You know the fluttering feeling when you see someone, who’s so dazzling and handsome and he has all of the good appearances a god should have, everything around gets in slow motion and every flip of his hair absorbs your eyes that you can only do is to stare because you haven’t seen him for a long time?

And you know the familiar feeling that you never felt when he’s away is slowly going back in you that your eyes are watering because, you don’t know, maybe because you miss him so much.

And that is what Kyungsoo is feeling right now when he slowly peeks to what the commotion in the canteen is about. Kyungsoo then slowly takes his way down the table, his eyes are still looking at the man who catches his eyes. Kim Jongin. Kim Jongin is fucking here!! And he’s wearing the same uniform Kyungsoo is wearing!!

Jongin looks around and sees the students in the canteen responding to who’s in the canteen who leads the students. He goes to the canteen only to find someone he never wants to see again. And he thinks it’s a mistake that he goes here because this can only lead into one thing. He knows that the Kyungsoo guy will chase him around this school. He tries to sneak out the canteen but fuck!! He sees Jongin! And he’s staring at him!

He’s about to run away from the guy when the guy pleads, “WAIT!!” He stops because a teacher shouts to Kyungsoo at the same time Kyungsoo yells at him. Thus, he stops and looks at Kyungsoo who is looking at the teacher who just calls his name.

“Stop right there Mr. Do.” The teacher says strictly while walking towards Kyungsoo with a raised eyebrow. Jongin decides to watch what the teacher will do. Kyungsoo smiles and greets the teacher but the teacher returns a roll in his eyes. Oh, he resembles me. Jongin thinks that not everyone likes Kyungsoo, and Jongin doesn’t know why but he likes that truth.

“First day of the class, you make the students go wild, AGAIN!!” the glassed-teacher scolds Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo shakes his head and explains.

“Oh no no. they’re not wild seonsaengnim, they appreciate my singing skill.” Kyungsoo smiles and looks like he’s joking but he’s not. Even though he knows those fake smiles given to him by the students, he’s sure that they like his singing so somehow, he respects them.

“Nonsense!!” the teacher shouts and Kyungsoo and the students are taken aback. Well, it’s so typical to Mr. Lee to shout at Kyungsoo, but not in the first day of classes. Kyungsoo is about to speak but Mr. Lee shouts at him again pointing to Kyungsoo. “You are so NOISY as ever!! And who told you to speak to me?”

“I’m very sorry if I am noisy. But it’s my right to speak to you, I have mouth and voice.” Kyungsoo says in a matter-of-fact tone. The students become quiet because of course, it is the terror teacher Mr. Lee Kyungsoo is talking to. And Jongin thinks that Kyungsoo will be dead. He rolls his eyes because he thinks that Kyungsoo better shut his mouth up because teachers and principal are the rules and laws in the school. Kyungsoo will not win this time. Kyungsoo continues, “Oh and acoording to the law, Re--“

Kyungsoo is about to explain the law about freedom of speech when the teacher cuts him off, “And now you’re talking back at me?!” Kyungsoo somehow understands why Mr. Lee is talking at him like this, but, a little respect, Kyungsoo needs it too from the teacher. Kyungsoo just tells to shut the mouth of his teacher, “That’s how communication works, Sir.” The crowd cheers and Jongin realizes at how popular and delinquent Kyungsoo is opposing his cute, quiet, and fragile appearance.

Wait, did I just say cute? No author, delete that part, I didn’t even think of it. NO you did Jongin, now, please continue to frown.

“Who are you to talk back like that at me?! You son of a bitch!!” Mr. Lee’s veins in the neck are getting visible because of shouting to Kyungsoo.

Yeah maybe, Kyungsoo is a bitch, but his parents are not. Kyungsoo tries his best not to furrow his eyes on the bitchy and mad teacher in front of him. Kyungsoo can tell that Mr. Lee is so mad at him because he’s getting red, of course because of anger.

