Broken Hearts and Crystal Tears
Memories
~Minnie’s POV~
The first teaser for SUGAR was going to be released in exactly 2 minutes. 1 minute...30 seconds...5...4...3...2...1...0.
Our manager yelled. “MINNIE, YOUR TEASER’S OUT!”
The other SUGAR members and I crowded around a computer. I went on YouTube and clicked on the SMTOWN Youtube channel page. Sure enough, the teaser was out. Surprisingly, I had only watched it once before. It was a dance solo to one of our songs, Heartbreaker.
The other SUGAR members squealed, and congratulated me. We finished the teaser, and sat back in my chair, relieved that it had turned out exactly how I wanted.
I started pacing around the room, not sure how the public would react to the teaser. Luckily, our manager called us to continue practicing for our debut song, Ferocious.
During lunchtime, Kai ran up to us. “Good job Minnie! Your first teaser already has 300,000 views!”
I grinned, and pulled him into a hug. Summer awkwardly stood around, until she saw Sehun.
“JAGIYAHHHHH, WHEN’S YOUR TEASER COMING OUT????” Kai rolled his eyes at Sehun’s childish impatience.
Summer laughed. “Just wait, it will be a surprise.” Sehun pouted.
I checked on my phone, and sure enough, there were already more than 300,000 views. I scrolled through the comments, and most of them were positive. There were a few that I felt offended by, but I pushed them to the back of my mind, and soaked up the praise.
“Wow, those were some legit dancing skills!” “Can’t wait for the next teaser!!” “Loved it!” “This is definitely my new favorite band!”
I smiled at comments, flattered that people would actually enjoy my dancing. All of the hard work had definitely paid off, and I felt like my dreams had officially started coming true.
Then I came across a surprising comment. It was from one of my worst enemies from high school. Although the comment wasn’t much, I smiled evilly at the thought that she actually half praised me.
“Why are you smiling like that? It’s creepy…” asked Summer, sitting down next to me.
“You won’t believe who commented. Park Hee Chan!”
“You mean that girl that you hated in high school? What did she say?”
“She said: ‘Wow, I never knew you had this much talent. Guess you’re not as I remembered you.’”
“Wow, that’s almost a compliment! No wonder you looked like Satan for a second.”
I smirked. “Well now, the world knows me as a dancer!!!” I hugged Summer, who sat there judging me.
“Yah, you’ll be like me when your teaser comes out.” She glared at me. I shrugged.
“It’s the truth!”
She rolled her eyes and laughed. I laughed with her. Kai poked me.
“Wae~~ Why are you laughing?”
I giggled and covered my mouth.
“WAE! You’re laughing with someone else.” He pouted cutely.
Summer and I started laughing. “I WAS LAUGHING WITH SUMMER,” I rolled my eyes.
Kai smiled embarrassedly. “Oh...heh...but jagiyahhh, don’t go cheating on me!”
“Call me baby, not jagiyah. We’re not married yet, jeez.”
Kai laughed. “Ok, baby. Let’s go get food.”
Sehun wrapped his arm around Summer’s waist. “BUBBLE TEA!”
We all stared at him at the same time, and spoke at the same time too. “NO!”
He frowned. “Fine.”
Summer laughed. “I’ll get you bubble tea later.”
He grinned like a little kid. “YAY!” He kissed Summer on the cheek, and she blushed.
~Kai’s POV~
The four of us volunteered to get the food, and we all hopped in a van. We drove to a nearby restaurant. We quickly entered the restaurant, praying that no fans would see the Sehun and I. But Exo-L were everywhere.
I could hear whispers of my name. As I was about to enter the restaurant, I suddenly heard “Kai! Sehun! Oppa!”
As soon as the fan called out my name, several other people started shouting, taking out their cameras, and following me. Afraid that Minnie would get lost in the crowd of fangirls, I held her hand and shimmied out. I probably shouldn’t have held Minnie’s hand, because as soon as people noticed, they started yelling in anger.
“Who is that girl?” “Oppa, you have a girlfriend?” “Stay away from Kai!” “Isn’t she the girl from the teaser of the new SM group?” “Isn’t she Minnie from Sugar?” “Who’s the girl Sehun is with?”
The cameras’ clicking got louder in my ears, and the fans yelling started making my head hurt. But I grasped Minnie’s hand, determined to pull her out of the crowd.
Screams and shouts were heard everywhere. “WHO IS SHE?”
Finally, I couldn’t stand it anymore.
“QUIET! P-please, calm down. I came here to get food, so if you could please give me some personal space, it would be appreciated.”
The fans backed away, some rolling their eyes and whispering. I cursed silently. Why was being an idol so hard?
I looked over at Minnie, but her face was stoic. How could she endure this? We finally reached the restaurant, and ordered food. Instead of exiting the restaurant from the way we entered, we exited from the back so that no fangirls would start going crazy again.
~Minnie’s POV~
Although I did my best to not seem affected by the shouts and insults, inside I felt hurt. I knew that Exo fans easily got jealous when their idols are seen with other girls, but I still wanted to be with Kai. What I was also afraid of was my own reputation. SUGAR could be hated, and never even debut if the fans found out that Kai and I, and Sehun and Summer were together.
