BTS and the Metalhead Girl

Its been a week since I didnt spend any day with anyone most of them were busy I dont know why!
But eventhough he was busy he always make some time for me at night I always stay there waiting for him! Talking and talking for hours, before he leaves he give me a kiss on my cheek or for head! It becomes a habit now when he say that he is going to sleep I keep on looking at him waiting for a kiss like a kid who is waiting for his bedtime story!
11am, I was in kitchen making lunch!
"hey!! I will be free tomorrow so we will be spending the day together"
I turn aroud it was bang, I replied " oh!! Yeah you were the next one after V, I am looking forward to spend a nice day with you"
its night again! My fav time of the day! Its my bedtime again! When the door opened it was like happiness was opening the door to enter!
He was holding a paper it was written "Come to my room! Dont make any noise" he just closed the door and went away! I was shocked! Why to his room now! Oh no is he thinking to do something!! No no I dont think so! Why didnt he say it why did he write it! Anyway I will go and see
I went and stand in front of his door! I was confused!
Should go inside or no! Should I open the door!! Ohhh what to do!
The door opened "ya!! Why you have a really dirty mind! Your room is all surrounded by security cameras! I cant stand staying there anymore"
Then I just entered to his room "what!! Why you dont have camera in your room thats not fair!"
"everyone doesnt have cameras in their room except yours"
"omg is your manager pervert" he laughed and say "come sit here"
"so whats now"
" remember the song I played for you that day" I nodded
"I cant hold it anymore, I will tell you what does it mean, I will play it again! I hope you would get what I want to tell you"
I smiled and nodded, my heart was racing my breaths what does he want to tell me by that song!! He took again his phone and turned on the song!
And he started translating the words
"I want to be your oppa
I’m so hungry for your love
I want to be your oppa
I’ll have you, just watch
Why are you shaking up my heart?
Why are you shaking up my heart?
Why are you shaking up my heart?
Shaking up, shaking up
(Dad) Just how exactly did dad ask mom out?
Should I write you a letter?
What is this? I become like dust in front of you
You make me so angry and mad for no reason
I’m serious but you make me into a loser, who picks fights with you
Why do I care so much about you?
You’re making a big boy act like a little kid
But I’ll turn things around
From just knowing each other to becoming lovers
If it’s with you, I think I can go to a good college
ABCDEFGH Hakuna Matata
Your profile picture is the same but why do I keep checking it?
But don’t misunderstand, I’m not an easy guy
I’m getting nervous, I’m getting nervous
Who are you? Are you that great?
Why do you keep teasing me?
Just stop now, hold up, hold up
Hold me tight before I kiss you
Before my heart lets you go
Say what you want
Say what you want
What is it that you really want?
Hold me tight before I kiss you
Before my heart lets you go
Say what you want
Say what you want
What is it that you really want?
Why are you shaking up my heart?
Why are you shaking up my heart?
Why are you shaking up my heart?
Shaking up, shaking up
A bad bad girl on the outside
An even more bad bad girl on the side
If you lose a guy like me, you’ll regret it
You checked my text message but you’re not pressing send
The “1″ disappears, making me so anxious1
Maybe I’ll buy a GPS navigation
(Quickly quickly quickly) I keep trying to appeal to you (trying trying trying)
Genuine feelings? (I got em) Endurance? (I got em)
The only thing I don’t have is your beauty beauty beauty
How should I change for you? (hold up)
Playing mind games? Two-timing? I don’t know how to do that
But if you’re ever sick, don’t call 911 but call me
Tell me to cry, I’ll cry, tell me to smile, I’ll smile, tell me to roll around, I’ll roll around
I’m getting nervous, I’m getting nervous
Who are you? Are you that great?
Why do you keep teasing me?
Just stop now, hold up, hold up
Hold me tight before I kiss you
Before my heart lets you go
Say what you want
Say what you want
What is it that you really want?
Hold me tight before I kiss you
Before my heart lets you go
Say what you want
Say what you want
What is it that you really want?
I want to be your oppa
Why don’t you know my heart for you?
Even if you ignore me
Even if you act cold, I can’t push you out of my mind”

after the song is than! I was in a big shock!! What is going on is he telling me that he loves me what should I do!

He took my hands and kissed them “Lucy, I can’t hold it anymore! From the moment, I start to know you I start to love you! I love you Lucy I really do”
omg what he loves me what should I do! He touch my face and said “do you love me”
I couldn’t answer I just get up and run to my room
“ohhh how stupid!! Why did I just run away!! Omg I know that I love him!! Why am I hiding it, what should I do aaaahhhhhh stupid me”
I went again to his room I tried to knock I was afraid of what I should do
I took a deep breath I knock, he opened the door, he stood infront of me! Tears on his face!
I made him cry!! Shit I am a fucked up person!
“It’s okay if you don’t love me Lucy! I am sorry I didn’t take into consideration your feelings and”
I didn’t let him finish I hold his face with my hands and gave him a quick kiss on his lips “I am sorry, I love you too”
I felt my feel will burn up, I walked as fast as I could, he grabbed my hands and hold me, he reached to my lips he start kissing me with passion, I felt that I couldn’t breathe and my heart will stop at any moment.
“I love you”
I said “guys may see us” he said “let them see! I don’t care” he start kissing me again “I was waiting for this moment for long time, I was afraid that those lips will be to someone else”
I felt shy and said slowly “they are yours now” I pushed him and run to my room closed the door
he said behind the door “sleep well babe, love you”
I put my hand on my heart I breath so hard my heart will pop up from its place! I couldn’t stop thinking about his kiss, hug, words ohh God I am going crazy!
I start jumping in bed I am in love!! I got my first kiss! It was amazing yaaay I am in love!
then a knock on the door! “yaaaa stop screaming you didn’t let me sleep”
shit it was rap monster my room is next to his!
“sorry” omg did he heard that I am in love!! I hope he didn’t. anyway, I am happy I could fly
that was the best night! I even couldn’t sleep cause of happiness!!
Can’t wait to see his face tomorrow I already miss him! <3 o <3

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