“Sir please remember that I respect you…” Kyungsoo sighs heavily and gets ready to be suspended in the first day of class. “I may be a bitch but my parents are not. You are my teacher to talk to me that way but who are you to talk about my parents that way. Why? Do you know why they left me? But please believe me Sir, they’re taking me after a month so please bear with my presence for a month and I’ll be forever out of your lives.” Kyungsoo turns his back to Mr. Lee who just bad mouthed his parents. And he exits the canteen as he ends his last sentence to the teacher for the day, “I only have the right to bad mouth my parents because I know them, but you. I bet you haven’t seen them before.” Kyungsoo says and everyone goes silent, even the teacher and Jongin.

Mr. Lee clenches his jaw and hands not to attack the fucker Kyungsoo who just fucked him in front of the students. He really cannot believe this Kyungsoo! “You have no manners.” He tells Kyungsoo as he rolls his eyes and goes out the canteen but still, he hears what Kyungsoo says, “Who’s the one to talk?” Kyungsoo whispers but he flinches as the teacher hits his head and is about to punch him in the face while shouting curses.

The students are shocked at what Mr. Lee is doing to Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo groans and falls down the ground but they do nothing but to watch and stare. Then one of the students, the one being bullied, runs to the principal’s office to tell him what’s going on. Jongin blinks his eyes at how Kyungsoo falls down and he suddenly feels his throat aching as he goes to the teacher to stop hitting Kyungsoo.

Kyungsoo doesn’t know how to punch so he just shields himself with his arms, letting the teacher’s slaps, hits, and punches land on him until Jongin holds Mr. Lee’s hands. Mr. Lee looks at the new guy in the school but then shoves his hand and pushes him away and starts to hit Kyungsoo again. But the truth is, he really doesn’t know what he’s doing now.

“Mr. Lee! Violence to the students is not allowed!” he looks at the one who shouted and his eyes get bigger when the principal is heading to them. Mr. Lee’s eyes pop out of its socket and then he straightens himself when he sees the principal, Mr. Choi with his favourite student in school, Mr. Lee wrinkles his eyes on the student, he hisses, “Kim Minseok!”

“What are you doing Mr. Lee?!” Mr. Choi glares at Mr. Lee as he straightens Kyungsoo up and gathers Jongin to his side. He readies himself to send Mr. Lee out of the school. Kyungsoo knows what Mr. Choi is going to do so he tells the principal.

“No Mr. Choi. Uhm… I’m also at fault that he goes madder at me. I’m sorry for creating this mess. I’m so noisy but I have a voice to have a right to. But don’t do what you’re thinking Mr. Choi.” Kyungsoo bows his head to Mr. Choi and to Mr. Lee to apologize. Mr. Choi knows that Kyungsoo is really noisy and he always says and does what he wants whenever it’s allowed in the place. Well, singing is allowed in the canteen but creating a mess is not. So he gives Kyungsoo a detention and Mr. Lee a deduction on his salary for the whole month.

Kyungsoo bows and knows that he isn’t able to attend the class all day because Mr. Choi tells him to clean the window panes of the building which is not yet cleaned by the janitors. He obeys Mr. Choi and goes to the janitor’s room to get cleaning materials for glassed-window panes.

The junior students look at Kyungsoo with playful and shocked eyes. And Kyungsoo bets that these students are happy seeing him having a detention. Oh how he loves this school! Kyungsoo just never minds these students and goes to clean the window panes so that he’ll finish earlier, but he expects that he won’t yet he starts cleaning.

He could see the pitiful glances of the other students walking in the hallway. He could hear the giggles and “He deserves that.” statements of the students passing by him. He sighs because he doesn’t know why they hate him so so much because he hasn’t done anything bad to them. They look at him with smiles but when the time he turns his back, they’re rolling their eyes and cursing him causing him to feel a lump in his throat.

Kyungsoo quietly cleans the window panes never minding the people looking at him. He hums a song and sees the ring JeHee gave him and eventually he smile all through his work. And he remembers the scene earlier and his eyes pop out of its socket because Jongin, Kim Jongin stopped Mr. Lee from hitting him and it just meant that… that… Jongin cares for him!!!

He smiles as he realizes it and the students are shocked. Because earlier he was just like cursing the world and now he smiles happily like he wins a million dollar for obeying the detention Mr. Choi gave him.

It is lunch time when Kyungsoo is halfway to finishing the window panes on the floor and decides to just rest for some time. He sits on the ground like a beggar but doesn’t mind it because he’s fucking tired. But eventually, he gains his energy when he sees someone who is so dazzling passing by him. His eyes sparkle at how handsome Jongin is.

