Jessica POV

I opened my eyes slowly , i feel my hand were heavy . I looked at my left and saw some wire attached to my hands . A wire of water and a wire of blood . I looked at my hand which is wrapped with white fabric .

" C-can i draw again .. ? " I asked myself . Then i heard the door of my room opened , i looked at the door . There is my parent , Ms . Xi , Baekhyun and ... Lu .. Han ..

" You already woke up ! " Omma ran to me and hugged me tightly . I smiled alittle , " Y-yeah .. " Omma broke the hug , i looked at them . " What all of you doing here ? " I asked .

" Of course , we wanted to visit you . We all so worried about you ! " Ms . Xi said and smiled . I smiled back , " Komawo , Ms . Xi . " I thanked Ms . Xi and bowed .

Then my parent and Ms . Xi left the room . There is only me , Baekhyun and Luhan . It was awkward . they sat beside me . I cleared my throat , " E-erk , if both of you don ' t really wanted to visit me , it ' s okay . You can just go back home , if both of you want too . " .

Baekhyun and Luhan looked at each other and smiled . " Im sorry , because just left you and dissapeared like that . I had emergency and ill tell the truth , 1 day i spend with the girl i liked or my girlfriend and the other day i spend with my family . " Luhan said .

' G-girlfriend ? 1 day ? .. ' My heart broken when heard Luhan told me that , my smile fadded . " How was your hand ? " Baekhyun asked . I still think of Luhan .

" Hello .. Are you hearing me , Park Jessica ? " Baekhyun asked . I startled , " Y-yeah , im sorry . W-what did you just said just now ? " I asked again and smiled .

Baekhyun and Luhan laughed . " Im ask you , How was your hand ? " Baekhyun asked again . I make a fake smile , " It ' s good , i can even does anything with my hand now . " I being a liar , acctually my hand is hurt if i move it . I practise before they came , i can ' t hold anything with my right hand . Only my left hand can do anything .

" Ahh , that ' s good to hear . We were worried , about you . We scared that you can ' t do anything anymore with your right hand . " Luhan said . I make a fake smile again , ' Yeah .. I can ' t do anything with my right hand .. ' I said in my mind .

" Erm , we gonna left now . The time for visit already end . Anneyong ! " Baekhyun and Luhan waved and left the room . I waved back with my left hand .

I looked at my right hand , " Park Jessica , you gonna be alright .. I know you will .. Your hand will be okay .. I know .. " I start to cry . I tried to move it , but it ' s not moving and it ' s hurt .

" P-please move .. " I tried once again . It 's not moving , " P-please move !! " I cried hardly . I grabbed my right hand with my left hand , tried to move it , eventhought i feel like im holding a doll hand .

I took a deep breath , " Why can ' t the glass piece stabbed into my heart ? " I cried . I looked beside me , there is a gift from Luhan . It ' s a bracelet , i took it and the card which with it with my left hand .

Dear my bestfriend , Park Jessica .

Im sorry because i left you and just dissapeared like that for 2 days . I know , you must be mad at me . I dissapeared for 2 days because i had some emergency , 1 day with the girl i liked / girlfriend . We were dating and the other day my family had some emergency thing so i had to follow them . Im sorry again because not even telling you anything . I promise to not leave you , not to ignore you just like that and i promise to be Forever With You . I get a bracelet for you when i with my girlfriend were dating . Hope you like it !

' I don ' t know what to feel , my mood is mixed with happy and sad . He already had a girlfriend , went dating for 1 day . I should be happy for he , but i love him . ' I said in my mind .
I took the bracelet and wore it at my right hand . " You promised to me , Xi Luhan . " I smiled .

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