Our Story

A few days past since they last came to see me.
The doctor said that I had a bruise across my stomach but no internal damage, but what was the use in telling me that now. They had gone. Left me...
I lay in bed and pick up my phone, I glance at the screen saver which is a picture of BamBam and Xuimin sleeping at my house.
I shake as I slowly type in a message to BamBam

To: Bambi.
From: Bunny.

Bambi, How are you? Have you been well? I am fine... Please text back.... I miss you....
(End of message)

I didn't expect him to answer... I have texted him non-stop and he never answers, I sigh and type a message to Xuimin...


To: Xuimin.
From: Bunny.

Oppa... Have you been well? You've been eating properly , right? The doctor says I'm ok... Text me soon.....

I send it and sigh as I send V two words.... * I can't do this...*

To:V
From: Bunny.

Good bye...

I chuck my phone on to the bed as I drag myself to my feet and walk out the room...
I walk aimlessly as I glance out of the windows I pass... I see a bird flying...
*I want to fly away...*
I start walking up the stairs until I reach the roof.... I slowly open the door and feel the breeze gently touch my face... Every step I take forward, I think about the people who'd miss me...
*My mum..... That's it.*
Then I start thinking of people who wouldn't...
*V, Xuimin, BamBam, JB, the rest of Got7 and Bangtan... My 14 angels...*
I tear up as I reach the ledge and I gently climb up... I can see all the cars below.. It's pretty...
I smile and say "I will fly away... I will disappear like the wind..." I take one last look behind me and smile as I jump...
As I begin to fall I feel someone grab onto my hand. I am left hanging over the side of a busy road and reality finally hits me so I grip tightly to the hand.
"Help! Someone, Help!" I hear a familiar voice scream. I hear footsteps running to us and then I am quickly yanked back up onto the roof.
I look at them soullessly and they are all sat down panting...
"I was going to fly..." I say and I feel someone grab my shoulders.
"Why?! Why were you going to fly?! What would that do?!" I see him crying.
I say with a blank expression "If I fly away, I disappear like the wind... leaving no trace or memories so others won't be hurt... Nobody misses the wind...."
I see everyone crying around me but I don't feel any emotion, right now...
*Why are they crying? They all look familiar... I don't remember them...*

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