Fan Fool (Editing)

That night I wore long paris green skirt with a straight zebra lining sleeveless top. I left my hair open as it looked best on me. Ken oppa used to say that he’s open to everyone so no ideal girl; but still never paid much attention towards me…. maybe because of Hakyeon oppa…. Or maybe I am just too younger than him…. But 6 yr difference aint a difference.
I sighed again thinking of the worst scenarios… like what if that idol guy himchan made up stories about me being a saesang fan. I was trembling.
“Whats the matter?” Ravi oppa asked.
“Ani… it’s just cold.” I replied.
“Should I turn on the heating system…”
“No please… I am fine like this.” I smiled at him.
“Ah don’t worry about her… she’s N’s dongsaeng so she must be tough.” Ken oppa smiled at me and I blushed.
“Of –cour-se I am tough…” I said while looking away.
“Huh…. Pabo…” N oppa said while rolling his eyes and I glared at him.

Well, we reached BAP’S Dormitory. All of us got out of the car except Hongbin oppa.
“Cant I skip this one?” He asked Ken oppa who then dragged him out.
I think it was the leader who welcomed us inside.
He led us to a karaoke room. It was huge room with a large sofa and a LCD Screen. The disco lights were adding to it. I smiled unintentionally looking at the room and then I suddenly saw someone smiling at me with horrible looks. It was Zelo. My first expression of him didn’t change. He was a bit scary when he smiles.
“How come…. Where are your siblings?” N asked.
“Well….” Daehyun got up. “Most have hyungs…. They said they would have come but if it were a girl group and some said that they are too busy to come. We are really sorry.” Daehyun bowed.
“Oh no… please… its alright.” Ken oppa said and sat on the sofa with Yongjae. N oppa still looked offended.
All of the VIXX members then took seats and I was the last to sit closely with N oppa. Ofcourse I wasn’t afraid of them… but still… I was a girl so…..
“Let the party begin…..” Daehyun said and rotated the bottle to stop at someone to go for a song.
First was N leader. As N oppa left his seat… the maknae Zelo came upto sit with me.
“I think something’s fishy…” Leo-ssi whispered to Ravi oppa and he looked our way.
“Hi…” Zelo greeted me.
“Sorry I cant hear you….” I lied although N-jumma wasn’t screaming.
“Hi… I am Zelo…”
I looked away. I was really afraid. I was just praying that Himchan wouldn’t come here. “Are they planning a plot against me… I mean Himchan isn’t here……” I thought to myself when Ravi oppa came and sat on the other side beside me.
“Oh Ravi hyung….” Zelo said.
“Hey…. So how’s it going these days?” Ravi oppa asked and I inclined away a bit to let them converse better. It seemed like they weren’t too close. It was evident through their formal conversation.
“Good thing I am safe. Thank you oppa….” I thanked him in my heart and smiled.
Many of them went to sing a song and it seemed like N oppa was fully enjoying himself. He completely forgot about me but Ravi oppa took good care of me and sat with me the whole time when N ahjumma wasn’t paying too much attention.
“Why is Ravi with her?” Daehyun asked Zelo.
“No idea… he didn’t let me talk to her.” He said.
“I am going to wake hyung up…..” Daehyun got up and left.
“Where did he go?” Leo asked Zelo.
Zelo jerked. “Ah….. I think he went to wake Himchan hyung up…..”
“How can he sleep at a time like this?” Ken oppa asked.
“Well…. I don’t know… he’s just like this.” Zelo explained and then went for his turn.
I looked at Hyuk’s noona who was just endorsed in herself.
Himchan entered the scene. It didn’t seem he was sleeping by looking at his perfectly energetic face. He looked at the guests to point me out. “O.M.G….” He said that loud while looking at me and i became red due to stress.
“Look whose here…… Its VIXX…” He smirked at me.
“Where have you been?” Hongbin oppa asked.
“Sorry….” He murmured and took his seat beside Hongbin oppa.
“I think the visuals should sit next to each other.” He smiled at Hongbin oppa who smiled back.
