SEULMI’S POV
I went home late that day. I wandered in the crowdy streets all alone. I watched couples, friends, families and people having fun and happy moments together. It filled my heart with sorrows. Finally my heart wasn’t empty, atleast.
I reached home at 8 in the night. Umma had called me many times over the cell but I just didn’t pick up but replied that I was fine. I knew she would be in a bad mood.
She opened the door. “Seulmi… you need to be punished. I gave you freedom you don’t deserve.” She started nagging as soon as I entered. But I ignored and went upstairs to my room where I could sooth my eyes by watching the cool, kindhearted Himchan of his Babyz posted on my bedroom’s walls (which now-a-days I wanted to rip off).
" i will call him tomorrow."

VIXX DORM N’S POV

“O… W-W-Wait… mu umma’s calling.” I interrupted as we were having a meeting with our CEO.
“Guys I’ll be leaving now.” Our CEO left the room.
“Yoboseo… Hakyeon-ah??”
“Ne… umma? You sound worried.”
“I cant handle your dongsaeng. She’s acting pretty strange these days. She even wont let me enter her room anymore. Since you’re father’s out for work, its hard to handle her alone. Please do a favour and give her a call.” She complained.
“Umma, don’t worry. Seulmi’s going to be an adult. Its normal.”
“NO HAKYEON!!! you dont understand” She yelled so hard that the members heard it. She hung up.
“Hyung… if I were you I would have been so worried.” Ravi commented.
“I don’t need your opinion MR. OVERPROTECTIVE OPPA.”
“I am serious here.” Ravi stated.
“N Hyung… give her a call now. She always picks up when you call.” Ken suggested.
“Ok…” I replied to him and called Seulmi. I waited but she didn’t pick up.
“That proves something wrong.” Ken said.
“Hyung should we visit her to cheer her up.” Hyuk smiled awkwardly at N.
“Ah I know you want to skip schedule.” I disapproved.
“Well guys who needs Hakyeon, we all can go there without him.” Hyuk said and did a ballet dance. I hit him lightly. Ravi tried to hide his smile.
“Stop being dorky.” I said. “ok… we’ll go.”
“She’s our dongsaeng too, so let us worry a little.” Hongbin hugged me.
“Awww I love you guys.” I ended our conversation.

BAP’S DORM HIMCHAN’S POV

It was 11:30 at night and I was just going to plunge into bed when Yongguk entered my room.
“Hyung….” Zelo muttered as he saw his angry face.
“I need to talk to you Himchan… come out.” Yongguk said.
“Hyung…. I wanna know what you’re gonna talk about.” Zelo pleaded.
“No… I am coming Yongguk.”
Zelo gave me a death glare and I glared back. He hid himself under the sheet and went to sleep. I followed Yongguk to his room.
“Hyung…. I told you not to tell him….” Daehyun spoke up.
“What is the meaning of this, Dae????” I asked angrily.
“STOP IT HIMCHAN!!! Didn’t I tell you to stay away? What did you say to her last time? That tattoo thing is pathetic. I am so embarrassed just by thinking of it. You’re gonna ruin our name.” Yongguk said.
“I did what was necessary. I ended it once and for all. She wont be able to do it and then she wont bother me.” i replied.
“STOP LYING! You touched her.” Yongguk just went crazy.
“So what? If a girl comes to me and confesses, how do you think I should react?” i said that arrogantly.
“Hyung… you need to calm down.” Daehyun said to Yongguk.
“You better not interrupt.”I pointed my finger at him. “You’re a good liar, Daehyun.”
“But hyung that’s not fair. She’s still a girl. You can’t possibly ask her to do things.” He spoke up against me.
“Then how should I deal with her?” I felt exhausted.
“This time, I’ll get rid of it.” Yongguk claimed.
“NO…..” I yelled, accidently. “No, I mean, let me handle this. She wont do it. I mean she cant. She’s 17. She can’t do it even if she wants to.”
“She’s 17???? You’re playing with her life.” Yongguk got another point.
“I am not......... Yongguk. Please let me go to sleep. i am tired.”
“Sometimes fans just get overboard. Don’t they?” Daehyun murmured.
“She wasn’t a fan. But you did something to get her attention. Right?” Yongguk squinted his eyes.
“You mean that karaoke night?” Daehyun asked.
“Stop… just stop it.” I slammed the door and went out of the room. When I entered my room, Zelo unhid his face and looked at me.
“Hyung… was it about Seulmi?” He asked with glittering eyes.
“No.” I replied harshly and went to my bed.

