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jungkook`01 | watercolor chains
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genre: horror, angst, romance
group: bts
bias: jeon jungkook
Words are just like watercolor.
They can be painted on, but slowly washes away as it is brushed over with water.
Only faded words are left.
The chains are the words that keep me stuck in the past.
They don't let go, it's as if they don't want me to forget.
What is it that just won't let go?
When he woke up, all he could see was white. He rubbed his eyes, and turned to his side, only to face an open window. A soft breeze flowed through the window and sunny rays shone into the room.
He groaned and rolled off the bed. Slowly, he made his way over to the window. He was surrounded by trees, which made it look like there was no way out. He jumped in surprise when he heard the rustling of the trees and a shadow.
The shadow lurked in the trees, and took a step forward into the light. It was a girl. She walked out behind the trees. She wore a loose black dress, and was barefoot. Her skin was pale white, she had disheveled black hair that covered her eyes, but didn't cover her blood red lips. Her left wrist was slit and blood was puking from the cut and began to move down onto her hand.
His eyes widened out of fright and began to back away from the window. As he did so, the girl began to approach him. He continued to withdraw from the window until he bumped into a wall. The girl was now at the window. She looked up at him straight in the eye. His eyes widened as he met a pair of deep mahogany eyes that stared into his core. The fear he felt a couple of seconds ago started to evaporate.
He felt like he was being hypnotized by the intense look in her eyes. His eyes found its way out of her stare and moved down to her luscious red lips. She opened her mouth and spoke, "Come." He could feel tingles spasm throughout his body, as he did as he was told. He felt like a lifeless puppet that was being pulled on its strings.
As he walked closer to the window, his head started to hurt. He continued walking, but he grit his teeth and clutched his head. He could see images of himself and a girl. They were both smiling. One thing that stood out was the girl and her bright red lips. He hissed from the pain, and began to walk drunkenly. When he got to the window, he looked up and saw the girl in the same condition he was in.
She was holding onto her head, muttering incoherent words as she looked up at him. "It hurts."
She says, staring at him with pained eyes. He nods, and reaches his hand out to her. She slowly reached out her small hand and put it in his. The way her small hand had fit into his hand made him content, but that only worsened his head pain. She flinched and pulled her hand away and began to shake, both her hands gripped her head.
He shut his eyes and began to hyperventilate. His teeth clenched as he saw images that he had never seen before. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry." A girl's haunting voice echoed throughout his head.He was confused and in pain, who did the voice belonged to? Why was she saying sorry? "I broke it. I broke it. I couldn't keep it. I'm sorry."
"HOW COULD YOU? How could you?" He could hear himself scream. Now, he couldn't see anything, all he saw was black. He dropped to the floor and leaned against the wall. The pain started to subside, and he slowly opened his eyes. Black. That was all he saw. He looked around, hoping to see the room he was in not so long ago. He couldn't.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." A girl appeared in front him. She was dead gorgeous, but she was crying. She slowly sunk to the floor, her heartbreaking sobs echoed throughout the room. He looked to his left and saw himself, glaring angrily at the poor girl.
"I fucking trusted you! Do you know what you've done!?" He roared, his hands were thrown up in the air with a frustrated growl.
The girl nodded her head, biting her lip, trying to hold in her heart wrenching sobs. "I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry..."
He saw himself scoff and rolled his eyes, "And what do you think saying sorry is going to do? Save our fucking lives?"
"I really didn't mean to, I swear." The girl hiccuped as she trembled, "They threatened me! They said they would kill you if I didn't tell them!"
He shook his head at the girl, "I can't believe this. DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE?"
The girl nodded, clutching her chest as she tried to breathe stably, trying to calm herself down. She looked up at him, and said words through her bright red lips that seem inaudible to him, but the other him exploded.
He was confused, so very confused. What was going on? Who was that girl? What were they fighting about? He closed his eyes and his eyebrows were knitted together. He opened his eyes again and he was back in the white room. The pain that was killing him before was gone. He glanced around the room, and remembered the girl.
