Jongin doesn't know why he is here. He doesn't have an idea why the hell this Luhan is talking to him like he is Kyungsoo's mother or guardian or whatever. They are in the café and restaurant in Jongin's table with Kyungsoo serving the others and eavesdropping at them. Jongin rolls his eyes because Kyungsoo is too obvious and fuck it, Sehun comes in the place that it makes more awkward.

Luhan looks at the one who just came and his eyes widen when he recognizes the boy. Sehun looks for Jongin and wrinkles his eyes at the guy who is with Jongin. He raises an eyebrow at the boy but the boy gives him a smile. Sehun thinks it is weird. Luhan laughs when he sees Sehun's face when he smiles at him, maybe Sehun doesn't recognize him since Sehun is drunk that time. And he hasn't helped Sehun to be home safe and sound. But seeing the guy now, it relieves him and his attention goes to Jongin again.

Jongin looks at Luhan and crosses his arms across his chest, "I don't like him. Why do you care?" Jongin answers when Luhan asked him if he likes Kyungsoo. Jongin answers that because he loves Kyungsoo and he wants Luhan to know.

Kyungsoo hears their conversation and knows it. He knows that Jongin doesn't like him even for a bit. That's why he wants to get rid of him too, right? That's why he hurts Kyungsoo so much, right?

Luhan wrinkles his eyes to Jongin because he cannot understand why Jongin doesn't like Kyungsoo. Luhan opposes to what Jongin says, "Why? He's nice and cute a--"

"Then marry him if you want." Jongin suddenly says which makes the three of them freeze. Jongin wants to take it back but he doesn't want Luhan to know that he doesn't want Kyungsoo to leave him.

"Hey you..." Luhan breathes in disbelief. How come Kyungsoo liked this kind of guy? He's only hurting Kyungsoo and Luhan cannot let it. "Don't you ever say that." Luhan's voice is big and whole which is new to Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo gulps and feels a lump forming in his throat because after all these years, Luhan is still protecting him.

"He acts like a child but he's 18 years old! He's so immature! He's so loud; I don't know what to do with him. And you know what, he's making me so confused that I want to be blind and deaf so that I won't be able to hear or see any part of him." Jongin complains nonstop and examines Luhan's reaction at that. He knows that Luhan likes Kyungsoo, or even loves Kyungsoo. But dang, Jongin cannot let Luhan take Kyungsoo away from him. Thinking of how Luhan kissed Kyungsoo's eyes and head, and how he danced Kyungsoo under the rain, fuck it. Kyungsoo is mine.

Kyungsoo looks down the ground while entertaining a customer. He hears Jongin throws insults about him and it hurts Kyungsoo so much. Because he really did those things.

"Kyungsoo! Why are you there? We're looking for you, let's eat! Luhan, Sehun, and Jongin, you too!" Chanyeol calls the three of them. Jongin freezes as Kyungsoo stands behind him. He doesn't know that Kyungsoo is there. Fuck it! Kyungsoo heard everything! Luhan is surprised too that he just looks at Kyungsoo when he bumps Jongin on his shoulder. Luhan looks at Jongin and Jongin feels nervous. Shit, Jongin is not yet done in telling his feelings.

Kyungsoo then looks at Jongin and smiles which Jongin hates the most. Kyungsoo fakes his smiles as he apologizes. And Kyungsoo looks like he's hurt and Jongin wants to bury himself. He closes his eyes at his carelessness.

In the room inside the place, Kyungsoo walks pass Jongin and sits beside Luhan. He doesn't spare a glance to Jongin even though he knows that Jongin is melting him with his stare. Instead, Kyungsoo looks at Luhan and smiles. Luhan knows what Kyungsoo is feeling so he pats Kyungsoo's back. Kyungsoo smiles more sweetly and thinks that he should really just love Luhan. But Jongin is there. But Sehun is there, too. Shit.

Baekhyun, Chanyeol, Xiumin, Chen, Lay, and Suho are eating diligently and innocently. While Kyungsoo, Sehun, Luhan, and Jongin are feeling each other. Well, Kyungsoo somewhat laughs at their jokes and craziness but the awkwardness are dominant to him that he wants to curse. But food food food, food should be respected, that is Kyungsoo's motto as a chef in the Byuns house.


After the members eat, Kyungsoo immediately arranges the plates and goes to the kitchen. "Hey, i--" Luhan is cut by Kyungsoo while Jongin is eavesdropping just like what Kyungsoo did earlier. And he's afraid that this Luhan might tell something to Kyungsoo that he didn't say earlier.

"NO!!" Kyungsoo furiously says. "I'll wash the dishes." And he smiles afterwards. Luhan smiles too after he gets a little startled at Kyungsoo's shit.