It was 2am when I woke up. I went to the kitchen to drink water as I felt thirsty. It became a routine. These days, I would always miraculously wake up at mid-night and felt thirsty. Deep inside I knew water won’t do it but I had no other option. I wanted ‘it’ so badly.
I drank 2 full glasses of water. Then I heard someone entering the kitchen.
“Ah DAEHYUN!!!!” I yelled out as soon as he entered.
“OMO…. I shouldn't be alone with you.” He said that and tried to escape but I captured him by the back of his shirt.
“You brat!!! You did a great job telling him something good about me!!! I should kill you here and cut you into pieces and drink all of the blood inside.”
Daehyun stared back at me with a serious look. I bulged my eyes out. I shouldn’t have said something this stupid.
“You’re saying this as if you really mean it.” He said as he was startled as well.
I released my old over his shirt.
“The hyung I know isn’t this bad. I know you’re a player, but…”
I glared back at him.
“But you can’t possibly do such mean things to a girl. I know you’re not like that. Just tell me the real reason. Do you hate Hakyeon hyung for some reason? Or is it because of some other member? Or is it something else? Are you still angry because of that incident with Seulmi, when you mistook her for Dokyun? It isn’t her fault but yours.”
“Seal your lips.” I gave him a serious look.
He zipped his lips and then chuckled. I didn’t give a response, so he became worried again.
“I am here to help you, hyung. We all are. You can rely on your members if something’s bothering you. If Seulmi’s stalking you 24/7, we’ll tell Hakyeon hyung and everything will be alright.”
“My head’s in pain because of your non-stop muttering. I don’t want to tell you the reason so don’t bother me anymore. And don’t dare to tell any other member about this.”
“Fine… my pride’s on line here… I wont bother you (informally).” He disrespected me.
“I’ll see you later.”
“OK Go now.” He ordered.
“YAH!!!! You better keep quiet.” I said that and left cuz actually my pride was on the line. I left the kitchen but still felt my throat completely dried. I felt like dying. This night was the most difficult. I couldn’t control my feet and went back to kitchen.
Daehyun was eating the pizza from last night.
“Hyung… just leave me alone with my love!!!” He pouted.
I went close to him and sat on the seat beside him.
“You alright??” he asked worriedly.
“Daehyun… I want something from you.”
“I cant give you this cuz it’s the last piece.” He pointed at the pizza.
I punched him in his face quite hard and then pushed him. He fell down.
“Yahhh….. What are you doing? I already apologized for what I did. You can’t hit my face. I am an idol!!!!” He yelled angrily. I supported him to stand up and then left the room. I stared at some of the blood stains on my fist. I felt happiness slowly absorbing into my soul. I licked my fist where his blood was. It didn’t gave me the pleasure I was expecting but that was alright. I smiled. But I didn’t like the taste. It was lacking in something. I went to my bed but the thirst didn’t let me sleep.

DAEHYUN’S POV

I went back to my room without completing the last piece. I was just too much mad at him. He just infuriated me. How can hyung hit me in the face? I couldn’t manipulate it. I came inside.
“Daehyun?” Yongguk Hyung was already up.
“I need to talk.” He said. “Wait what happened to your face? Tomorrow’s the filming of our MV. I cant imagine it being delayed because of it. How did this happen?”
“I tripped…. Accidently.” I lied.
“How careless! We’ll talk tomorrow, first do something about this wound on your face.” He got out of his bed and I agreed. I wanted to know what really was going on in Himchan hyung’s mind. He really didn’t look Ok.

HIMCHAN’S POV

30 minutes later I unintentionally looked up for my other cell and searched up for her contact number. I was being lazy in the bed staring at her name and thinking about should I call?

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