My Idol Life

Theresa's POV

i was surprise when i saw that GOT7 walked into the practice room

BamBam-Theresa noona?

Me-uh annyeong

Min-you know them already?

Me-i go to school with them

YoungJae-how do you know Miss A noona's

Me-um about that

Min-i'm

i covered her mouth and she bit my hand so i let go

Min-i'm her cousin

Them-eh?!?!?!?

Me-yeah i'm her cousin do you guys have a problem

Mark-i do

Me-yah what's your problem?

Mark-yah?

Min-be respectful Theresa you weren't like this before

Me-i'm not like my old self because i lost everything!

they all looked at me

Min-calm down

Me-i can't i changed i lost everything appa umma even oppa i have no one

Min-Theresa.......

Me-you know what just leave me alone

i walked out of the practice room and to the roof top and started crying

Me-i wish i wasn't even born

????-A~ that's not the right thing to say

i looked saw Jackson and Jr they sat down next to me

Jr-are you ok?

Me-does it look like it

Jackson-can you tell us what happened in your past?

i told them everything about my past (one thing you didn't know was that someone was listening too)

Jr-you had a tough time huh?

i nodded then all of a sudden he hugged me and pat my back lightly

Jr-its ok cry it all out but you know your umma and appa won't be smiling if you're not smiling they are living a good life up there and they want to challenge to see if you can be fine without them

he let go and make me look at him

Jr-so smile ok?

i nodded

Jackson-you know what will make you smile?

Me-what?

Jackson-a rap

Me-what rap?

Jackson started stating his rap from "A" and it made me laugh

Me-PD-nim make you memorize that by stating it like that?

he nodded

Jr-feeling better?

i nodded

Jr-now lets go apologize to Min noona

Me-ani i'm not apologizing i've held my anger long enough so i don't want to apologize

Jackson-we'll make you

he put me over his shoulder while i pound his back really hard but he kept going

Me-oppa~ plz let me down

Jackson-you're cute but no

so i kept pounding on his back until we got down to the practice room then he let me down

Jackson-you know that hurt right

Me-you know what would hurt more?

Jackson-what?

i was about to kick him in the area but Jr pulled me away

Me-come on Jr oppa just this once

i did some aegyo so he would let me go

Jr-awh you're so cute

then he pinch my cheek

Jr-but no

Me-fine

i turned around and saw the others looking at me then Min hugged me

Min-mian

Me-you did nothing why are you sorry?

Min-for saying you changed

Me-no i agree with you on that

then she let go

Min-then you apologize to Mark

i looked and saw him with a smirk on his face i walked up to him

Me-i'm sorry for not being sorry

Mark-yah you little...

Me-mehrong~

i stuck my tongue at him then ran and hid behind Jr

JB-awh look at her hiding behind Jr do you have a crush on him?

i walked out

Me-yah oppa i don't plus i've had a boyfriend

the guys were in shock except Mark

Mark-i knew it

i was about to run and smack his but JB held me back

Me-why do you guys always hold me back when i'm about to beat someone up

Jackson-even though we barely know you it feels like when you want to beat up someone blood will be involved

Me-you got that right

Min-well Tee focus you're here to practice with us

Me-but unnie~

Min-yah you're a trainee here so listen to me since im you're sunbae

Me-ight

i started dancing and singing then i was done

Me-happy?

they all looked at me in shock

Fei-wow your voice

Me-what about it?

Min-since they've never heard you sing they're surprise how beautiful your voice was

Me-well am i done sunbae?

Min-fine i'll meet you at home

JB-noona can we take her out to eat

Me-eh?!?!?

Min-sure

Me-unnie!~

i whined

Min-you need to get some friends

Me-i do Ailee and JiYeon plus friends back in the states beat that

Min-just go eat with them its not gonna hurt you

Me-i'll end up hurting one of them

BamBam-true

Me-see even BamBam agrees so i'm gonna go home

Min-are we gonna start arguing?

Me-pretty much

Jackson-i like how she's so straightforward

Min-someone carry

i turned around and watched the 7 of them

Me-fine i'll go

i grabbed my bag and we walked outside

Me-ugh where are we gonna go?

JB-just follow us

Me-ugh~

Mark-yah stop whining

Me-yah i'm the maknae in my family so i whine a lot

Mark-makes sense why you're weird

Me-why you little......

Jackson held me back

Me-why are we walking?

YugYeom-you don't want to walk noona?

i shook my head as i walked someone squatted down in front of me and it was Jr

Jr-get on

Me-its ok i'll be fine

Jr-i'm only asking once

Me-but my bag

Jackson took my bag

Jackson-madam

i giggled and got on Jr's back

Jr-you just giggled didn't you

Me-no i didn't

Jr-oh and you're really light

Me-so you thought i was heavy?