The girl! Was she okay? Was she hurt? He quickly stood up and looked through the window. She was standing there, clutching her head, hissing in pain.
"Are you okay?" He said, after a couple moments of silence. He didn't know why, but he felt like he needed to protect her. He reached his hand through the open window. He gently grabbed her chin forcing her to look up at him with wide eyes, momentarily forgetting the pain.
He scanned her face, his eyes traveling up and down her face. With his other free hand, he brushed some of the hair that was covering her face and tucked it behind her ear. He frowned, "You look exactly like her..."
As he looked her in the eyes, she felt the pain go away. Her heart was aching, and wanted so badly to jump into his arms and have him comfort her. She knew she couldn't. She had done something horrible. She had committed a sin. He hated her for what she did and as a result, he lost his memory and she ran away.
"I'm sorry." She whispered, her voice so soft, but heart-breaking. She looked at him with pained eyes, "I'm so sorry."
He was confused, but felt so protective of her. He didn't know why, but his conscience was telling him that he needed to protect her. He, for some reason, hated seeing that look on her face. He cupped her face and asked, "Why? Why are you sorry?"
She shook her head and chuckled bitterly, "Nothing. All you need to do is know that I did something so terribly wrong."
She lifted up her slit wrist and showed him, "You see this? This is only one type of punishment I am receiving for committing a sin."
He frowned, "What sin?"
"Nothing that you need to know of." She smiled sadly at him, "Please just promise me one thing. Once you get out of here, live your life like how you wanted to. Become a singer that everyone will respect and look up to. Forget me, and fall in love with another girl that is worthy of your love and time."
Before he could respond, she had moved out of his grasp and walked off. He was dumbfounded, he didn't know what to say. Were they in a relationship before? What was the thing that destroyed their relationship? He couldn't think. All he could do, was watch the graceful girl move back near the trees. She turned around, and moved her bright red lips, "I love you, Jungkook. I love you so much."
Without another word, she slipped soundlessly back into the forest.
1 Year Later
Jungkook had fulfilled his dream of becoming a singer like the girl had told him, and was now in a popular group, BTS. He was found by the police in the forest, unconscious when his parents and the hospital realized that he was missing from his hospital bed.
Ever since that encounter with the girl, he couldn't stop thinking about her. He never questioned about what happened beforehand, but he suddenly was curious about the case. He casually sat down next to his favorite hyung, and asked, "Say, Hoseok-hyung."
"Mm?" The older one murmured, as he continued playing on his phone.
"You know the incident with me about a year ago right?" Jungkook pressed on.
That caught Hoseok's attention. "Yeah, what about it?"
"Who was the girl and what happened?"
"Oh, the girl. Im Soyi was your girlfriend. Apparently she was being stalked. The stalker threatened her to tell them what happened in her past or you would be harmed. Since she loved you, she told them about her past, which I think is super duper disturbing. Poor girl, she went through so much. Ah, anyways, you found out that the stalker knew what happened and flipped. Um... You went out to hunt the guy down, and he had a gun. You were nearly shot, but she saved you by shooting the guy. You were hit in the head with a bat before that, so you lost your memories and she was sent to jail. After you woke up, she and you both went missing. When you were found by police unconscious, they found her body a few kilometers away from where you were dead. Apparently, she was wearing a black dress and was wearing her favorite, her red lipstick. Um, her wrists her slit as well, but no-one could figure out how she died. Yeah, I guess that's all of it. Why?"
Jungkook shook his head, smiling in a bittersweet manner, "Don't worry hyung. Thanks."
He walked off and whispered, "I love you Soyi. I'm sorry I forgot everything."
"I love you too Jungkook. I'm so proud of you."
Jungkook smiled, laughing slightly as he felt her ghost hug him.
"I love you forever and ever."
genre: horror, angst, romance
group: bts
bias: jeon jungkook
Words are just like watercolor.
They can be painted on, but slowly washes away as it is brushed over with water.