Jongin curses the world when he feels that almost everyone in his room is staring at him. He doesn’t want attention unlike Kyungsoo. He never meets their gazes because he knows that they will squeal like a seal thinking that they have a chance to him. But definitely not, because he doesn’t want to have anyone. So he turns to his usual self Kai who is quiet and doesn’t care what’s happening around his surroundings.

Almost everyone attempts to be friends with him but Jongin totally doesn’t agree with that. Everyone greets him and asks some questions to know more about him but he doesn’t even gives them one answer which disappoints them, thus, they think that Jongin is just shy because he’s a new junior student in the school.

Jongin wants to thank the world when the ring bells, indicating that it’s lunch time because fuck, he’s so hungry. He takes his feet out of the door and eventually curses the hell when he sees Kyungsoo in their floor doing his detention, Why do I have to meet him here?! I shouldn’t have gone out of the room. He curses himself but he doesn’t have any choice but to walk pass Kyungsoo and he’s sure that Kyungsoo will see him.

And there it goes. Kyungsoo holds Jongin’s arms to stop him. Jongin gives him a bored look which Kyungsoo expects yet, he gives Jongin his smile. Because he wants to see the guy. Jongin waits for Kyungsoo to say something but he shoves Kyungsoo’s hand away when three seconds have passed and the shorter guy is still looking at him stupidly.

Kyungsoo snatches Jongin’s arm again and Jongin lets out a disgruntled sigh escape his lips. Kyungsoo finally says something, “Thank you for earlier.”

Jongin then looks at Kyungsoo, “How can you be so weak?” Jongin rolls his eyes and shoves Kyungsoo’s hand away. He proceeds to walk to the canteen but he doesn’t want someone following him because it’s fucking distracting.

He’s in the lane when he faces the weak man and tells him, “Why are you here? Are you following me?” Jongin doesn’t know why he asks that but he’s just so irritated at the stupid smile of the man in front of him. And he asks those questions even though he knows the answer but Kyungsoo…

Answers him, “I am eating lunch. Oh!” Kyungsoo then gives Jongin a shy smile and Jongin just wants to puke. “I-I’m not following you. I’m just hungry. And I always buy in this corner.”

Jongin rolls his eyes and eventually goes to the other corner to change his course of meal but fuck, Kyungsoo is next to him again. He wants to kill Kyungsoo when he asks him again, “Why are you here?”

Kyungsoo innocently looks at him and smiles again, “Oh! You’re here! I thought you were there.” Jongin rolls his eyes at the lie. Kyungsoo continues, “Well, I change the course of my meal because there are so many students who want that and I’m so hungry. And tired.” Kyungsoo pouts and Jongin faces the lane and doesn’t look back anymore. He gives up for this day. He’s so done with Kyungsoo and the other people anymore.

Because someone asks him to sit with him by her side and Jongin wants to pour his drink to the girl. But he still has respect for girls so he doesn’t do that, instead, he ignores the girl and goes to a vacant table away from the crowd, and Kyungsoo, he wishes.

But he doesn’t believe that wishes do come true because Kyungsoo sits on the chair opposite to him and joins him eating. Jongin sighs and scratches his head in annoyance. He just fastens his eating so that he won’t face the smiling Kyungsoo anymore and get out of this fucking canteen.

But as he fastens his eating, Kyungsoo quickens it too, he maybe knows what Jongin is doing. Jongin is determined, he is still eating quickly and he knows that Kyungsoo’s not going to take it anymore. Because Kyungsoo looks like he’s about to vomit when he chokes to what he’s eating.

Jongin wants to burst out of laughing but he doesn’t do that because he knows that Kyungsoo is doing these annoying things to see him smile. And he challenges the shorter and weaker one. Let’s play the game.

Kyungsoo is still struggling to breathe and Jongin celebrates because he’s finished eating. He stands up and goes to throw the leftover in his plate. And he knows that Kyungsoo is watching him walking away. Kyungsoo pouts but he sees the star JeHee gave him and eventually enjoys eating his food. He smiles at his food when he recalls how he and Jongin were eating together and how cute was Jongin when he’s munching his food faster. Ohh!! So cute! Kyungsoo giggles.

