My Idol Life

Theresa's POV

i woke up and changed into this


i walked out and saw Kang Joon oppa and Sunny unnie playing with the twins

Me-morning

Them-morning

Me-do you guys have a schedule today?

Sunny-not me

Kang Joon-i will soon and be back by 1

Me-can you guys watch over the twins i have to go somewhere important

they nodded

Me-call me if you need me

they nodded and i left i went to the flower shop bought white lilies and went to the cemetery to my parents grave knelt down and place flowers on it

Me-annyeonghaseyo umma appa its your death anniversary idk if JB oppa knows but whatever as you can see i became an idol i've been busy but i'm happy that im working with JB oppa even though we barely see each other and also i've been hurt many times physically and verbally but its ok i'm a tough girl and guess what i meant the daughter of the guy that murdered you guys i wanted to find him and kill him so bad but if i did i would be the one getting killed well i'll try to come visit often i really miss you guys saranghaeyo appa and umma

i smiled stood up and turned around and saw JB

Me-oppa

JB-i came to visit them as well so w8 for me

i nodded he knelt down

JB-annyeong appa umma well i do remember your death anniversary unlike someone who said i didnt know

Me-oppa i said idk if you remembered

JB-anyways i've been protecting her so dont worry Jr is helping me out so trust me and you know Mark right the one who broke her heart he's engaged to the murder's daughter unbelievable right

i giggled silently at his actions

JB-i'm happy that i finally got to see my dongsaeng after many years we finally met its been about a month or 2 since we found each other but actually i found her first for many years now ever since she was a trainee she didnt know i was oppa so i decided to play cool until one day i surprised her at the concert so yeah i'll try to visit often too saranghae

he stood up and we started walking

Me-i'm jealous of other ppl

JB-waeyo?

Me-becuz they have parents

JB-but look at Mark Jackson and BamBam their parents arent here with them either

Me-but their parents are still alive plus Mark met his parents in Japan Jackson when we went to Hong Kong and BamBam when you guys went to Thailand

JB-you have a point well i have to go lets talk later

i nodded he left while i walked alone until someone took my hand i looked and saw Jungkook

Me-Jungkook

Jungkook-annyeong noona

he let go of my hand

Me-whats up?

Jungkook-i need tutoring

Me-seriously you went to find me so you can ask me to tutor you?

he nodded

Me-fine lets head to JYP ok?

Jungkook-ok noona

we headed to JYP and into the lounge he got all his books out

Me-yah you have got to be kidding me Jungkook

Jungkook-its every subject

Me-yah

i smacked his head and he held it in pain

Jungkook-noona that hurts and you still have in it you

Me-hehe mian

Jungkook-aish noona i'm sorry that i'm stupid

Me-you need to study more often ok?

Jungkook-i will after you tutor me noona

i started tutoring him in each subject then i sat down as he did his work then someone opened the door it was Mark and he was with Tess

Mark-oh you're using the lounge?

Me-yeah i'm tutoring

Jungkook-annyeong hyung

Mark-annyeong Jungkook well we'll be leaving then

Tess-no lets stay and talk in here

Mark-Tess

she handed me and invitation

Tess-our wedding has been moving up so our wedding is next week

Me-EH?!?!?!?

Jungkook-HYUNG!~

then someone ran in it was JB Jr and Jackson

Jackson-we heard yelling

Mark-Theresa this is not what it looks like

Me-whatever

Jr-what you do now?

Tess-i just gave her and invite to our wedding next week

JB-YAH NEXT WEEK WHY DIDNT YOU TELL US?!?!?!?!?

Mark-we were

Jackson-aish hyung you are the worst

Me-tell me about it Jungkook-ah you done?

Jungkook-no but lets go somewhere else

he packed all his things and we left and went to the cafe as Jungkook worked i sat there looking at the invite

Jungkook-noona you ok?

i looked at him and nodded he put his pencil down

Jungkook-you are not ok you love hyung why are you letting him go?

