BTS and the Metalhead Girl

After getting back home my mind was everywhere, what Zico told me made me lost it all.
Why him? Why him?
“Hey hey wake up” Pyo said waving his hand in front of my face
“Oh sorry! Hi, I didn’t notice you were here”
He brought me a cup of hot café
“Then you didn’t hear what I said”
I drunk from the café “huh? Sorry I was just lost somewhere”
“I said that tomorrow will be you and me” he winked
“Oh! Really! I lost count!”
“It’s originally jungkook, but since they are not here, it will be me”
“Okay” I said, and went back drinking my coffee in silent and my mind went back lost in what Zico told me. Thinking that I am breaking some hearts without me noticing it.
I get to my room all lost and I dumped in something
“Ouch”
I looked it was Kris, he looked at me with his emotionless face and walked
I shouted “HEY WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM”
He didn’t even turn back or said anything
I get in my room. My eyes caught another note. I grabbed and read it
*I wish if I can tell you my feelings*
“WTF! Is it Kris? He is the only one came out from my room”
I went straight to his room, he was sitting shirtless, applying something to his face, and Kai was lying on his bed checking his phone
“Hey Lucy” Kai said
I did not even reply I just went straight to Kris “it was you all this time?”
He just gave me the look of who-the-fuck-are-you
“I am fucking talking to you” I added
“Hey hey what’s wrong with you?” kai stood up and came closer to me
“Please kai, it’s between him and me”
I asked again “I S A I D W A S I T Y O U”
He just kept on putting his product on his face as if I was not even there
I got extremely angry and throw all of his products on the ground; he stayed still for a second and stood up.
He was so fired up as if he would kill me and cut me into pieces I got scared but I tried not to show it on my face
“Kai leave us for a second”
Kai looked at me like sorry I could not help in this
He just walked out of the room
Kris came closer he was so tall that my face was facing his chest, he bent down his eyes were so fired up and said with low angry voice “even if I sell your whole fucking body they won’t buy me one bottle of the shit you just broke”
I swallow my spit; I just tried to open my mouth to talk
Then he smirked “huh me writing notes? To who! To you”
He started walking closer and I tried to walk back. I just kept walking back and him after me until I fall on Kai’s bed
He came down until he is on me, I could feel his shirtless chest “flat chest, ugly face with gloomy eyes? You really though ME!!ME wrote shit to you he kept coming closer I closed my eyes instead of screaming for help
I felt his breath next my ears, and his body pressed hard on me, he whispered “SEXY GIRLS WOULD BEG ME TO FUCK THEM! AND YOU FLAT CHEST SAYING I WRITE SHIT TO YOU”
Suddenly someone drag me from him
“You okay?” Yong Guk said looking at my eyes with worry
“YOU ASSHOLE WHAT WERE YOU THINKING”
“She broke my products that cost a lot, and said I wrote her some notes”
He tried to hit his face I stopped him
“Please please lets us just leave”
He sit there just laughing. We went out from his room
“Why did you stop me?”
“I don’t want any mess, and it was my fault, I broke his stuff”
“Still! He would rape you there just because you broke some of his shits”
I just started crying
“FUCK I WILL GO BACK TO KILL HIM”
I grab his hand “P-please just don’t, I just want to cry”
“but-“
“But nothing just don’t please”
He hugged me
Then I just started crying out loud like little baby, was I crying because of what he said, or am I crying for something else. I started flashing back my whole life, everything I suffered from, every shit I had. I buried my face in his chest and kept crying. I felt that I needed this for long time, all what I had in my life just came out in my tears.
After an hour of crying like a baby. “You okay?” he said.
I get away from his chest and looked at him; he had this amazing smile on his face.
I looked down at his t-shirt it was all wet because of my tears
“Shit I am sorry”
“Shhh”
He took a tissue from his pocket and wipe my tears my face, I was just looking at him I did not feel it until I came closer to him and gave him a kiss. I broke the kiss, then he held me back to him and we started kissing for a while.
Suddenly I realized what situation I was in my eyes open widely, I put my hand on my mouth
“Oh shit! I am sorry”
Then I started running to my room, I heard him calling my name but I didn’t turn tears started again falling
I went to my room locked it and stayed holding my pillow crying for the whole night thinking of what I did, did I just betrayed Jin? What’s wrong with me?

Notes

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