Kyungsoo is back to the window panes in the Junior section and right now, he just wants to breaks these glasses. It’s dirtier than earlier before he started cleaning. And he knows, he knows that the students who are trying to get rid of him are the ones who did this. They want to see Kyungsoo frown and in bad mood.

But Kyungsoo won’t let that. Instead, he smiles and thinks that these dirts are just from playful children who didn’t really mean to dust these window panes. He smiles and shakes his head at how immature those boys are. And he starts cleaning again and looks at the ring time after time so that he won’t be annoyed to the ones who did this.

Classes are done and Kyungsoo is still working on the never-ending dusted windows panes in the same building. This is what he expects but he’s too tired to continue anymore. But he has to because this is not a serious and difficult detention that Mr. Choi gave him. It is easy for him to do this actually, but he won’t stop until those students are still wiping dirt and mud on the window panes continuously.

The students are still in their fucking plan and Kyungsoo doesn’t want it anymore. He sees the guys who are playing with him, they are wiping the dirt and mud on the window pane while laughing but not until they see him looking at them. Kyungsoo realizes that there is a guy who’s a Senior like him. It’s Lay, and probably, he’s the one who told the students to do this shit.

Their eyes circle at what they see and eventually irritation drapes over them… because Kyungsoo is still smiling and he even tells them, “Can that be the last window pane to be dirtied by you? Because I’m too tired with your fucking business.”

The students don’t know what to feel but irritation and anger, because they know that Kyungsoo is faking. His sarcastic voice prevails. So, in order to get rid of that smile, they show Kyungsoo the pail of mud and dirt they have and splash it on series of window panes more.

Kyungsoo sighs and lets a small smile form his lips to show it to the boys. He looks at the ring JeHee gave him and smiles, telling the boys, “Thank you!” The boys gave him an unknown look because they’re not sure of what to feel. They should feel victorious but when Kyungsoo smiles… with sadness, guilt drapes over them.

They run to where exit is and they are met by the new guy in the school, “I told you to stop right? That’s what you get, because he’ll never cry.” the guy’s voice scares them and they run out the school gates leaving the guy glaring at them.

Jongin looks at the boys who just fucked Kyungsoo. But he tells himself, Kyungsoo will just smile instead of crying. And he bets that Kyungsoo is smiling right now because Kyungsoo wins again, for the second time of the day in the school.

Jongin walks to the hallway, he doesn’t know why but he wants to check on Kyungsoo. He wants to see how the guys left Kyungsoo there. He is about to reach where Kyungsoo is when he sees the mud and dirt spilled the floor too. And as he reaches the window panes, his eyes circle in shock at how dirty Kyungsoo’s surroundings are.

His eyes are glued on the dirty window panes and he doesn’t know why, but he feels shiver goes through his whole body. He looks at Kyungsoo and finds something unbelievable. He clenches his fist and jaw when he sees Kyungsoo fucking smiling as he cleans the window pane. Jongin doesn’t know why Kyungsoo looks so fine in spite of these conditions.

Kyungsoo sighs and concentrates on what he’s doing. He looks at the ring and smiles again. He tells himself that he’s going to finish this no matter what. But he’s curses too because his uniform is dirtied by mud. He pouts and sighs.

Jongin watches Kyungsoo pouts then smiles then pouts then smiles. And he really thinks that Kyungsoo has to go to the hospital because he’s not so fucking normal. Kyungsoo is done with a window pane so he smiles as he takes the next window pane because there’s only 11 more window panes to be cleaned. Jongin raises an eyebrow to Kyungsoo, why is that boy smiling? Does he smile at how his work is processing. But whose he’s kidding?! Fuck! Jongin wants to help the fucking Kyungsoo but with those smiles, Jongin doesn’t know. Then Kyungsoo loses his smile and Jongin watches him.

Kyungsoo recalls how the students and teachers here want him to have a miserable life in school. He remembers how they want to get rid of his smile and Kyungsoo wants to curse them. His smile is the only thing he has, and they still want to take it away from him? Kyungsoo won’t fucking let that happen. He knows that he’s strong enough not to let them, “You’re just like a rockstar. You know how fine you are yeah…” he sings and feels like he’s literally a rockstar.