Only faded words are left.
The chains are the words that keep me stuck in the past.
They don't let go, it's as if they don't want me to forget.
What is it that just won't let go?
When he woke up, all he could see was white. He rubbed his eyes, and turned to his side, only to face an open window. A soft breeze flowed through the window and sunny rays shone into the room.
He groaned and rolled off the bed. Slowly, he made his way over to the window. He was surrounded by trees, which made it look like there was no way out. He jumped in surprise when he heard the rustling of the trees and a shadow.
The shadow lurked in the trees, and took a step forward into the light. It was a girl. She walked out behind the trees. She wore a loose black dress, and was barefoot. Her skin was pale white, she had disheveled black hair that covered her eyes, but didn't cover her blood red lips. Her left wrist was slit and blood was puking from the cut and began to move down onto her hand.
His eyes widened out of fright and began to back away from the window. As he did so, the girl began to approach him. He continued to withdraw from the window until he bumped into a wall. The girl was now at the window. She looked up at him straight in the eye. His eyes widened as he met a pair of deep mahogany eyes that stared into his core. The fear he felt a couple of seconds ago started to evaporate.
He felt like he was being hypnotized by the intense look in her eyes. His eyes found its way out of her stare and moved down to her luscious red lips. She opened her mouth and spoke, "Come." He could feel tingles spasm throughout his body, as he did as he was told. He felt like a lifeless puppet that was being pulled on its strings.
As he walked closer to the window, his head started to hurt. He continued walking, but he grit his teeth and clutched his head. He could see images of himself and a girl. They were both smiling. One thing that stood out was the girl and her bright red lips. He hissed from the pain, and began to walk drunkenly. When he got to the window, he looked up and saw the girl in the same condition he was in.
She was holding onto her head, muttering incoherent words as she looked up at him. "It hurts."
She says, staring at him with pained eyes. He nods, and reaches his hand out to her. She slowly reached out her small hand and put it in his. The way her small hand had fit into his hand made him content, but that only worsened his head pain. She flinched and pulled her hand away and began to shake, both her hands gripped her head.
He shut his eyes and began to hyperventilate. His teeth clenched as he saw images that he had never seen before. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry." A girl's haunting voice echoed throughout his head.He was confused and in pain, who did the voice belonged to? Why was she saying sorry? "I broke it. I broke it. I couldn't keep it. I'm sorry."
"HOW COULD YOU? How could you?" He could hear himself scream. Now, he couldn't see anything, all he saw was black. He dropped to the floor and leaned against the wall. The pain started to subside, and he slowly opened his eyes. Black. That was all he saw. He looked around, hoping to see the room he was in not so long ago. He couldn't.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." A girl appeared in front him. She was dead gorgeous, but she was crying. She slowly sunk to the floor, her heartbreaking sobs echoed throughout the room. He looked to his left and saw himself, glaring angrily at the poor girl.
"I fucking trusted you! Do you know what you've done!?" He roared, his hands were thrown up in the air with a frustrated growl.
The girl nodded her head, biting her lip, trying to hold in her heart wrenching sobs. "I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry..."
He saw himself scoff and rolled his eyes, "And what do you think saying sorry is going to do? Save our fucking lives?"
"I really didn't mean to, I swear." The girl hiccuped as she trembled, "They threatened me! They said they would kill you if I didn't tell them!"
He shook his head at the girl, "I can't believe this. DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE?"
The girl nodded, clutching her chest as she tried to breathe stably, trying to calm herself down. She looked up at him, and said words through her bright red lips that seem inaudible to him, but the other him exploded.
He was confused, so very confused. What was going on? Who was that girl? What were they fighting about? He closed his eyes and his eyebrows were knitted together. He opened his eyes again and he was back in the white room. The pain that was killing him before was gone. He glanced around the room, and remembered the girl.
The girl! Was she okay? Was she hurt? He quickly stood up and looked through the window. She was standing there, clutching her head, hissing in pain.
