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I decide to go groceries shopping while my parents are at work. I got to the store and bought all he stuff I need. I was heading back home with the groceries bag. There was a dark alley, just looking at it gives me the chills. Still I decide go through since it is the fastest way to get home. As I slowly made my way into the alley covered in darkness. I could hear foot steps behind me. I start to walk faster, my pace stop when the person grabbed my arm. I drop the groceries bag, all the stuff fell onto the ground. I tried to scream but the guy quickly cover my mouth, preventing me from screaming. He starts laughing which only creeps me out even more, tears made way down my face. The unknown guy starts kissing my neck, slowly ripping my clothes. I tried gighting back his grip on my is only getting tighter and stronger. I start to go weak my legs begins to feel wobbly. Omma, Appa, help me....that sentence repeats in my head but would not come out of my mouth. The guy push me down onto the ground and starts to take off my pants. I kicked him but that only angered him. He laid on top of me and kissed me. I struggle to escape from him. If only I has some sort of power.

"your smell is so captivating and sweet..." he kiss my neck

"let me go you bastard!!!" I yelled

I pushed him off of me and break into a sprint, not looking back at all. I could hear him right behind me. I kept on running but the alley only seems to be getting longer and the light emitting from the end only getting further. I became breathless and grasping for more air. Every time I breath in, it would burn my lungs. The guy slammed my onto the brick wall. Me eyelids become heavy, I tried to stay awake but my vision us blurring be the second. I could hear him getting closer to me. I could hear another person running toward us. I start to hear grunts and punches. I could feel someone picking me up and saying my name. I couldn't make up his face because of the endless tears coming down my face. As the guy carry me in bridal style I hug onto him closer, I feel safe with and I know he'll help me. I could see the light, blinding me. I soon gave up and blackout.

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I wake up to a throbbing pain in my head. I slowly open my eyes. It was dark inside. I dont know where I am but it is definitely not the hospital or everything would be white and smell disgusting. Ugh, I tried getting up but feel sore all over my body. I just remembered what had happened. I look under the blanket. I'm not wearing the same clothes anymore. Whose house am I in? I look around the room and I saw a Picture frame on the night stand. I pick it up and stare at the picture of the family. I let out a loud sigh, now realizing who had sabed me. I tried to get out of his bed but was still to tired. Who changed my clothes? It better be his mother. As my feet landed on the cold wooden floor the door slammed open. I look up making eye contact with his. He sighs and walk toward to me.

"Are you stupid? Why did you....huh, forget it. Are you alright?" He practically yelled at me

"Yah, who are you calling stupid!" I glare at him

"did you not understand the words coming out of my mouth. Pabo! You almost got rape! R.A.P.E. do you not understand what the word rape means? Or did you want to get rape by that guy!? I became so worried that something had happened to you..." His finger runs through his hair.

"Why would you care..." I whispered

Tears starts pouring down my face...why is he so mean, cant he comfort me after what had just happened? I hug my knees and sulk to myself. Xiumin was still there just starring at me. I ask him who changed my clothes. Well, guess what? He changed my clothes. I didn't care anymore. I feel so dirty and filty. I shouldn't be on his bed with my disgusted body. I got up and start to walk to the door. I feel like I was about to collapse. He held onto my wrist preventing me to walk any futher.

"Pabo, where do you think you are going." Xiumin said

"Aish, why are you touching my filty body. Are you not digust by me? Please, just let me leave..." I said half dead inside

"Why are you making things so hard!!!!" He yelled again

"just leave me alone!!!" I yell back

I pushed xiumin away from me but that did nothing, I was too weak. His grip on my wrist tightens, his fingers clawed into my skin. He was hurting me. I told him to let go of my arm. There was now I visible red mark. I just stared at it, I dide even notice Xiumin came back with the first aid kit. He dragged me back onto the bed. He applied some cream stinging and burning. I let out I little cry. I try pulling back because it hurts but xiumin keep pulling my arm back to him. I put the kit away and went to take a shower. He told me not to go anywhere, he is going to take me home. My house is only two house down his. I waited but grew tired and fell asleep on his bed. I curl into a ball going into dream land.

dream: I am playing hide and seek with me best friend Boram. I was looking for her in the forest. I called out her name but there was no answer. I grew worried and scared. I am only 6 years old. Something caught me eyes, it looked like a person. I went closer to get a better look. The man was undressing a little girl. I cover my mouth from making any sound. I was traumatized by what just happened. After that he starts to disembodied the young girl's body. I became shock, my legs wont move. He was done and burried her body. I took a stwp back but step on a twig. It broke making a loud sound in the quiet forest. The guy snap his head towards me. I start running as fast as I can. I look back and I dont see a the guy anymore but a wolf chasing me. I trip on a tree root.
Dream end.

I woke up sweating and my breathing was uneven. I was hot all over my body. I cheeks stain of my tears. That dream have been hunting me since I could remember. Xiumin came into the room. I rush over to him and hug him. I burried myself into his chest. I was afraid, every time I have that dream I have always feel guilty and it felt like a past that I m trying to run away from.

"please, just stay like this for five minutes..." I said

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