Jongin blinks at what Kyungsoo is really feeling right now. He loses his smile then acts like a rockstar who’s having a concert. So Jongin keeps on watching.

Kyungsoo groans and rolls his eyes which startles Jongin, Here he goes again… “A rockstar who’s so stupid.” Because he smiles even things like these happen to him. Kyungsoo smiles sarcastically at himself and Jongin sees that and he draws his full attention to Kyungsoo.

Kyungsoo smiles when he realizes that it’s not bad to not show his weakness to others, because who will protect him when the others will know his weakness? How can he protect himself then? That’s why he’s hiding it behind his smiles. And lets them do their nonsense business until they get tired… “Baby don’t cry, tonight…” and Kyungsoo chokes… in sadness. Because he’s the one who gets tired. He’s so tired…

Jongin feels his ears tingle, he hears Kyungsoo soft voice for the first time… well, he’s heard Kyungsoo’s amazing voice for how many times in the café and restaurant but… this… it feels like it’s… real.

“Eodumi geochigo namyeon
Baby don’t cry tonight eobseotdeon iri doel geoya.”
| Baby don’t cry tonight after the darkness passes
Baby don’t cry tonight it’ll become as if it never happened |

Kyungsoo tells himself not to cry; to stay strong because eventually, the day will end like nothing like this has happened. He smiles and looks at the ring again. But it seems like it drains its power.

“Mul…g-geopumi doeneun geoseum… nega…aniya!”
| You’re not the one to disappear into foam |

Kyungsoo chokes and eventually sits down to rub his eyes and cry in trying to smile. His lips tremble and his tears which he stopped many times before keeps on falling endlessly. And he doesn’t know why he wants to cry so hard right now… because he knows that no one is watching him. No one cares.

Jongin watches Kyungsoo breaks down and cry. He wants to go to Kyungsoo and comfort him but who is he? He’s just one of the students who want to get rid of his smile, right? And guilt suddenly eats him. He gulps and sees how hurt and helpless Kyungsoo is.

I thought he doesn’t know how to cry… Yeah, a stupid thought, Jongin.

Jongin doesn’t know what to do now. This is the first he’s seen a person so vulnerable for looking strong. He thinks that Kyungsoo cannot cry because if he can, he should’ve cried since Mr. Lee hit him with punches and slaps. But Jongin is wrong.

Kyungsoo sniffs and tries to stand even though he’s so tired. He has to finish this. 11 more window PAINS to go. Jongin bites his lips, not knowing what to do. He clenches his fist when Kyungsoo slips on the mud and laughs at himself. He knows that it hurts because Kyungsoo head hits the floor first before his body. Kyungsoo hits his head on the floor. Yeah, Kyungsoo should always do that.

“You’re laughing because you’re so miserable right now.” Jongin shows himself from the side. Kyungsoo blinks and is surprised at him showing in this late hour and then he smiles because he’ll be alone with Jongin again.

He waves his dirty hands to Jongin and greets him, “Hi Jongin! Why are you still here?” Kyungsoo says but Jongin thinks it’s ridiculous, doesn’t Kyungsoo know that he’s been there the whole time he’s crying and what the hell, Jongin can see Kyungsoo’s puffed eyes because he just finished crying, ‘kay?

Jongin ignores Kyungsoo’s stupidity as he rolls his sleeves up and his pants up, revealing some of his skin. Kyungsoo smiles at how perfectly tanned Jongin’s skin is but his eyes circle when Jongin starts wiping a window pane. He runs to Jongin to stop him but Jongin glares at him, his eyes telling Kyungsoo to back off or else I will kill you.

Kyungsoo chokes and asks Jongin what he’s doing. Jongin answers, not sparing a glance to Kyungsoo, “I thought you’re smart? Don’t you have any common sense?” Jongin harshly says which makes Kyungsoo smile, which is… unbelievable. Smiling at the one who just insulted you. what the fuck?