Me-i cant control his life Jungkook-ah

Jungkook-but still you need to tell him you still have feelings

Me-whats the point he already gave up on me might as well give up on him

he stayed silent and continue doing his homework i ordered food for us we ate as he worked

Jungkook-i still think you guys look good together noona

Me-everyone says that

Jungkook-its true

Me-well seems like you're done eating and going your homework so go to your practice

Jungkook-ok i'll see you later noona

before he left he kissed my cheek

Me-what was that for?

Jungkook-for tutoring and stay strong fighting!

he smiled and left i sat there for awhile until someone sat down in front of me it was Mark

Mark-we need to talk

Me-about?

Mark-us

Me-what us? we broke up and you're engaged

Mark-look you know i dont want to marry her

Me-but you're still going to marry her thats nice

Mark-listen

Me-look i really dont want to talk to you right now so i'm leaving

i stood up and walked out went to the park and sat on the bench i decided to open up the invitation

Me-you are invited to Tess and Mark's wedding next Saturday @ 12pm at this location

it was the address of the place

Me-hope you can make it to watch us get married next week you wont regret coming

after i read it i sat there crying thinking about the memories i had with Mark then it started raining but i didnt care so i cried in the rain for an hour until there was an umbrella covering me

????-Theresa?

i looked up and saw Jr so i hugged him and cried

Jr-what are you doing out here in the rain

Me-c-crying

Jr-poor Theresa

he held me tightly in his embrace

Jr-lets take you back to your dorm

we headed to my dorm he unlock the door and he set me down on the couch

Jr-go take a shower so that you wont get sick ok?

i nodded

Jr-and dont worry i wont go anywhere but i will need to go buy food so will you be ok alone?

i nodded he kissed my cheek and left i took a shower and changed into this
(pick one)

i walked out with a towel around my shoulders and saw Jr cooking so i walked next to him

Jr-hungry?

i nodded with a smile

Jr-just w8 i'm almost done ok?

i nodded i put the towel away and turned on the TV

Reporter-so its been confirmed Mark from GOT7 will be getting married next week he will be the first member of GOT7 to get married

i turned off the TV grabbed a pillow shoved it in my face and screamed and put the pillow down

Jr-you know screaming wont help right

Me-yeah

i sighed then he placed soup in front of me and we both started eating

Jr-so tell me why were you crying?

Me-i was crying for a stupid reason

Jr-is it about Mark?

Me-yup

Jr-you have to get over him

Me-yeah i'm trying

Jr-oh and i told Jackson you will be sleeping at your dorm for tonight

Me-thx anyways i thought Mark already told you guys they were getting married next week

Jr-no we don't know anything unless Tess is with him

Me-of course Tess this Tess that what a skank

Jr-hey thats not nice

Me-you know its true

Jr-yeah

we both laughed we both were done eating so we did the dishes then sat back down on the couch

Me-what do you want to do?

Jr-lets watch a movie

Me-you pick

Jr-ok

he obviously picked a horror movie we turned off the lights and sat next to each other he put an arm around me as a scoot closer we kept watching until the ghost popped onto the screen i screamed and hid my face on Jr's chest

Jr-dont be scared i'm here to protect you

finally the movie was over we walked into my room i laid on my bed as Jr tuck me in

Jr-night

he kissed my forehead he was about to leave until i grabbed his hand he turned around

Me-can you stay here with me?

Jr-scared?

i nodded he smiled then laid down next to me

Jr-what are you doing tomorrow?

Me-probably lay in bed sick

Jr-you got that right how long were you outside?

Me-an hour

Jr-in the rain? man you have guts girl

i laughed then i turned to face him and so did he

Me-so what arw you doing tomorrow?

Jr-probably watching over you while you're sick

Me-you got that right

Jr-what am i gonna do without you?

Me-hmm you will miss me for sure and you will be lonely without me like who do i talk to about my relationship problems?

Jr-the first one of course i will miss you and second i won't be lonely and plus i can ask someone else

we both laughed and i yawned he wrapped and arm around me and pat my back

Jr-go to sleep

Me-i cant

Jr-i'll sing for you then

i nodded he started sing Forever Young as a slowly fall asleep

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