deleted the photos with Jongup.She needed more space for Chanyeol's photos.

Bohee's POV

Why so much photos?What the hell is wrong with me?

Do I like Chanyeol?I get jealous over his affairs.I like his presence.I like his kisses.I like more things about him and less about about Jongup.

But maybe the reason I still think I like Jongup is because I forced myself.I believe I just said LIKE HIM and I did so.I was so into this thing that maybe I stopped liking him but I kept believing I like him.

Chanyeol....I feel like crying....I can't return to that room.It's too painful....I'll return tomorrow.I'll be better tomorrow.I'll forget it.

Chanyeol's POV

"I don't love you Kwon Bohee."I keep repeating this stupid sentence which is totally untrue.

I love her more than everything.And yet I was a coward and said that I don't.Why let your fear take the lead?Park Chanyeol...are you a man or what?

I waited for her return.I fell asleep waiting.I woke up 3 hours later.She wasn't back in the room.Did she leave?Is she now leaving me?

I sat up and searched around the hospital and there was no trace of her.

I went to a nurs.She giggled like fangirl when she saw me.

"Have you seen a girl with long brown hair?She's probably 1.70 and around 20."

"I see everyday this kind of girls here."She said trying to act professional.

"Her."I show my phone's wallpaper with her.

"Yeah.I think it was some hours ago.She was listening music in the hallway but when I passed again she wasn't there anymore."

"Thank you."I bow and I walk towards the entrance.

You left huh?Why?You said you like Jongup even after all the things we've been through?We were all day togheter and you had him in your mind?You played and laughed with me and my friends and was sad that I wasn't him?Is that it?

Should I have ps and become him?Is he more special than I am?Am I not handsome?Am I not famous?

These questions kept echoing in my mind for the other days.I waited for her in my room but she never showed up.I was lonely and miserable.I missed her badly and I couldn't do anything about it.

I hear knocks at my door.It probably must be that Bacon.

"Bacon you don't need to knock."I say and the door opens.

"I didn't knew you see me as a piece of meat."

I widened my eyes at the sight.It's Bohee.It's finally her.

She cut her hair shortly.She now has a manly haircut that suits her even better than the long hair.

"You're changed."I managed to say.

"I needed a change.I've through many things these days."

"That's why you stopped visiting me?"

"Yes.And I'm now ready to say them."She sat down on a close chair.

"Go on."

"I started dating Jongup."

My heart stopped.

Notes

Call me baby is perfect.

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This is the 3rd update this day.I had so much inspiration in me that I had to write so much...and I still feel like updating.It's crazy...But I better update now when I feel like it than when I'm not in the mood and just write because I have to.I mean I started this ff so I should continue it.No?
I'm sorry if you get scared of so many chaps.If I could just make them not visible and them make them visible when I feel like posting a new chap.....But nope.I can't.
But I hope you'll appreciate my hard work.
Btw I love reading your comments so continue ... I don't mind you commenting (lol who would?).But don't be mad at me if I don't reply.I just don't know how...

But i think this is all...Thanks you all for being the best readers ever.Love you alll....XoXo...