Kyungsoo then realizes what he has to do. So he shakes his head and dances like a cheerleader, yelling softly, “Go Kim Jongin! You can do that! Finish these 10 window panes and voila! Go Kim Jongin!” Kyungsoo repeats it and cheers on Jongin which makes Jongin look at him disgustedly.

“What the actual fuck are you doing?” Jongin asks, furrowing at how weird Kyungsoo is, did he just cry earlier? Jongin looks at the cheerleader Kyungsoo as Kyungsoo places his hands on his sides, still in cheering tone, “I’m cheering for you Kim Jongin! I know you can do it!” and Kyungsoo starts to cheer again. Kyungsoo is stupid.

“You’re so noisy you know? Just shut your mouth up and sit there in the corner!” Jongin commands Kyungsoo like in the military and Kyungsoo instantly shuts his mouth up, that Jongin thanks for.

Jongin has finished 3 window panes and feels his body a little tired because the mud and dirt is like pasted on the window pane now, maybe because it’s been dried on there. He thinks at how Kyungsoo managed to repeatedly wipe these window panes.

Then he suddenly feels uncomfortable when he has finished 3 window panes, he’s not heard Kyungsoo’s voice anymore, curse him if he run away from this detention… and he finds himself asking, why am I doing this again? He sighs at what the fuck he is doing but there’s no way he can stop right now.

He looks to where he last saw Kyungsoo and is taken aback when Kyungsoo attacks his forehead with a cloth. He draws back at the sudden action of Kyungsoo, “What the fuck?” he blinks at Kyungsoo who’s reaching his forehead with big eyes.

Then Kyungsoo looks at Jongin who is surprised and then backs away, “I-I was just trying to wipe the sweat on your forehead.” Kyungsoo bows then smiles afterwards even though he stutters telling that to Jongin. Oh my god, he’s still handsome even though he looks scared. Kyungsoo bites his lips so that he won’t squeal.

Jongin realizes then straightens. He wipes his forehead and true, he’s sweating. Then he tells to Kyungsoo to help him clean the window panes so that they could go home earlier. Kyungsoo nods and smiles and starts to wipe the window pane again.

They wipe the dirt on the window pane and Jongin realizes that Kyungsoo can be quiet sometimes. And he feels peace, finally. Kyungsoo then looks at Jongin who is wiping the sweat on his forehead and wiping the pane gracefully with each column he’s making in his mind. Jongin just works innocent and Kyungsoo realizes that Jongin should know this, “Hey Jongin.”

Kyungsoo calls for him and Jongin can’t stop whining because here he goes again with that unstoppable mouth. Jongin doesn’t say something because he knows that Kyungsoo will tell what’s in his mind even though he won’t let him.

Kyungsoo knows this and then continues, “Do you know you look so fine?” he more like tells Jongin to see if Jongin knows this. Jongin is taken aback to what Kyungsoo asks him. He looks at Kyungsoo who is smiling because he knows now that Jongin is still an innocent little boy. He tries to concentrate to what he’s doing, and tells Kyungsoo without looking at him, “What are you talking about?”

Kyungsoo sees Jongin rolls his eyes and he chuckles, “Do you know how perfect you look even if you just walk in every door? It’s like you’re dancing because your movements are so synchronized. Haha! Even if you’re just walking with your bag on your left shoulder with your arm supporting it.”

Jongin doesn’t care what in the world Kyungsoo is saying and he wipes the window pane downwards and Kyungsoo continues like he discovers something more, “There there!” and that makes Jongin look at Kyungsoo. “Like how you did that movement? The way you perfectly sway your hips and lift the other side of it upwards with your other leg bent lower and the other one is perfectly straight while you’re trying to reach the bottom of this window pane without crouching down repeatedly in each column you make?”

Jongin blinks at how observant Kyungsoo is. And he realizes that it might be the reason why Kyungsoo is acting like a delinquent asshole in the school for the many praises he gets from everyone. Kyungsoo can see what’s in the eyes of the people while they’re telling those complimenting and almost perfect things to him.

Jongin straightens himself up and doesn’t know what to say, “So what?” he turns his side from Kyungsoo to not look at the older with the things he’s saying now.

