Days Thereafter

His face comes a little closer

*Beep* *Beep*

His breath is on my cheek.

*Beep* *Beep*
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I open my eyes and hear my alarm. I turn my head and shut it off.

It was a dream? That was too real to be a dream though…

I put my feet over the edge of the bed and stand up, only to sit back down. My head is swimming around in circles and a throbbing pulse in my temples. I get up and head towards the medicine on my dresser when it hits me. The vile churning of my stomach that makes me double over and hold my mouth at the same time. I run to the bathroom and throw up everything. I feel exhausted, sweaty, and disgusting, and I look it too. My eyeliner and mascara smudged around my eyes and beads of sweat are sitting on my forehead. Before anyone can spot me, I run back to my room and get my stuff together for a shower.

The water runs over my skin, cleaning off the sweat, makeup, and the smell of alcohol from the night before. My shower doesn’t take long, and neither does getting ready. I go out for breakfast and the table set for only Mr.& Mrs. Kim and I.

“Mrs. Kim? Where is Taehyung?”

“His company has him at their dorm. They’re getting ready for a comeback!” She says with the biggest smile on her face. She sets down a bowl a porridge and we all eat in silence.
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Classes went by slower today as well. I forgot Jin would be with them, so I’m left alone for lunch. This whole day seems to be dragging, but goes by in a blur. I walk home silently and alone.

I get to my room and plop down on the down, my face in the pillows.

*Vrrrrt* *Vrrrrt* My phone buzzes.

I hurriedly sit up and read the text.

From: Jin oppa

Mianhe!!!! I forgot to tell you about our schedule!!! Why don’t you come to our studio and hang out with us and I’ll buy you something yummy to eat?? Forgive me and come!

I was not about to pass up this opportunity. They were the only friends I had, they were certainly more open to talking to me than my classmates. I left the house and hailed a taxi and made my way to Big Hit Entertainment.

Once I got there I made my way up to second hall and started roaming about. I had no clue where I was going. So far the rooms I looked into were empty or had staff that looked a little surprised to see me running about. I’m at the last hallway and look into the first door on the left. There’s a light on which is a good signal, then I can hear the music.;it starts of with a nice melody. Someone steps forward, their back to me, facing the mirrored wall. It’s Rap Monster.

He’s called Rap Monster for a good reason.

The melody starts turning harsher, more angry, and so does Rap Monster’s rap. He’s not the only one here though, Suga, Jin, V, and Jungkook are all sitting together in a corner, talking. I put my hand on the door handle when a hand comes from behind me and grabs my wrist. The person spins me to face them. I look up at them, completely startled.

“Mianhe, I just want to apologize for what happened last night.”

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