On the car ride, I sat in silence.
During lunch, I checked my teaser again. Already, there were comments about Kai and me, some insulting me, while others defended me. But then I saw a comment that really got to me.
You think you’re so good, faking your feelings towards him, faking your life. But don’t worry, I know what really happened. ~HCG
I bit my lip, immediately knowing what he or she was talking about. Who could know? I felt Kai reach out his hand to me. I pulled back, afraid that he knew.
“Is there a problem, Minnie?” he asked, evidently worried.
I shook my head, afraid to talk. Afraid that what I had kept secret and forgotten would resurface again. Then I turned off my phone, not wanting to go back on that website ever again.
I gulped and looked out the window. Who was “HCG?” What did he/she want from me? Two years had already passed. Why bring it up now?
~FLASHBACK~
I stumbled around, drunk with the margaritas and shots I had. Suddenly, I tripped in my 5-inch heels and fell in someone’s arms. I looked up, and I could see hazy features, but couldn’t quite yet identify the whole face. I could smell his scent -- a mixture of wine and cologne.
Suddenly the guy started touching me, feeling up and down my body. I leaned my head back as he started to kiss my neck, letting out a moan of delight.
I kicked off my heels, then slipped out of my dress. He unbuttoned his shirt and pants, exposing his lean body. Our movements became synchronized, mouths and bodies fitting together.
Soon, we both fell asleep. As the morning came, I felt lightheaded and weary. I got up, wondering why I wasn’t in my own bedroom. I walked outside, and accidentally bumped into someone. I felt the door click as someone came up behind me.
But before I could turn around, I heard a scream and felt a sharp pain on my left cheek. “How could you?” I could recognize the anger-filled voice anywhere. My worst enemy.
My vision cleared for a few seconds after she slapped me. I saw the guy I had just did it with, and recognized him as the most popular boy in the school, also my enemy’s boyfriend.
I gulped. This wasn’t supposed to happen. She slapped me again, hate burning through her eyes. She turned around, eyeing her boyfriend.
“You said this would never happen again. You promised. We are OVER.” She ran away, her posture filled with hate.
Her boyfriend sighed. I swear he said, “Good riddance.”
I quickly put on my dress and left, afraid with what I had done.
~END OF FLASHBACK~
I had tried to get rid of the memory ever since it happened, and it worked, but everything started coming back after I read her comment.
Then I understood. HCG..., my worst enemy.
I guess Han Chan Gi has never changed.
The first teaser for SUGAR was going to be released in exactly 2 minutes. 1 minute...30 seconds...5...4...3...2...1...0.
Our manager yelled. “MINNIE, YOUR TEASER’S OUT!”
The other SUGAR members and I crowded around a computer. I went on YouTube and clicked on the SMTOWN Youtube channel page. Sure enough, the teaser was out. Surprisingly, I had only watched it once before. It was a dance solo to one of our songs, Heartbreaker.
The other SUGAR members squealed, and congratulated me. We finished the teaser, and sat back in my chair, relieved that it had turned out exactly how I wanted.
I started pacing around the room, not sure how the public would react to the teaser. Luckily, our manager called us to continue practicing for our debut song, Ferocious.
During lunchtime, Kai ran up to us. “Good job Minnie! Your first teaser already has 300,000 views!”
I grinned, and pulled him into a hug. Summer awkwardly stood around, until she saw Sehun.
“JAGIYAHHHHH, WHEN’S YOUR TEASER COMING OUT????” Kai rolled his eyes at Sehun’s childish impatience.
Summer laughed. “Just wait, it will be a surprise.” Sehun pouted.
I checked on my phone, and sure enough, there were already more than 300,000 views. I scrolled through the comments, and most of them were positive. There were a few that I felt offended by, but I pushed them to the back of my mind, and soaked up the praise.
“Wow, those were some legit dancing skills!” “Can’t wait for the next teaser!!” “Loved it!” “This is definitely my new favorite band!”
I smiled at comments, flattered that people would actually enjoy my dancing. All of the hard work had definitely paid off, and I felt like my dreams had officially started coming true.
Then I came across a surprising comment. It was from one of my worst enemies from high school. Although the comment wasn’t much, I smiled evilly at the thought that she actually half praised me.
“Why are you smiling like that? It’s creepy…” asked Summer, sitting down next to me.
“You won’t believe who commented. Park Hee Chan!”
“You mean that girl that you hated in high school? What did she say?”
“She said: ‘Wow, I never knew you had this much talent. Guess you’re not as I remembered you.’”
“Wow, that’s almost a compliment! No wonder you looked like Satan for a second.”
I smirked. “Well now, the world knows me as a dancer!!!” I hugged Summer, who sat there judging me.
“Yah, you’ll be like me when your teaser comes out.” She glared at me. I shrugged.
“It’s the truth!”
She rolled her eyes and laughed. I laughed with her. Kai poked me.
“Wae~~ Why are you laughing?”
I giggled and covered my mouth.
“WAE! You’re laughing with someone else.” He pouted cutely.