“Visual…… well that seems a bit correct.” I thought and without me knowing… I looked at his facial features which were really of a visual. “Wow… blessed creature…..”
Our eyes met and I looked away. “omo….. Please not here…..” I thought. “but I didn’t do anything wrong…. Not to be afraid of him…. Ken oppa said I was tough…. I need to prove that.” I thought to myself and asked Ravi oppa to write a rap for me. He looked confused but he still wrote what I told him.
“Who are you going to direct this at? Is this for someone particular?” He asked.
“Ani…. It is just for all idols.” I smiled.
“Well, alright then.”
This time I smirked at Mr. idol Himchan…. Who don’t even get much screen time and lines… I don’t think he’s the most popular out of BAP despite being visual.
He glared at me and I looked back at Ravi oppa. “ Gomawo….” I said.
He looked at me but didn’t say anything.
“Oh good its my turn…. Wish me best of luck.”
“Hmmm good luck…” He said that in a sad tone.
I stood in front. “I won’t sing rather I‘ll rap….” I said.
“No you cant…..” Himchan stood up. “It is Karaoke….”
It made me confused.
“This is a party…hyung… so chill…” Hongbin oppa said and he sat down. Ravi oppa did a fighting sign at me and it filled me up with strength.
I started. I couldn’t perform well but I conveyed the message to Himchan. It was a rap about idol who is a player as well. Himchan kept on staring at me with squinted eyes and the rest of the BAP were enjoying it. I finished my performance and went to my seat.
“How was it?” I asked Ravi oppa.
“Not bad…. As a newbie….” He smiled.
“Ok guys lets have dinner together. I am starving.” Daehyun said.
“But I didn’t get to sing…” Ken pouted.
“We’ll do it later….” N patted him and went to the table.
We all sat down on the mattress. That N omma sat next to Yongguk leaving me alone. Ravi oppa sat next to me before anyone else.
“I am sorry oppa… you can sit wherever you like.” I smiled at him but before he could say anything N interrupted.
“Oye Ravi… what’s the meaning of all this? You won’t get any food if you keep on sitting with her.” N oppa said.
“Don’t annoy me hyung….” He said as if he was upset.
“I asked him to sit with me… since you were so absorbed in karaoke completely forgetting about me.” I said and silence surrounded the room. N oppa made an annoyed face and started eating. Well I was glad nothing awkward happened.
“Thanks for everything… you guys are invited next time.” N oppa said to them.
“Sure we will.” Yongjae said.
I shut closed my purse and got up. Himchan was still sitting there staring at me, so I stared back at him and even stuck out my tongue. As I marked a footstep, my index finger got a cut from sharp end of something. I looked at my slightly bleeding finger. Before I could look back at what was the thing that did so, Himchan rushed towards me and grabbed my hand. My mind couldn’t manipulate the situation.
“H-how did… How did this happen?” He asked me while gulping.
“It’s a simple cut… now let go off my hand.”I whispered to him. His mouth seemed a bit watery. I tried my best to pull my hand away but he didn’t let me do so. Instead… he licked my bleeding finger and then took it inside his mouth while sucking the blood. I was so shocked. He then took it out.
“The blood wont stop…” He said that and again took it inside his mouth.
“OPPA!!!” I yelled at N oppa and they all looked at our way.
Yongguk hurried and reached us before N oppa and pulled him away from me. N oppa held me.
“Seulmi… are you alright.”
“The blood wont go away!” Himchan yelled and tried to get out of Yongguk’s grip.
“We need to leave now…” Ravi oppa said and we all went out.
We were inside the car now and I was trembling. N oppa grabbed my hand to look at my finger.
“Did he bite you?” He asked angrily while looking at his bite mark on my finger.
“No… I cut my finger accidently… then he came….”
“OK Stop it now N hyung… let her calm down.” Hyuk oppa said.
There was a gloomy and rampage feeling inside the car.

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