Tell me Good-Bye
Confession
[Recap]
"Get out please. I want to be alone for now." Minah said
I turn my back on them. I could hear footsteps going out. Jackson told me if I need anything to just call him any time. The door opens and closed. I grab my phone and went through my
contacts list. I made a call but he didn't answer. Han didn't answer the phone, he always answer my calls...Of course, why would he...Han is no longer here anymore. Ever since that day everything has changed.
Jin's Pov----
Jungkook and Hoseok left to do something....Namjoon, Jimin, V, Suga went to the arcade. I'm left alone here. I went to a near by convenient store and bought some soju. Since I'm old enough, it was easy. I started drinking bottles after bottles I went to my room and grab my phone. I unlock it and I saw a picture of me and Minah as my wallpaper. I decided to give her a call....
Your Pov----
Xiumin, Tao, and Sehun also stop by to check on me after everyone left. I decided to go visit Junsu. I was one-third of getting to his room but I forgot my phone so I went back to get it. I went to the table stand and grab my phone. I was on my way out when my phone sudden;y starts ringing. I check the caller I.D....It was Jin. I hesitated if I should answer it or not. The ringing finally died out but it started ringing again. On the fifth ring I picked up.
"Yobosaeyo"
"Min-ah, I hear your voice that made me smile in hallucination after we broke up. My body and mind have became so distress, I cant even hold up a spoon when I eat. I avoid the streets we used to go frequently. I have nothing to do so I watch dramas in marathons. I don't want you to notice how gaunt I've have become. So on the outside, I'll try to act like I'm not sick, like I'm okay. It kills me to try to hide it....I get into fights just to calm the pain inside of me that doesn't stop the pain though, and I feel like I'm at a standstill. I set fire to pictures of us, I ripped it into pieces...but the scent of it burning brings back nostalgic memories. I thought I'd be able to to withstand it alone but no, I was wrong...."
"Yah! Jin-ah, are you drunk right now?" I ask
".....I force myself to adjust to this changed life style. I thought we'd be forever but it's not going how my heart planned. I looked fine on the outside but inside, it's a mess. I miss you so much at this very moment, what do I do? I don't want to shed any tears. i don't want to believe in anything you're forcing me to believe, What do I do? This is something that happens to every couple but why does it feel different to me? When I let go of you and cleaned up of what was left of our relationship, I thought I was being cool, but I was wrong, I should've held you back. I always ask myself whether there will be another chance. But I just blame myself for not preparing an umbrella for the monsoon that are farewells..."
"Jin-ah, I'm going to hang up if-" He cuts me off
"I want to to regain my confidence, what do I do? to meet you again, to confess my love again, to start all over gain, to be in love again, to erase again it again, to break up again, I don't care if more painful days will repeat themselves...my eyes are focused up at the empty ceiling. I'm up even without the sun in the morning. What do I do? Are you happy?"
"Anni...I'm hurting as much as you are...." I ended the call
I feel my cheeks getting wet. I chuckle lightly and let out a sigh. Why am I even crying? Am I happy? I must be getting crazier by the day. I decided not to visit Junsu. i don't want him to see me like this. I went back to my room and curled into a ball under the blankets. I started crying even more. After hearing what Jin had said to me....Am I happy? Mianhe for hurting you, Jin. I cried for at least thirty minutes before I fell asleep.
Jin's Pov----
After I called Min-ah, I felt a little bit better. I blacked out after drinking so much. When I woke up sober, I had a major head ache. I went and took a shower. After I came out It was four-thirty in the afternoon, I just remember that I have to give Suzy her phone.
"Hyung, If you're going to drink you should have called us to drink with you." Namjoon said
"Feeling better now? Min-ah called us saying that you called her while drunk and said some weird stuff." Jimin ask
"Bweol? I called her? I don't remember doing anything like that...Aish, I must have something stupid." I face palm myself
"Eodi?" Suga ask
"To meet someone."
I head out to the park, where I met Suzy. When I got there I saw Suzy with another girl, It must be Min the girl I text. i waved to them and they waved back. I head over them.
"Mianhe, you both must have been waiting for a long time." I bow
"Anniyo, we just arrived." Suzy shook her head
"You must be Min, the person I contacted?"
"Ah, I'm Fei. The girl running over here is actually Min." She pointed behind me
"Oh....here, your phone." I hand it over
"Gamsahmnida, Um, can I get your number?"
"Sure it's xx-xxx-xxx"
Suga's Pov-----
I follow where Jin is going. is he hiding something from us? We reached a park. I hid behind a parked car. Jin went over to two girls seating on a bench. Is he over Min-ah already. There was another girl running toward them. Another girl...I observe from afar so I can't hear what they are talking about. I see Jin hand something to one of the girl. After Jin left I went up to them (girls). I tap one of them on the shoulder. She turned back and gave me a weird look. I cleared my throat and ask her....
"Um, I was wondering what type of relationship do you have with me friend Jin? He never told me about you girls." I ask
"Oh, I met him a few days ago...he was returning my phone to me. I'm Suzy. This is Min and Fei."
"Oh, Suga-mnida, mianhe if I bothered you." I bow
"Gwenchanna, but does Jin have a girlfriend? If you don't mind can you tell me." Suzy ask
"Its complicated but I could tell you more another time. Unless, you girls have time right now?"