Summer and I started laughing. “I WAS LAUGHING WITH SUMMER,” I rolled my eyes.
Kai smiled embarrassedly. “Oh...heh...but jagiyahhh, don’t go cheating on me!”
“Call me baby, not jagiyah. We’re not married yet, jeez.”
Kai laughed. “Ok, baby. Let’s go get food.”
Sehun wrapped his arm around Summer’s waist. “BUBBLE TEA!”
We all stared at him at the same time, and spoke at the same time too. “NO!”
He frowned. “Fine.”
Summer laughed. “I’ll get you bubble tea later.”
He grinned like a little kid. “YAY!” He kissed Summer on the cheek, and she blushed.
~Kai’s POV~
The four of us volunteered to get the food, and we all hopped in a van. We drove to a nearby restaurant. We quickly entered the restaurant, praying that no fans would see the Sehun and I. But Exo-L were everywhere.
I could hear whispers of my name. As I was about to enter the restaurant, I suddenly heard “Kai! Sehun! Oppa!”
As soon as the fan called out my name, several other people started shouting, taking out their cameras, and following me. Afraid that Minnie would get lost in the crowd of fangirls, I held her hand and shimmied out. I probably shouldn’t have held Minnie’s hand, because as soon as people noticed, they started yelling in anger.
“Who is that girl?” “Oppa, you have a girlfriend?” “Stay away from Kai!” “Isn’t she the girl from the teaser of the new SM group?” “Isn’t she Minnie from Sugar?” “Who’s the girl Sehun is with?”
The cameras’ clicking got louder in my ears, and the fans yelling started making my head hurt. But I grasped Minnie’s hand, determined to pull her out of the crowd.
Screams and shouts were heard everywhere. “WHO IS SHE?”
Finally, I couldn’t stand it anymore.
“QUIET! P-please, calm down. I came here to get food, so if you could please give me some personal space, it would be appreciated.”
The fans backed away, some rolling their eyes and whispering. I cursed silently. Why was being an idol so hard?
I looked over at Minnie, but her face was stoic. How could she endure this? We finally reached the restaurant, and ordered food. Instead of exiting the restaurant from the way we entered, we exited from the back so that no fangirls would start going crazy again.
~Minnie’s POV~
Although I did my best to not seem affected by the shouts and insults, inside I felt hurt. I knew that Exo fans easily got jealous when their idols are seen with other girls, but I still wanted to be with Kai. What I was also afraid of was my own reputation. SUGAR could be hated, and never even debut if the fans found out that Kai and I, and Sehun and Summer were together.
On the car ride, I sat in silence.
During lunch, I checked my teaser again. Already, there were comments about Kai and me, some insulting me, while others defended me. But then I saw a comment that really got to me.
You think you’re so good, faking your feelings towards him, faking your life. But don’t worry, I know what really happened. ~HCG
I bit my lip, immediately knowing what he or she was talking about. Who could know? I felt Kai reach out his hand to me. I pulled back, afraid that he knew.
“Is there a problem, Minnie?” he asked, evidently worried.
I shook my head, afraid to talk. Afraid that what I had kept secret and forgotten would resurface again. Then I turned off my phone, not wanting to go back on that website ever again.
I gulped and looked out the window. Who was “HCG?” What did he/she want from me? Two years had already passed. Why bring it up now?
~FLASHBACK~
I stumbled around, drunk with the margaritas and shots I had. Suddenly, I tripped in my 5-inch heels and fell in someone’s arms. I looked up, and I could see hazy features, but couldn’t quite yet identify the whole face. I could smell his scent -- a mixture of wine and cologne.
Suddenly the guy started touching me, feeling up and down my body. I leaned my head back as he started to kiss my neck, letting out a moan of delight.
I kicked off my heels, then slipped out of my dress. He unbuttoned his shirt and pants, exposing his lean body. Our movements became synchronized, mouths and bodies fitting together.
Soon, we both fell asleep. As the morning came, I felt lightheaded and weary. I got up, wondering why I wasn’t in my own bedroom. I walked outside, and accidentally bumped into someone. I felt the door click as someone came up behind me.
But before I could turn around, I heard a scream and felt a sharp pain on my left cheek. “How could you?” I could recognize the anger-filled voice anywhere. My worst enemy.
My vision cleared for a few seconds after she slapped me. I saw the guy I had just did it with, and recognized him as the most popular boy in the school, also my enemy’s boyfriend.
I gulped. This wasn’t supposed to happen. She slapped me again, hate burning through her eyes. She turned around, eyeing her boyfriend.
“You said this would never happen again. You promised. We are OVER.” She ran away, her posture filled with hate.
Her boyfriend sighed. I swear he said, “Good riddance.”
I quickly put on my dress and left, afraid with what I had done.
~END OF FLASHBACK~
I had tried to get rid of the memory ever since it happened, and it worked, but everything started coming back after I read her comment.
Then I understood. HCG..., my worst enemy.
I guess Han Chan Gi has never changed.
Notes
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OMFG this is so good!!!! i absolutely love this fanfiction, it's DEFINITELY MY FAVORITE!!! please udpate~~~ it's been so longggg :(
2/27/18