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When I was at the downstairs the first one I saw was Sehun who gave me a big smile as soon as he saw me, but that smile on his face disappeared after Kai ran down from the stairs with his jacket.
Sehun didn't say a word and it was a long silence, I want to know what he thinking right now.
"Annyeong..." I said carefully while walking closer to him but all he did was to walk away from me and it seems like he wanted to be far away from me. The distance between us two were about 2 meters from each other but it feels like two thousands miles apart.
"You weren't at school today so I just wanted to check if you're okay...but it seems like you feel a lot better now so I should go" He said while walking slowly to the door.
I went after him and grab his arm because I didn't want him to leave, not when everything turned out like this and seeing his face at that moment feels like a knife went right into my heart.
"Don't leave Sehun...please" I begged him. He stood in front of me and I don't know why but I suddenly wanted to hug him. Do what your heart want a voice appears in my head. Without any hesitant I hugged him without thinking about Kai who were just standing there. I don't need Kai because I don't care about anyone else except Sehun, I just need Oh Sehun who is right next to me.
"Just let me go (y/n) I'll see you at school when you get better. Go and take some rest, you're sick aren't you?" He said and put my arms away from his waist. I feel like crying because is the first time I saw him like this.

The next day I tried to call Sehun so we could walk to school together but he refused to answer my calls and I was so frustrated about it. And it didn't help me to get better in mood at all when Kai keeps calling me all the time.
"Why do you look so unhappy today? Is there something wrong?" Kate asked me when I entered to the classroom.
"Oh I'm just fine..." I lied to her.
"Sehun and I went to cinema last night by the way. He just randomly called me out of no where so I couldn't say no to him and he also said that you couldn't make it because you were sick" She said and right after she finished her sentence, a lot of things cross my mind. Did Sehun really went out with her without telling me? Is this the reason why he refused to answer my phone calls because he was busy doing stuff with Kate? I need to find him and clear things up . Why is he acting like this?
"Well I hope you don't mind" Kate said and looked at me, this day couldn't get any worse.

I skipped my lunch today because I didn't want to sit by myself at the dining room without Sehun, instead I bought a sandwich and went to the park where I was with Sehun a few days ago. I sat down on one of the swings and a second later I discovered that the swing suddenly move forward.
It felt like someone was standing behind me and pushed me so I turned my head to see if there someone right behind me.
"Sehun..." I said and took a step back from the swing, I didn't expect him to be here at all.
"How comes that you're at school today?" He asked and put his hand on my forehead to feel if I still got fever. I almost forgot how it feels like to have him around.
"Yeah..." I answered and pull down his hand. He looked at me in a strange way and started to say
"I guess I can't touch you anymore" I looked at him and asked him "why?".
"Since you have Kai now I'm not able to touch you" He said.
"But you should know that is not like what you think. Sehun...he's not like that, would you please listen to me once?" I said.
"Sure, but can I ask you one question first?" He said and continue...
"Do you love him that much? Does he even love you as much as I love..." He stopped and turned his head away from me. It was a long silence between us for a while before I could say anything.
"Why are you being like this?" I asked him and to be honest I don't have any clue why he behave like this.
"I'm standing here in front of you right now and you don't know anything?" He asked and all I could do now is to standing there without saying a word. I couldn't speak at all.
"I'm so tired, (y/n). I don't want to walk behind you and chase after you for years without you feeling nothing" Sehun explained. I could understand everything he meant now after hearing all these things he been saying this whole time.
I walk closer to him and hugged him because I feel bad that I didn't realize this earlier and that he waited for me for years.
"Mianhae, Sehunnie" I whispered to him while hugging him tightly and if I could stop the time, I would like to stay like this with him forever and ever.
"Are you crying?" He asked, I bet he heard me while I'm sobbing.
"Aniyo..." I lied and wiped away my tears.
"Look, I didn't want to make you cry okay? I was just thinking about leaving you alone for a while and when I can get over you, I'll come back as your friend". When he finished his sentence, my tears was running down on my cheeks and it was impossible to stop them.
"Do you know what? I think you are stupid. If I didn't love you, I won't cry right now and when you said that you'll leave me alone it hurts me. And about Kai, he's just someone I just met twice and I don't have feelings for him because all of my feelings belongs to you. Now I don't have anything more to say because I..." He suddenly hold both of my cheeks softly and drag me closer to him. Slowly his lips was touching mine and in that moment my heart beats so fast. I never thought that all would turn out to be like this because ten minutes ago I thought I already lost him because of that little misunderstanding about me and Kai. But I'm so glad to be here with him now and I don't care about anything else because I got him now and nothing else matter for me from now on.
"I hope I was your first kiss" He whispered to my ear. I kiss him again and then I whispered back to his ear "you'll be my first in everything, Oh Sehun".

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Notes

Is coming to an end finally!
What do you guys think?
I don't really like to write long stories so that's why it only have 4 chapters ^.^

Since I wrote this fanfic on my kpop acc on IG for a long time ago so now I want to write another one.
Stay tune for more fanfics :3