Jr-any

Me-sure

Jackson-just saying you did giggle Tee

then i pulled on his ear

Jackson-ah! let go of my ear

Me-say i didn't giggle

Jackson-i didn't giggle

Me-hahaha you funny bro

Jackson-fine you didn't giggle

i let go of his ear

JB-woah his ear is red

Jackson-thx Theresa

Me-your welcome

i said with a smile

YugYeom-you have a beautiful smile noona

Me-gomawo YugYeom-ah

Jr-we're here

we were at a cafe

Me-woah its so pretty

i got off of Jr's back and we walked in we ate then i started walking home but i felt like someone was following me so i turned around and saw no one so i kept walking then someone pulled me behind i tree kissed me on the lips then ran away i looked and he was wearing the same thing as Jr but it couldn't be him like why would he do that i got home and went to sleep

*next day*

i woke up and wore this
as i walked to school it was chilly since it was fall and i kept thinking about who kissed i kept walking and didn't notice that i just walked into the school until i bumped into someone

Me-sorry

?????-Theresa?

Me-oh annyeong JB oppa

JB-annyeong i like your outfit

Me-thx well i like your uniform

JB-that's a lie

Me-ik

????-hey JB who are you talking to your girlfriend?

i turned around and saw Mark

Mark-woah you look different today?

Me-is that suppose to be a compliment?

Mark-you can say that

Me-well i better go before your fans/stalkers attack so i'll see you in class

i walked to class and sat in my seat and i never notice that Jr sits in front of me

Me-annyeong Jr

Jr-annyeong Theresa you look beautiful today

Me-gomawo

Jr-i still can't believe you're a trainee at JYP

Me-yeah no one notices me so i'm good

i got out my sketchbook and started drawing

Jr-what are you drawing?

Me-you

Jr-me why?

Me-to thank you

Jr-for?

Me-carrying me and comforting me yesterday after i'm done with yours i also have to do Jackson oppa because he comforted me and carried my bag yesterday

Jr-you know you're different when you're not mad

Me-really you just notice that?

Jr-you're also cute and whiny

Me-you're cute to oppa

i pinched his cheek

Jr-apayo

Me-pay back

Jr-for?

Me-pinching my cheeks yesterday

Jr-when?

Me-when you comfort me

Jr-ah that time

Me-finished here

i gave it to him

Jr-woah gomawo Tee

he pinched my cheeks

Me-yah watch it

he smiled and i smiled back class started but i didn't have to pay attention so i started drawing Jackson i finished when class finished

Me-Jackson oppa~

Jackson-waeyo?

Me-here

i gave him the picture of him i drew

Jackson-awh gomawo but why did you draw it?

Me-a thank you gift for yesterday

Jackson-yesterday?

Me-you know when you made me laugh when you stated your rap and for carrying my bag

Jackson-oh well thx again

he left then i saw Ailee and JiYeon

Me-unnies

they turned around and waved

JiYeon-looks like you're finally close to GOT7

Me-only some of the members

Ailee-who?

Me-Jr oppa Jackson oppa JB oppa BamBam and YugYeom

Ailee-not close to Mark or YoungJae?

Me-i would be close to YoungJae but like he's keeping his distance away from me

JiYeon-he's just awkward around just like when we met GOT7 he's distance at first but then he'll get comfortable around you soon

Me-ah so what should we do?

????-lets go practice our performance

someone put their arm around me i looked and saw JB then i saw Jr and Jackson

Me-our Mirotic performance?

Ailee-now?

Jr-yeah

Me-but what about JiYeon unnie?

i said with a pout

Jr-you're so cute

he pinched my cheek

Me-yah

i pinched his cheeks really hard

Jr-y-y-yah apayo

i let go

JB-is there something going on between you two?

Us-aniyo

Jackson-something seems fishy

Me-your breath

then i walked to the dance room and they followed we started practiced a couple of times and then we're done

Ailee-wow Theresa your voice is amazing

Me-thx

we looked and saw Mark

Mark-yah Theresa let's talk

Me-waeyo? i have nothing to say to you

Mark-yah let's go

he grabbed my arm and led me to an abandon classroom and locked the door

Me-waeyo?

i sat down he walked close to me and examined me

Mark-you look familiar do i know you?

Me-maybe you do maybe you don't because i don't remember you

Mark-you sure?

Me-unless you're not Mark Tuna

Mark-yah its Tuan

Me-ah it is you

Mark-then you must be that Tee-sa

Me-well nice to see you again well annyeong

Mark-hold up how's your oppa

Me-idk you tell me

i left the classroom

*i can't believe its that Mark the one who use to be my close friend when i was young. well he looks hotter than before but then again Jr oppa is cute. w8 a minute do i have a crush on those two what am i gonna do*

????-THERESA!!!!!!!!

Me-huh?

i look and saw Ailee and JiYeon

JiYeon-are you ok? we said your name like 30 times

Me-yeah i was just in deep thoughts

Ailee-about guys?

Me-ani

Ailee-liar

they started bothering me so i would tell them what i was thinking so i ignored them and we headed to lunch

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