“Oye…..” I opened the door of the salon a day later. I smacked it.
“Oh I am really sorry for the inconvinence.” My friend, Shinah, bowed to the other customers who were bothered because of my banging entrance. She came towards me. “Seulmi… watcha doing here!!!” She whispered to me. Her umma owned a salon. She was my childhood friend.
“I came here for a service.” I made a really annoyed face.
She gave me an awkward look. “Ok wait a bit.” She told me and got busy with the other customers. After completion of her work, she asked the coworker to leave and flipped the sign board as closed and asked me to take the seat. I sat and looked at my skin in the mirror. “Now tell me whats the matter?” She asked.
“I don’t like my tan skin. So I need treatment.” I replied arrogantly.
“Ahhh you’ve become so rude after Hakyeon oppa entered jellyfish ent.”
“Asking for a service makes me rude???”
“Forget it… just why do you need any treatment… you’ve fresh skin and you aren’t tan. Really…. Who said that? Your boyfriend? You seem so annoyed.”
“Huh…. Boyfriend to be………” i rolled my eyes.
“I see… so he’s asking you to change your complexion when he knows it takes time. Would you mind if I gave you some advice?”
I looked at her.
“He’s trying to get rid of you. That’s why he asked something this stupid. You should really stop.” She told me.
I grabbed her arm. “ I cant….. its too late.” I released her arm and again looked at the mirror staring into my own blind eyes. “If you cant help me… just tell me and I wont bother you.”
“Seulmi….” She murmured. “Whats so great about him? The Seulmi I know isn’t like this… you never complimented any boy…. And now…. you’re giving him all you got and he’s not gonna pay you back with love. Seulmi… is it Ken oppa?” She asked while bulging her eyes out.
“NO….. Just do as I say…. I have just one week.” I said.
She gave me a sad look.
My usual routine included just Himchan. I felt so selfish but so lucky at the same time. I would stare at my cell phone for hours before sleeping. I would search the net for news about him or BAP. I knew they were having a comeback next month and I was so excited that I wanted to die. It was unbelievable that such a short time span spinned my life off another corner. I would watch their videos all the time and would smile like crazy when he appeared. The apparently cool, energetic, goofy and adorable Himchan became everything. I brought some posters of him and pasted on my wall. I wouldn’t let anybody enter my room after then. I was so crazy. Damn.
One week went by and I somehow managed to look prettier with better skin health but the dullness was still evident. I thought of many excuses for the result and besides my skin was looking fresher, so the tan thing should be ignored. I waited for his call the whole day but……. My heart was pounding and was urging out of my throat but it seemed that he completely forgot about me or maybe he was busy with his comeback. “i need to wait…. But I can give him a call.” I called him without any second thought but as usual it was turned off. “So it isn’t his personal number…” I jumped into my bed and cried a lot and a lot that night. I thought that Shinah might be right but I couldn’t give up right then.
The next morning I got ready for school and took my cell. When I was on my way, I got a call. It was Himchan. I saved his name as Ahjumma hehe…
“Yoboseyooooo…….” I greeted first.
Their was a silence on the other side.
“Whats the matter? Are you so embarrassed for not showing up yesterday??? Speak up!!” I said.
The phone hung up.
“What was that?”

BAP DANCE PRACTICE ROOM
“Man… where you were damn Yongguk!” Himchan bursted as soon as the leader entered. He looked so angry. There was a silence in the room.
“You alright?” The choreographer asked.
“I want to have a talk with Himchan and Zelo.” He looked at both boys.
“Hyung.. I did nothing. He was the one who broke the dorm’s window. I am innocent.” Zelo said worriedly.
“I think it’s something more serious.” Yongjae said and patted Zelo.
The three boys went out of the dorm.
“I am asking the manager to take our cell phones away just like the debut days.” Yongguk said.
“Fine…” Himchan replied indifferently.
“All of the phones… and you have two….. Himchan-shi…” he taunted and folded his arms staring at him. “So you two are in contact with N’s dongsaeng.”
“Aniyo….” Zelo spoke up.
“How can you disturb my private life by checking my cell phone?” Himchan bulged his eyes out.
“Cell phones….” Yongguk corrected.
“Didn’t I tell you…. Let me handle her in my own way! Don’t interfere….” Himchan glared. “She’s not easy… I am telling you.”
“Well… we’ll see about that Himchan.”
“Whats going on… and why are they talking about Seulmi…..” Zelo thought hard but couldn’t find an appropriate answer.
Yongguk didn’t ask the manager but it was only a warning.
“I gotta be more careful dealing with her…. I have my own ways Yongguk….. You always doubt.”
BAP came back o their dorm, quiet tired because of the tight schedule for upcoming album.
“Of to bed…” Jongup murmured and left to his room along with Yongjae.
“So…. Hyung…. Whats all this commotion between you and Yongguk hyung….” Daehyun asked.
“He just likes nagging me all the time.” Himchan replied.
“He looks really worried that’s why I asked…. Oye Zelo… lets make something…”
“Now?” Zelo asked.
“I’ll come too.” Himchan added.
The 3 of them went to the kitchen and Himchan just sat on the table watching his donsaengs make things. He laid back in the chair. “Can’t decide what to do?” His mind tried to manipulate the whole situation but couldn’t reach to a conclusion. "I am going out."
“There’s really something …. What is it Zelo?” Daehyun.
“He’s meeting Seulmi.” Zelo.
“Seulmi who?”
“N hyung’s dongsaeng.”
“W-What!!!??? He still hasn’t gotten over her??? I mean what he did last time ????” Daehyun almost yelled.
“I don’t know much about it. I am going to bed now.”
“WIAT!!! Ah…. Zelo-ssi????”
Himchan came outside and walked a bit on the small path outside. The more he thought about it, the more he indulged into it. He felt cramps in his whole body. He sat down on the path. His swollen eyes, red cheeks and trembling body were the signs that he was in desperate thirst of something that was coming to him on its own but he was trying to push it away. He grabbed his throat. “Just once….. Just once….. I won’t do it afterwards… Ahhhh……..” He hid his face with his hands in embarrassment. “I won’t hurt her… but just once…” He wiped his face and opened his eyes widely. He took out his cell phone and called Seulmi.
“Ne?”
“Meet me tomorrow near that building.”
“Ok…”

Notes

OMG..... VIXX are back..... and Hongbin's pink......... <3 kyaaaaa :3 :3 cant describe my FEELSSSSS