I was laying on my bed and thought about the whole situation. My phone rang non-stop. It was Suho. I knew it without even looking at my phone. Tae Yong wasn't home and I listened to some music. I had the feeling that my nerves could explode every secound because of Suhos phonecalls. How could I speak with him like nothing had happened?

He cheated on me. He had another girl which was a way more prettier than me. And what I did? I cheated on him, too. I kissed Chanyeol. This felt like a bad joke. I didn't want to see Suho ever again. But how could I do that. In school I woud see him everyday.

I had no one to talk with. Chanyeol wasn't always the answer for my questions. And Hyuna or Tae Yong did not know anything about the situation. They still thought I would be in a relationship with Chanyeol. But I really needed someone to talk to. Too many questions were crossing my mind. Why I even tried to have a relationship with my teacher? Why I used Chanyeol as my boyfriend? Why I was such a fool?

As I thought about it I wanted to start crying. But I was filled with anger and frustration. And also Suho didn't stop calling me. I gave up and grabbed my phone. "Yeah?" I asked. "Are you okay?" He asked like nothing had happen. "How should I." "What's the matter?" "I don't talk with you about this over a phone. We need to talk in person!" I felt that Suho nodded. "Do you want to come to me?" "Tae Yong isn't home. So I would like you to come to me." I said as normal as I could and hang up even if he wanted to say something.

Only a few minutes later I heard the sound of the doorbell. I opened the door and before Suho could hug or kiss me I went inside the living room. Suho followed me and sat down next to me. Even if he betrayed me. My heart was beating so fast as I saw his good looking body.

"Here I am." Suho said. I only nodded while looking at the television which wasn't on. "So. What's the matter?" He asked. "You should know it the best. YOU should know what's wrong with me!" Suho made a worried face. "I don't know what's..."

"Why are you even lying! I saw you. Yesterday. With that girl. Do you love her? Is she older than me? Of course she must be older." Suho stood up and placed himself in front of me. His eyes focused mine. "Do you really want to know who the girl is?" He asked while whipping my tears away. "She is my sister! The first time you visit me, you saw a picture of me and a girl. And I told you this girl is my sister!" He said. And somehow I believed him. The girl on the photo and the girl he held hands with were the same. Exactly the same.

I cried even more because I realized I was so dumb. Suho hugged me. Gentle. "I would never cheat on you. You are my everything. I will never let you go!" Then he kissed me and I had nothing against. I let it happen. *We should go upstairs.* I whispered in his ear. He nodded. And we both get upstairs.

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Here comes the smut. (If you can call it like that)

He dragged me at my bed and started undressing himself. I loved the view over his abs. It hasn't changed since I last saw him like this. *I like what I see* I whispered. He formed a smile with his lips. He was naked. Completely naked. He started kissing me again. But it made no fun as long as I was dressed. Also Suho noticed and slowly started undressing myself, too.

We both were naked now. I stroke over his chest and felt his amazing abs. He was laying over me. And slowly started moving. It didn't hurt so much as we did it the first time. Now it was only a pleasure to feel him inside me. *Have I ever told you that I love you?* I whispered. He smirked and gave me a long kiss while moving faster and faster. I bite his lips because I was comming and so did he. *You are amazing* He whispered.

Notes

Erm. I'm a little bit shocked about myself right now.
I think I should stop here and I don't want to talk so much yet.
I'm feeling a lil' bit awkward. But I hope you like it.
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