Fan Fool (Editing)

The stage was all set. My Christmas performance costume was ready. I wore it and admired myself. “I could have debuted in a girl group with perfect looks, this hot body and my skills; but no, my umma is so cruel. She let my brother apply for it but said NO to me. This is discrimination.” I thought while taking a look at me through the mirror. I sighed. It wasn’t too late cuz I was just 17.
I went to the stage with other performers. We had to sing a Christmas song for the orphan kids. I just satisfied my desire this way. “Ah, my life.” I mumbled. I performed on the song “Diamond” while singing to it. The kids didn’t respond well to our performance this year. They enjoyed the other performances which burst them into laughter. “Well I am not a clown to amuse them that way.” I thought. I went back to the changing room and changed. I threw the costume on the floor. “Urghhh….” I wore my black leather jacket and a muffler around my neck and covered my lips and nose with it. It was so dark outside and snowing as well. I hated snow. No cab stopped for me. It was so cold that I couldn’t feel my fingers in the gloves. Surprisingly a car stopped for me. The car window slid down and a guy appeared.
“Oh man so here you are!” He got out and pushed my back towards the front seat.
“but i….” I tried to say something, he didn’t bother.
“just get inside or you’ll get cold.” He said.
“I think I got one, duh!” I thought while he pushed me into the car and closed the door. “Mister, first listen to me. I gotta say something. Pabo….” I talked to myself.
He was driving the car and talking to me.
“Say something.” He said.
“Ah, I ….” I again tried to say something but he again interrupted.
“I am sorry. I’ve been a bad boyfriend until now but … i… love you….”
“He’s totally mistaken….” I thought.
“You know how difficult is this idol life and I need to be careful. I hope you understand.”
“huh… never seen your face mr. idol.” I kept on thinking.
“I know you are angry. It’s ok… I’ll make all your disappointments vanish.” He stopped the car on a deserted road. He turned his face towards me and stared. He leaned closer and looked into my eyes with half-opened eyes like he was drunk.
“But….” I tried to explain.
“Shhhhhh….” He placed his index finger over his lips. He inclined a more and removed the muffler from my face. When our lips were just a few centimeters, he widely opened his eyes and went back to his seat. I felt so much relieved.
“Atleast, he realized…” I thought. However, my heart beat rose because of the tension.
He got out of the car and opened the door for me. “Get out.” He didn’t yell but said that indifferently.
“Ge—t ou-t??” I asked confusingly.
“Get out…” He bent and said that to me while glaring at me.
I glared back and he grabbed my arm. He threw me out of the car without a second thought. He raced out of the place.
“HEY!!!! MR. IDOL?????” I yelled. “Man, why did this happen to me?”
I took out my cell. “umma, is oppa home yet?”
“Dear, he can’t come for Christmas. They are preparing something for their fans this Christmas.” My mother told me.
I hung up. I was so irritated. I wanted to spend this Christmas with him. Since my oppa is an idol, he never finds time for us.
I again started searching for a cab and at last found one.

BAP Dorm
Himchan entered the lounge with a blast.
“Do you always have to enter like that?” Daehyun asked while checking out twitter on his cell. Himchan grabbed his cell and threw it away.
“Whats your problem? Is it my mistake that you cant make up with your girlfriend???” Daehyun yelled.
“Calm down…” Yongguk slowed them down. “What if our manager hears this? He’ll kill all of us.”
“Before that, I’ll kill him….” Himchan said angrily.
“Whats the matter, hyung? We’ll help.” Zelo asked him to sit down and explain the situation.
“I-I don’t know where she is now…..”
“Just because of that he threw my new cell phone.” Daehyun complained.
“That’s not all….” Himchan yelled while bulging out his eyes.
“We are listening hyung…” Zelo calmed him down.
“I mistaken another girl for her!”
Daehyun laughed out and looked at him with questioning looks.
“I made her sit in my car. I even said that I love her and……” He paused.
“And??” Yongguk glared.
“I was going to kiss her before realizing she was not her.” He said that swiftly.
There was a pause of silence in the room. Zelo and Daehyun high fived and laughed out loud. Yongguk did a face palm in disappointment.
“What??? Stop it guys!!!” He shouted.
Yongjae and Jongup entered the scene. “Cant you guys lower your voice?” Yongjae asked.
“You know what happened ?” Daehyun asked Yongjae. “He mistaken some other girl for Dokyun.” Daehyun told.
“Well, I am going back to my room.” Jongup said and went to his bed.
Yongjae stared at his pabo hyung. He sat beside him. “Are you alright hyung?” He asked in a worried tone and then laughed with Daehyun and Zelo.
“Bangie… take care of these dongsaengs.” Himchan patted Yongguk and showed his punch to the three dongsaengs.

