Tell me Good-Bye
Meet Up
"where have you been? I've been calling and texting you. Do you know how worried I am? Sohee doesn't even know where you were and she is freaking out. Gwenchana? Why didn't you call me?"
"Lets meet up at the hill in 30 minutes, okay."
I left a note for Lu Han saying I went to meet up with Jin. How am I going to explain to him? I wish it didn't have to come to this. I only met Jin a few months ago but he made such a big
impact in my life. I still remember the first time we met. I'm sorry Jin. I got off the bus and went to the hill where Jin first singed to me and the place where I'll leave him soon. I stood and look
over the city lights. Then a pair of arm wrapped around my waist. I got scared but heard Jin say Jagiya. We both stayed in that position for a while. I decide to brake the silence.
"Jin I-" He cuts me off
"Do you know how worried I am, where were you?" Jin asked
"Choesonghamnida, I...I just lost my grandma recently."
Jin turns me around and embrace me. I bury my face in his chest and cried. He is still the same, cold but has a warm heart. I don't know what I would do without Jin. One week from now
I'm going to break it off with him. It was cold enough for us to see our own breath. I don't want to let him go.
"Mianhe, I couldn't be there for you when you needed me most. I promise I'll be there for now on. Don't ever scare me like that anymore."
"Anni, don't worry."
I back off from Jin. I don't want to become to attach. My hands reach up to cup his cheeks. It so soft, this may be the last time I get to touch his face, see him smile only for me and be in his
embrace. I should start distancing myself starting today. My hand trace his sharp jaw Line then his lips. The lips that stole my first kiss away. Jin took my hand and place it on his chest. I could
feel his heart beat as mine beats faster by his sudden action. All the time I spent with him, the kisses, the hugs how could I forget all of that. Especially his touch, Jin's warm touch. When
ever I am stress he would hold me in his arm and sing to me. I also remember the time we had a picnic date up here. We never once questioned each other trust or doubt one another.
Although our love was short, you'll always be my first and last.
"Do you feel that? that is how my heart was when I first met you. You were like an angel that saved me, my first love, my first kiss, my first everything."
"Jinja? you're my first, my one and only."
He kissed my forehead then my lips. We both went home to change into our school uniform. This is my last year of high school, I'm going to graduate soon. It feels like I just met Jin
yesterday. I took a quick shower and changed. Who knows when the creep might come back. I was on my way out when I got a text from Lu Han
"Why did you leave? where are you."
"I'm on my way to school, don't worry I'll meet you guys there." send..
I got to school and Jin was waiting for me at the front gate. I miss Got7 and BTS I haven't seen them for a while now. I sigh and went over to Jin. We both held hands while walking to our
class. When we got to the door I let go of his hand. This is only a small step to letting go of him. Min-ah you must stay strong and forget about Jin.
Jin-s Pov----
When we got to the door Min let go of my hand, why would she do that? she has been acting weird since she got to school. Is Min mad at me?
Notes
Finally update!! what do you all think? Comment, Rate, Subscribe...Saranghae! (^-^)V
Are you all ready for BTS's Comeback...hard core fangirling*** asdfghjkl...
anyway I haven't post up any picture of Jin yet our main lead! *O* how could I forget! my ultimate bias is Jin following right behind is Taehyun my 4D alien!!
The feels are real :,(
8/5/16