“There there. The way your hair flips like the wind is helping it to sway with it, even though there are some strands of your hair stuck on your forehead because you’re sweating, and fuck. How’d you do that? That’s so fucking sexy you know.” Kyungsoo tells like he’s a judge on a modelling show and Jongin is one of the finalists. Jongin sighs and tells Kyungsoo to stop but Kyungsoo doesn’t until they are walking to the school gates and Jongin is thankful of that. He’ll finally leave Kyungsoo.

“Do you kn--“ Kyungsoo is about to say something but Jongin cuts him off, because he wants this nonsense to stop, “Do you know how noisy you are? Do you know how to fucking shut up?” Jongin ends Kyungsoo’s trivias.

But Kyungsoo, Jongin finds it unbelievable, smiles like he realizes something, “There, do you know how your lips perfectly mumble every words you say? Do you know how it is perfectly shaped even though it’s plump and a little bit thick but still, sexy in other way? Do you know how your eyes look like it fucking wants to strip somebody?” Kyungsoo finally says what he’s trying to figure out when he’s observing Jongin’s face when he was cleaning the three window panes earlier.

Jongin feels his throat dry when he hears Kyungsoo’s words and voice,is Kyungsoo seducing him? No no no, Jongin answers himself because Kyungsoo is too cute for that thing. He looks at Kyungsoo who is expecting something from him, his lips are slightly curved upwards for a smirk and his eyes are looking at the very inside of Jongin’s eyes which makes Jongin uncomfortable so he says, “Do you know. Do you know. You’re always asking!” Jongin doesn’t know but he feels irritated.

“Then ask me a question Jongin, I will surely answer it.” Kyungsoo says with that same face again. But Jongin doesn’t want to lose so he moves his body closer to Kyungsoo and he whispers, “Tell me, how do you observe those things like it is so easy for you.”

“I can observe your movements because…” He slightly moves back expecting Kyungsoo to stutter, but Kyungsoo looks at him straight in the eyes and tells, “Everything gets in slow motion…”

And Jongin is taken aback thinking, Does slow motion really works? Does it really happen? He thinks, still not looking at Kyungsoo for he feels he’s defeated. As if Kyungsoo can read his mind, it seems like Kyungsoo has answered the questions running in his mind now as he moves closer to Jongin and whispers, “Now tell me, what is love?”

The soft wind sways as Kyungsoo takes his leave and waves at still taken aback Kim Jongin. Jongin gulps and blinks at how Kyungsoo’s eyes crinkle and sparkle as his rosy cheeks and lips curve upward to form a perfect heart-shaped smile.

Jongin can now observe how Kyungsoo’s small figure fits perfectly with his face of an angel but bitch inside and when he starts talking. He sees and realizes that Kyungsoo has narrow shoulders that make him look cute, adorable, and fragile which opposes his true nature.

Jongin doesn’t know why he feels like flying. Kyungsoo now disappears in Jongin’s eyes and Jongin feels like the time quickens and he should really go now because it’s fucking late in the evening.

Notes

Oh my god oh my god, KaiSoo feels fuckers! I don’t know why I write this chapter but fluff fluff fluff, oh my god. Hahaha. But oh my god, I don’t know now what to write on the next chapter. Huhuhu. ><

And let’s welcome Lay and Xiumin in this fiction, I’m sorry, Lay is a bully, just like what I said from the start. ^^ There’s more Lay in the next chapterss, don’t worry, and Xiumin, I think, hahaha.

I am smiling while writing the last parts of the chapter, are you too? I hope you are. Thank you for reading this chapter ne. and please do comment and tell me about your feels ‘kay? Because I always write mah feels here too. haha (it’s not that you’re required but I really want to read your comments please please please.) okay, forget that. Just keep reading this fic. Ahhaha Thank you!

But oh my god!! This is a 5k+ word chapter!! Is it too long? Or are the previous chapters too short? Waaah! I don’t know how to cut a chapter so sorry if it’s too long.

And by the way, there is a line of Kyungsoo there that I copied from an anime. I just cannot remember what anime it is but it was the ‘that is how communication works’ part, it’s just I feel like I should at least give them the credit for that line. I copied it.

Feedbacks and comments are appreciated!! Okay, goodbye readers. I hope you’ll keep reading this. Bye!! Thank you for reading! And sorry for the errors in this chapter. (as always)

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