I stepped into my room. I turned on my laptop. I remembered his face but only with face, I can’t search him. “I just know he’s an idol who cant show that he is dating. Wait! I can ask Hakyeon oppa about this.” I called him but he didn’t pick up. “Ahhh, umma told me he’s busy.”
My cell rang and picked it up hoping that it was oppa.
“Oppa?” I said excitedly.
“oppa? I am Je Na…. I wanted to tell you that tomorrow, there’s a fan meeting. You’re coming with me.”
“Which group?”
“Who could they be? Ofcourse my bias group BAP.”
“No… I can’t. They are my oppa’s rivals.”
“I thought you would definitely come. I am so disappointed in you.”
“OK… but tomorrow is Christmas.”
“Yeah, that’s the reason. There would be a big event, pleaseeeee……”
“Ok Jena. Text me time and place.”I hung up.
Until I was 14, I used to go to a lot of fan sign events, concerts and fan meetings. But then my older brother became an idol as well and I began to dislike all the other groups competing with his group.
“My friends still think that I love going at these places. BAP????” I thought which group it was.
“Well, whatever.” I said and went back to sleep.
The next day I dressed well. I wore a pink shirt with a half tied bow and jeans. I combed my hair and took out my bag. I went to the bus stop and met my friend Jena there.
“Hey Seulmi I thought you’d not come.”
“When I say yes, it means yes. Why didn’t you ask any other friend out?”
“They presented different excuses and some were busy, others aren’t a fan.”
“Well count me in them as well. I am not a fan.” I said without paying much attention.
“Aigoo… don’t act like that.” Jena pushed me slightly.
“I really am not a fan. I dont even know which group is this!” I really acted rude this time.
“OK.” She said and the bus arrived. We reached the location. She showed me the gifts she prepared for her Yongjae oppa or something. I just nodded and smiled. “now who’s this Yongjae oppa?” I asked myself.
Well, we reached the fansign event. There were many people, although we arrived a lot earlier.
“Oh man, they are already here, Seulmi…. I am soo excited. Come with me.” Jena pulled me along with her. “I’ll introduce them to you first.”
“Sorry Jena, but not interested.” I replied with a sorry look.
“Oh… its ok then but come with me.” She asked and I couldn’t say no.
“Hey” The first guy greeted us.
Jena and I bowed. “Annyahaseo… I prepared a little gift for you oppa.” Jena said.
“I guess it’s that Yongjae oppa.” I smiled at him unconsciously. He smiled back awkwardly. “Bad idea.”
“You want one autograph too?” He asked.
“Ye…” I smiled awkwardly. “Damn not again.” I thought.
Then we moved forward. She told me their names. First was yongjae. Then we went to the maknae Zelo, then leader Bang, then to Daehyun, then Jongup. “Oh wait I heard the last name somewhere…oh well, they are idols after all… So, at last, the last one… I am so tired.” I thought.
“So, ladies…” The last one smiled at Jena and me but I was looking at Jongup. I moved my face to look at the last member. He frowned at me awkwardly and kept on glaring at me for sometime. Then he texted someone. Suddenly i noticed all the memebers staring at me with questioning looks. I remembered his face. He was the idol from last night.
"So,...." He smirked at me, completely ignoring his fan Jena. My heart beat rose again in tension. I was thinking of the worst possibilities.
"Tell me your name." He asked me.
"She's Seulmi..." Jena replied on my behalf. "You would be amazed to know that she is the dongsaeng of your rival group VIXX's N."
"Ah... you must be lying." He chuckled.
I gave him a rude look. I hated him since our first encounter. he was so change then. He's was completely acting like a fan fool here.
"I am going, Jena." I patted Jena and left.
"So, your name's Jena?" He asked Jena.
She nodded happily.
"Jena... you're cool for bringing her here. I'll give you a hug for this." He smiled.

Notes

This is my third fan fic. I really dont know much about BAP... but i like their music and ofcourse my bias is Himchan. I am a Starlight... so VIXX are included. I hope you'll like it.