"Get out please. I want to be alone for now." Minah said
I turn my back on them. I could hear footsteps going out. Jackson told me if I need anything to just call him any time. The door opens and closed. I grab my phone and went through my
contacts list. I made a call but he didn't answer. Han didn't answer the phone, he always answer my calls...Of course, why would he...Han is no longer here anymore. Ever since that day everything has changed.
Jin's Pov----
Jungkook and Hoseok left to do something....Namjoon, Jimin, V, Suga went to the arcade. I'm left alone here. I went to a near by convenient store and bought some soju. Since I'm old enough, it was easy. I started drinking bottles after bottles I went to my room and grab my phone. I unlock it and I saw a picture of me and Minah as my wallpaper. I decided to give her a call....
Your Pov----
Xiumin, Tao, and Sehun also stop by to check on me after everyone left. I decided to go visit Junsu. I was one-third of getting to his room but I forgot my phone so I went back to get it. I went to the table stand and grab my phone. I was on my way out when my phone sudden;y starts ringing. I check the caller I.D....It was Jin. I hesitated if I should answer it or not. The ringing finally died out but it started ringing again. On the fifth ring I picked up.
"Yobosaeyo"
"Min-ah, I hear your voice that made me smile in hallucination after we broke up. My body and mind have became so distress, I cant even hold up a spoon when I eat. I avoid the streets we used to go frequently. I have nothing to do so I watch dramas in marathons. I don't want you to notice how gaunt I've have become. So on the outside, I'll try to act like I'm not sick, like I'm okay. It kills me to try to hide it....I get into fights just to calm the pain inside of me that doesn't stop the pain though, and I feel like I'm at a standstill. I set fire to pictures of us, I ripped it into pieces...but the scent of it burning brings back nostalgic memories. I thought I'd be able to to withstand it alone but no, I was wrong...."
"Yah! Jin-ah, are you drunk right now?" I ask
".....I force myself to adjust to this changed life style. I thought we'd be forever but it's not going how my heart planned. I looked fine on the outside but inside, it's a mess. I miss you so much at this very moment, what do I do? I don't want to shed any tears. i don't want to believe in anything you're forcing me to believe, What do I do? This is something that happens to every couple but why does it feel different to me? When I let go of you and cleaned up of what was left of our relationship, I thought I was being cool, but I was wrong, I should've held you back. I always ask myself whether there will be another chance. But I just blame myself for not preparing an umbrella for the monsoon that are farewells..."
"Jin-ah, I'm going to hang up if-" He cuts me off
"I want to to regain my confidence, what do I do? to meet you again, to confess my love again, to start all over gain, to be in love again, to erase again it again, to break up again, I don't care if more painful days will repeat themselves...my eyes are focused up at the empty ceiling. I'm up even without the sun in the morning. What do I do? Are you happy?"
"Anni...I'm hurting as much as you are...." I ended the call
I feel my cheeks getting wet. I chuckle lightly and let out a sigh. Why am I even crying? Am I happy? I must be getting crazier by the day. I decided not to visit Junsu. i don't want him to see me like this. I went back to my room and curled into a ball under the blankets. I started crying even more. After hearing what Jin had said to me....Am I happy? Mianhe for hurting you, Jin. I cried for at least thirty minutes before I fell asleep.
Jin's Pov----
After I called Min-ah, I felt a little bit better. I blacked out after drinking so much. When I woke up sober, I had a major head ache. I went and took a shower. After I came out It was four-thirty in the afternoon, I just remember that I have to give Suzy her phone.
"Hyung, If you're going to drink you should have called us to drink with you." Namjoon said
"Feeling better now? Min-ah called us saying that you called her while drunk and said some weird stuff." Jimin ask
"Bweol? I called her? I don't remember doing anything like that...Aish, I must have something stupid." I face palm myself
"Eodi?" Suga ask
"To meet someone."
I head out to the park, where I met Suzy. When I got there I saw Suzy with another girl, It must be Min the girl I text. i waved to them and they waved back. I head over them.
"Mianhe, you both must have been waiting for a long time." I bow
"Anniyo, we just arrived." Suzy shook her head
"You must be Min, the person I contacted?"
"Ah, I'm Fei. The girl running over here is actually Min." She pointed behind me
"Oh....here, your phone." I hand it over
"Gamsahmnida, Um, can I get your number?"
"Sure it's xx-xxx-xxx"
Suga's Pov-----
I follow where Jin is going. is he hiding something from us? We reached a park. I hid behind a parked car. Jin went over to two girls seating on a bench. Is he over Min-ah already. There was another girl running toward them. Another girl...I observe from afar so I can't hear what they are talking about. I see Jin hand something to one of the girl. After Jin left I went up to them (girls). I tap one of them on the shoulder. She turned back and gave me a weird look. I cleared my throat and ask her....
"Um, I was wondering what type of relationship do you have with me friend Jin? He never told me about you girls." I ask
"Oh, I met him a few days ago...he was returning my phone to me. I'm Suzy. This is Min and Fei."
"Oh, Suga-mnida, mianhe if I bothered you." I bow
"Gwenchanna, but does Jin have a girlfriend? If you don't mind can you tell me." Suzy ask
"Its complicated but I could tell you more another time. Unless, you girls have time right now?"
Notes
I threw in Miss A just for the fun of it. So...what do you guys think? Is it confusing?
Also, The part where Jin was drunk and called Min-ah are lyrics from Mino ft. Zico- What do I do?
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