What was it ? Did I give her the wrong Idea. Jiyeon isn't the girl I want to be with , It's just an act.
Now I'm sure I lost her to mark. When I look at them, They look like a couple. They even hug goodbyes, walk each other to class. Are they a couple? It's lunch time already and i'm already thinking about sitting somewhere else. I see mark and Haeryung walking towards me.

Mark : Hey JB , Me and haeryung are heading to lunch want to join ?
Haeryung : Mark I'm sure he has lunch plans with Jiyeon already ....
Me: I don't have any lunch plans.... I want to join

I saw her face and it seems like she doesn't even want to be around me. i saw IU and Jr...
I should talk to IU about haeryung...
I sat next to mark and Haeryung sat on the other side of mark.
IU must know whats going on. I sat there in silence while haeryung.
While everyone spoke I suddenly heard IU asking me a question.

IU : JB where is Jiyeon ?
Me: How should I know
IU : aren't you two dating ?

This is my chance to explain it to her .

Me: IU we aren't dating i'm only hanging with her because her family are going arrange a marriage for her so she ask me to just act like her boyfriend.

IU : If it was me I will find someone else instead of my old boyfriend .
Me: It's not like that I promise
Then i looked at her haeryung i see a smile but it quickly went away when she saw Jiyeon coming to our table.

Jiyeon : Is there room for one more ?
Me: No go sit somewhere else ....
Haeryung : I'm going to leave first .. so Jiyeon can sit here

No I want you to sit here even if mark is in the middle of us .....

Mark: Haeryung ?! I 'm coming too
Haeryung : Ok hurry up then .. I'm going to the library.
Bye guys... Bye jb and jiyeon have a nice lunch....

She walked away with mark... I can see that mark is cheering her up ... IU giving me this distasteful look like she was upset and disappointed in me . I imaged I'll walk haeryung home and explain everything ....

Jiyeon : so Hows everyone?
IU and Jr: We are fine Jiyeon ...
Me: Jiyeon I'm leaving bye guys....
Jiyeon : Why is everyone leaving....? I just got here
IU : I'm not finish with my lunch so I'll stay and chat with you ...
Jr: are you sure ?
IU: Yeah I'm sure sweet heart
I still sat there but I left when Jr. left the table.

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IU'S Point of view IU : Jiyeon I don't now what the hell you are doing but stop playing around with his heart .
Jiyeon : IU I really just want haeryung to know her place so she stop having hope for jb.
IU : You know that it isn't haeryung who likes him right ?
Jiyeon : I don't know , But Jb can't be with her !
IU : You are pathetic.

I got up left that pathetic worm sit by herself I can't stand girls like that they are hateful creatures! Ugh.
I have to tell JB he needs to make his move before haeryung falls for mark .

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Ugh why does she have to appear everytime JB is near me. I understand he is your bf . I don't want drama . Gosh what is wrong with me I'm falling in love with JB.

Mark: Haeryung Want a hug?
Me: Yes I need one ...

MarK hug me and tears start to fall from my tears, I thought JB was suppose to bring happiness in my life why am I here crying.

Mark : Haeryung don't cry I can't stand it when you are crying ....
He pulls me away and wiped my tears away and smile at me
Mark is like my brother I never had. He cares and he only wants to see me smile... Why is Jb with Jiyeon when He told me they have nothing together.

Me: Mark i'm sorry Thank you for the hug and the smile.
Mark: Haeryung I'm here when you need me ok
Me: yes thank you oppa ( smiles )

I walked away from him.
I begin to know I'm In love with Jb
I can't love him though I don't want to hurt my self anymore.

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She is never going to mine by this time.
Jr: Dude if you like her grab her now before she falls for someone else.
Me: I don't know I told Jiyeon I'll help her and Haeryung Isn't going to forgive me.
Jr: If she loves you and wants to be with you she will...

Jr words are now getting to me.
I fell in love with her, and i need to let her know before she choose mark . I admit i'm being a jerk leaving her hanging. I must tell her I'm in love with her and the things I love about her. I hope she didn't forget our date after school. I must find her before school ends.

Notes

They both realize their feelings for each other. this is my update for today. I'm heading off to class, please be patient and wait for more updates tomorrow