That bad boy is my boyfriend

'Baekhyun's POV (more like a diary in his head? Hahahaha XD lol)



Ever since she left, my days had been pretty gloomy. Usually, I'll be seeing her getting teased by Kai and I'm okay with it cause, her smile is like a vitamin to me.

The way her face light up when she found my little gift with the little post-it ... Or when she shly smile at me even though I'm being cold to her sometimes. I miss her, I thought giving her cold treatment would make my feelings go away but its useless.

It's true what they said, first love is heart breaking and unrequited love is even mind-shattering. She's my first love and my love is unrequited. Don't laugh because I never had girlfriend, she's the first person to break my stone heart (nickname given by Chanyeol and Kyungsoo because Baekhyun is the hardest to fall in love among them). You can say the girl in our school quite heart-fluttering but not to me. I fell in love with my best-ass-friend girl.

I felt sorry that The gang and I pulled the bucket prank on her when she first enrolled. It's a good memory though. I'm really bad I guess. *laughs to himself*

So bad that I just stand there when Kai slapped her. Darn that dude. I wanted to punch his face which I manage to when the fight broke out between us. Chanyeol, Sehun and Kyungsoo really freaking out. I should just come out and save her, comfort her and let her cry on my shoulder, so stupid of me.

I regretted that for months and can't forgive myself for that. Everytime I open my phone, she'll be there smiling with me, our one-day date... The most precious day. The day I confessed and struggle myself to let her go.

I tried to call her everyday but ended up in her voicemail. I see Kai is struggling as well, his guilt is weighing him down. We've been looking for her though and her silly brother won't bother to tell us. If he knew what Kai has done to her, Kai would be in grave right now.

(your name), please come back to us. I really miss you, so badly. I know I say I would let you go but I can't. I miss saving you anytime you got yourself in trouble, buying you foods and even keeping watch on you.

Even Geum Hi miss you too, she's been asking about you lately, torturing my soul more. Asking all sorts of question and keeping her mouth shut is hard so please, get back now.

Ugh~ I'm so restless... I miss you, I miss you, I miss you~

I love you.... (your name).

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/Happen in front of Chanyeol, Kyungsoo and Sehun while they're hanging out./

"Kyungsoo, whats wrong with Baekhyun today? He seems off" Chanyeol points out.

"I know right, he laughed just now then he went serious and the next thing he seems like he's going to cry" Kyungsoo jeer.

"your friend finally lost his minds, go call 119 now before he went berserk" Sehun slur and take a sip of Kyungsoo bubble tea.

"poor Baek, losing his sanity" Chanyeol plays along.

Notes

special update for you guys :)
hope you like it ^^