"Are you okay?" He said, after a couple moments of silence. He didn't know why, but he felt like he needed to protect her. He reached his hand through the open window. He gently grabbed her chin forcing her to look up at him with wide eyes, momentarily forgetting the pain.
He scanned her face, his eyes traveling up and down her face. With his other free hand, he brushed some of the hair that was covering her face and tucked it behind her ear. He frowned, "You look exactly like her..."
As he looked her in the eyes, she felt the pain go away. Her heart was aching, and wanted so badly to jump into his arms and have him comfort her. She knew she couldn't. She had done something horrible. She had committed a sin. He hated her for what she did and as a result, he lost his memory and she ran away.
"I'm sorry." She whispered, her voice so soft, but heart-breaking. She looked at him with pained eyes, "I'm so sorry."
He was confused, but felt so protective of her. He didn't know why, but his conscience was telling him that he needed to protect her. He, for some reason, hated seeing that look on her face. He cupped her face and asked, "Why? Why are you sorry?"
She shook her head and chuckled bitterly, "Nothing. All you need to do is know that I did something so terribly wrong."
She lifted up her slit wrist and showed him, "You see this? This is only one type of punishment I am receiving for committing a sin."
He frowned, "What sin?"
"Nothing that you need to know of." She smiled sadly at him, "Please just promise me one thing. Once you get out of here, live your life like how you wanted to. Become a singer that everyone will respect and look up to. Forget me, and fall in love with another girl that is worthy of your love and time."
Before he could respond, she had moved out of his grasp and walked off. He was dumbfounded, he didn't know what to say. Were they in a relationship before? What was the thing that destroyed their relationship? He couldn't think. All he could do, was watch the graceful girl move back near the trees. She turned around, and moved her bright red lips, "I love you, Jungkook. I love you so much."
Without another word, she slipped soundlessly back into the forest.
1 Year Later
Jungkook had fulfilled his dream of becoming a singer like the girl had told him, and was now in a popular group, BTS. He was found by the police in the forest, unconscious when his parents and the hospital realized that he was missing from his hospital bed.
Ever since that encounter with the girl, he couldn't stop thinking about her. He never questioned about what happened beforehand, but he suddenly was curious about the case. He casually sat down next to his favorite hyung, and asked, "Say, Hoseok-hyung."
"Mm?" The older one murmured, as he continued playing on his phone.
"You know the incident with me about a year ago right?" Jungkook pressed on.
That caught Hoseok's attention. "Yeah, what about it?"
"Who was the girl and what happened?"
"Oh, the girl. Im Soyi was your girlfriend. Apparently she was being stalked. The stalker threatened her to tell them what happened in her past or you would be harmed. Since she loved you, she told them about her past, which I think is super duper disturbing. Poor girl, she went through so much. Ah, anyways, you found out that the stalker knew what happened and flipped. Um... You went out to hunt the guy down, and he had a gun. You were nearly shot, but she saved you by shooting the guy. You were hit in the head with a bat before that, so you lost your memories and she was sent to jail. After you woke up, she and you both went missing. When you were found by police unconscious, they found her body a few kilometers away from where you were dead. Apparently, she was wearing a black dress and was wearing her favorite, her red lipstick. Um, her wrists her slit as well, but no-one could figure out how she died. Yeah, I guess that's all of it. Why?"
Jungkook shook his head, smiling in a bittersweet manner, "Don't worry hyung. Thanks."
He walked off and whispered, "I love you Soyi. I'm sorry I forgot everything."
"I love you too Jungkook. I'm so proud of you."
Jungkook smiled, laughing slightly as he felt her ghost hug him.
"I love you forever and ever."
Notes
Enjoy! This is a one-shot that I have created by my brain! If you had no idea what just happened, I apologize. I was in a trance whilst writing this. Anyhow, here is the first jungkook one-shot! I hope more people will start requesting! I love being challenged with peoples' requests ^^
Woooow~~ thank you! I LOVE IT! ^^ <3
9/18/15