a sasaeng life *BTS*

The 5 days passed, Emma was always checking the tickets they were her treasure, kissing them before going to sleep and before going outside.
“So what should we wear?” Amy said
“Mmm I will be wearing my Jimin hoodie, and of course take our light sticks” Emma answered
The girls all were their BTS cloths.
“You girls ready?” Sam asked
“Born ready” Helen said with a smirk, Helen never liked Sam.
Sam drove them to where the concert is.
“Call me to pick you up later, and don’t go anywhere else”
“YES SIR” Emma said and waved goodbye
The place was full of fans almost from everywhere.
They went to the entrance and gave their tickets.
“Oh so it’s you, please follow me,” The person who was checking the tickets said
Without questioning, they followed him; they get into a different entrance than others.
They came out to a place where there were chairs just for them and they were up close to the stage.
The lights turned off.
Emma’s heart start pounding so hard that it want to get out of her chest. She always saw them; she saw them closer than anyone else did. However, this time it was different she will not run away or be scared guards will catch her. She will stay up close for hour watching them.
The lights were on and they guys were on the stage, everyone was screaming, even Helen, Amy and angel were screaming. However, Emma was just there, standing, she could not move watching ever step the guys make, looking at them as if they were there singing and dancing for her only.
The girls are now crying, but Emma was just emotionless, or wasn’t she?
The lights were off,.
“HEY YOU WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?” Helen asked
Emma turned with no emotions
“Huh? I don’t know, I feel nothing”
Then lights were on again, Helen went back to screaming. Emma went back looking at the guys
They started singing Let me know.
V started his part:
On top of this ending tune
I am standing here alone
Now tell me that it is over, let me know
Emma’s heart was pounding faster now, this was her song whenever she feels down, and this was the song she always cried to.
Then Suga start singing
Suddenly, in my eyes
rain wells up
You well up,
I see you even when I breathe
Love blooms
like cherry blossoms
but burns and becomes ashes
Hey girl I know,
the conclusion you made by yourself
Your hand, your body, your body heat
that was hotter than the equator
I’m still here, on repeat on top of the disappeared tune
I’m turning by myself on top of this music that has ended
Her eyes start tearing up, her tears falling down, all her life passed in front of her, she could not handle it, and she was the only one who was screaming or jumping with happiness seeing BTS.
She was shaking, crying non-stop
When Jimin part came she fixed her eyes on him, she ignored all screaming behind her, she walked forward until she is almost closed to him. But he was up she cannot reach him. Lucky they were VVIP, no bodyguards to stop her. She just stood there, looking at her only happiness singing in front of her, singing her favorite song.
Jimin started singing
I just wanna know
know know
I just wanna know
know know
My lingering feelings are trying to withstand the end
So please tell me something,
girl let me know
Then he noticed the crying girl in front of them he came closer and sat on his knee came closer to her faced and wiped her tears. He winked to her and get back.
All fans started screaming when he did that.
Emma was not screaming she was crying, she is crying louder now. She could not believe what happened. She just kept on crying.
She felt dizzy and fall down.
Nothing after that, all what she could her was someone screaming her name and BTS singing.
She was thinking *is this the end, Please God make it the end, I want to die I got touched by him and saw them I can’t ask for more, just take me away*
Emma is now out of conscious.
She is now opening her eyes, she saw white lights.
“Am I in heaven” she spoke
“Heaven my ass wake up already you almost scared us”
She opened her eyes her friends were next to her with Sam
“What happened where am I? Did the concert end?”
“The concert was end a week ago, WTF happened to you? Crying yourself out until you fall down”
“I don’t know after Jimin touched me I just couldn’t stand it and I couldn’t control myself”
“Thank God your head wasn’t hurt badly”
“My head?” she reach to touch her head there was a band “what happened to me?”
“Oh God! When you fell down your head hit a metal and you lost conscious right away”
“But now you are okay”
“you know when you fall the guys stopped singing and everyone came off the stage checking on you and everyone started screaming and we were so speechless and we couldn’t even move or talk, when they took you to the hospital they guys finished the concert and they came to check on you, and look we had the chance to take pictures with them, thanks to you” Angel told her
“What? What did just happened BTS came to check on me” Emma’s head started hurting “ouch”
“hey hey let her rest okay, she just woke up” Sam asked the girls to go out
After they went out, he sat next to Emma “how do you feel?”
“I don’t know? Did what angel true?”
“Yes when I heard that you were hurt I came to hospital and I found those guys, they checked on you and they took pictures with the girls after crying and begging them haha”
Emma smiled in pain, why was I unconscious when they were all around me, this shows how unlucky I am
“hey hey what are you thinking about?”
“oh nothing” she smiled to Sam
He kissed her forehead and headed to the door, he turned back and said “I will come back to get you out tonight so rest now”
She was now alone with her thoughts, BTS were there in the same room with her and she wasn’t there, just physically, she tried to comfort herself “I breathe the same air they did when they were here with her right?” she hated the thought that her friends had the chance to take pictures with them and she was just lying there, she is jealous to death now that she started crying.
“am I hating them no!! offff I hate these feelings”
She turned to her side and saw her phone, she took to check her phone, she found many messages from him, and she smiled and opened the messages and started reading. She even had the chance to talk to him and thank him propyl for tickets.

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