
Fan Fool (Editing)
Heartless
I woke up early in the morning. I felt some growling sound in my stomach. Ofcourse I was hungry.
I went to the kitchen and Himchan hyung caught my attention. He usually slept more than all the members combined but he was awake. It smelled fishy, so I followed him. He secretly went out of the dorm and started walking to some place. I followed him until he reached a small house and stood there. He looked at his watch like he was waiting for someone. I just hid behind another nearby building. It was 7:45am. Someone really arrived and to my shock it was none other than her.
SEULMI’S POV
The next day I showed up at the place he called me. I always wondered who lived in that house. It was small and the best thing was that it was near their dormitory. To my surprise he was already standing there waiting for me. As he heard my footsteps, he turned back and then stared at me like if he was annoyed.
“Urghhhh…. I hate to see u in ur uniform.” He said and rolled his eyes.
“You didn’t give me your real contact number. That’s unfair.” I glared.
“Ahh…. You can complain all day…. Right?”
“Now come to the main point.”
He looked intensely at me. “Hmmm…..” He stood closer to me. “You’re still tan….” He slightly touched my cheeks with the tips of is fingers. “Ummm… but your skin feels better. You pass.”
I blushed. “So….. ummmm….. now can we date?” I raised my eyebrows and blinked.
“What are you?????? Ofcourse not. You are not my ideal.”
“You’re so immature.” I glared.
“Hhahahahha………… you’re the immature one. I mean…. You’re chasing after a thing you can’t get.”
“If that’s the case, say it… I would leave. It was you who said that you’d give a chance.” I said with a shaking voice.
“Cuz you are so clingy… you never left any other choice for me.”
“I ----- I like you…… so give me a chance.” I looked away staring in space.
“You have no ego…. Right?” He smirked.
I felt extremely irritated. “FINE!!!!” As I turned back, he grabbed my hand real tight. “ow… whats your problem?” I shouted.
“Shhhh….. you’ll wake the neighbours. Look I am willing to give you a chance.” He released my hand and smiled affectionately. I knew that smile was forced. “I like bad girls, so be one. Are you ready?”
“This isn’t a game. Just tell me what you want?” I acted arrogantly.
“Initiate a kiss. I mean, kiss me if you like me, since you’re bold.” He shrugged his shoulder and I just stared back at him in amazement.
“I …. I haven’t kissed anyone… I don’t even know how to……”
“That means you lack the potential… Hakyeon has so much potential. He does evey possible thing huh.... The dongsaeng though is just a scaredy cat.”
“Don’t compare… and I can do it… it isn’t that much difficult.” Well, duh….. it was difficult, I mean all I ever wanted was that my boyfriend would kiss me and then…. I fell for the most heartless guy.
I had to do it. He was already standing close to me. I lifted up my toes to reach his head and just when I courageously reached his lips, he placed his hand on my lips and slightly pushed me away.
“OK you do have potential.” He seemed a bit tense. Maybe, he was nervous too or something else.
After a long pause, “How many tasks there will be?” I asked as I was tired.
He smirked and looked at the blue morning sky. He slowly walked to stand behind me. He swept away my hair to see my bare neck.
“Huh… not only complexion but the neck is also like Hakyeon……abnormally long.”
I didn’t turn around to face him. “Would you ask me to shorten my neck now!!!!!!!!” That’s what ran through my mind at that moment.
“I want a tattoo here.” He placed his index finger on the end of the back side of my neck.
“NO…” I turned around and walked away from him.
“Wae???? Weren’t you willing to do anything for me?”
“You cant be this ridiculous!”
“Well, if you do so…. I promise I’ll love you back.”
“I still cant.”
“It’s up to you, N’s dongsaeng. You have a week to decide.” He walked towards me and kissed my hand. “I know you’ll come back to me.” He smirked. He then unheld my hand and left. i knew why he kissed my hand... so that i might not be able to back off.
HIMCHAN’S POV
I just walked back and found Daehyun staring somewhere with opened mouth while covering his opened mouth. I stood in front of him and folded my arms. But he was so lost he didnt notice me.
“YAHH….” I pushed him, so that he would recognize me. “Are you in your senses man???? You’re completely lost.”
“H-hyung… I-I…” He sttutered.
“WHAT???” I yelled.
“L-lets go back to dorm…” He said while staring at the road. He started walking with me.
“Why were you hiding?” I asked unknowingly.
“hmmm……” he replied.
I stopped and grabbed the back of his shirt. “W-wait….” I stuttered. “What did you see?”
“I saw nothing hyung… really, you can rely on me.” He replied while raising both of his hands slightly in air.
“Good.” I loosened the grip and pushed him to walk ahead. “I have my eyes on you.” I said and heard him gulping.
I reached the dorm and sat on my bed after getting into my room.
“Hyung… we’re late. Just get ready, gotta go to the salon.” Zelo told me as he left the room.
I laid down on the bed while staring at the ceiling and crossing my hand under my head. I couldn’t even touch her properly. It was harder than I thought. My thirst didn’t show up while she was with me. Maybe I’ve gotten over it. I just hoped for it.
4 days later SEULMI’S POV
“I don’t know why you called me with you… but you’re under age.” Shinha said as we reached the destined place. It was a place where a tattoo artist worked.
“I am 18. Got that?” I glared at her.
“You are NOT. Why are you doing this Seulmi??? I mean what’s so great about him?” She asked.
I paused. I didn’t know how to answer this. “E-Everything?” I squinted my eyes.
“I still don’t believe that YOU could fall this hard for a guy who is just using you to amuse himself.” She told.
The artist arrived. “OMG… What are two young ladies doing here?” He asked.
“We just look young… I want you to draw a tattoo.” I said bluntly.
“Wahh I like brave girls like you. Sit here. What kind of tattoo you want?” He asked.
I gave it a thought. “I want you to draw a name but in a vague manner so that nobody could recognize it.” I told him.
“OK…. in hangul?”
I nodded.
“Whats the name you want to be drawn?” Shinha asked.
“H.I.M.C.H.A.N.” I used English letters to say it so that she would take time to understand.
She manipulated meanwhile and the artist asked me where I want it.
“Ohhh……” She stood up. “It is----------“ She tried to complete the sentence. “No… I cant watch this…. Can I leave Seulmi?” She asked.
I nodded and sighed. My legs were shaking as he wiped the nape of my neck with a cloth and took out his markers.
“Don’t regret it later OK? But I have a question. Why are you doing this?” He asked.
“Just do it.” I said.
Notes
I know this is just stupid heheeh..... but i dont had any other idea.... i know Himchan isnt like that :P
Well just wanted to tell you that after i wrote the chaptr i watched some of the BAP's vids to know them better and there was an interview at GURUPOP where a fan asked wat they think about girls with tattoos. Himchan said that he was completely alright so..... but the idea came first in my mind before watching it.
Yongguk said he would like it if it were meaningful and Zelo was like I cant say NO but i want to say NO..... hahaha cuz the fan who asked the que had tattoos and piercings
claps ^_^ unnie done the gr8 job
8/21/15