"Are you sure? Are you mad or something?" Luhan suddenly and worriedly asks. Kyungsoo softens and wonders why he understands him. He really knows Kyungsoo inside and out.

Kyungsoo sighs and assures Luhan, "No, I'm fine. Oh, can I ask this? When are you going to go back to your town?" Kyungsoo wants to be with Luhan until he flies to America. He wants Luhan and Baekhyun by his side until his last day here because he'll surely miss his bestfriends, especially this Luhan because they've been apart for many years.

"I don't know really. But I think I will leave again after you leave, or for Baekhyun, I won't leave yet until Christmas vacation is over. I'll just take your room in the Byuns since they welcomed me there too." Luhan says which relieves Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo smiles at how considerate Luhan is to their feelings. Luhan is an angel.

Jongin knows it that's why he rolls his eyes because Luhan, even though he's faraway, knows where Kyungsoo is living. Then Jongin hears something he doesn't want, "You're really an angel that's why I love you." Kyungsoo says and Luhan's heart starts to beat faster. Jongin's heart starts to beat faster that it hurts. He gulps and decides to walk away or else he'll end up crying behind that door.

But Luhan knows the truth that stops Jongin, "As a bestfriend." Luhan adds then Kyungsoo looks at him and shows a face.

"Woah... what the hell Luhan..." Then Kyungsoo drapes an arm to Luhan's shoulder causing the taller one to bend his other side to adjust for Kyungsoo. Then Kyungsoo pinches Luhan's cheek with his free arm, "Friendship is the best relationship in the world. Because in that way, I know I won't lose you. And I'm assuring you Luhan my loves, you won't lose me too." Kyungsoo says which overwhelms Luhan. And it also makes Luhan fall inlove with the same guy all over again.

"Even though you have your husband or wife, I'll be with you all the time. In your heart that is. But there is internet or skypey thing, we can chat, call, video call, or whatever. As long as we don't lose communication, you won't lose me. We have a lot of times and we should be making the most of it. After I graduate, I'll visit you always and we'll make memories, just like what you wanted!" Kyungsoo says and Luhan feels a lump forming in his throat. He blinks a few times and Kyungsoo notices it.

"Yah, are you crying?" Kyungsoo pouts at Luhan and looks at Luhan's face furthermore. Kyungsoo caresses Luhan's cheeks which causes Luhan cry completely. "Yah! What did I do?!!" Kyungsoo is confused and panicked a little because he thinks that he's the one who made Luhan cry. Well, it really is Kyungsoo who makes him cry. Jongin blinks at why Luhan is crying.

"Kyungsoo..." Luhan sighs and holds Kyungsoo's hands on his cheeks. His lips trembles and he must tell this to Kyungsoo now because Baekhyun knows about it a long time ago. He looks at Kyungsoo's concerned face and apologizes to Kyungsoo.

Kyungsoo doesn't know what is going on with Luhan. And that makes Kyungsoo be worried for Luhan; this is the first time Luhan cries in front of him like there is pain killing him. Luhan gathers some courage and tells Kyungsoo, "I am dying."

The two, who are listening to Luhan, gasp. Jongin covers his mouth to make sure that they won't hear it. Kyungsoo suddenly squeezes Luhan's face and laughs a little, "Haha, don't mess with me, it's not funny Luhan." Kyungsoo shakes Luhan's head but Kyungsoo only receives another batch of tears.

"I'm sorry." Luhan cries hard. Kyungsoo then pulls his hand back. He knows that Luhan is telling the truth. Kyungsoo looks at Luhan and rubs his eyes. "Since when?" Kyungsoo asks because he knows that Luhan is suffering for that a long time ago.

"I moved there to get medication for my illness." Luhan manages to say despite the lump in his throat. Kyungsoo then breaks down realizing that Luhan has been suffering from his illness but he wasn't there for him for all those years. He apologizes even though Luhan tells him he didn't do anything wrong.

Kyungsoo hugs Luhan and tells him to be strong because he deserves to be happy and healthy. "You are wonderful. Please be strong Luhan. We're here for you." Luhan nods in Kyungsoo's neck as Kyungsoo runs circles on Luhan's back.


Jongin feels guilty. He's been so immature. He shouldn't have eavesdropped. He shouldn't be judging Luhan. He looks down the ground and thinks of how miserable Luhan's life is. He goes back to the crowd and they all look at him. Jongin looks at them and tells them to not worry because he's fine. But Luhan is not.

Jongin takes his seat on a couch just as Kyungsoo and Luhan go out of the kitchen. Luhan's and Kyungsoo's eyes are still puffed from crying and Baekhyun can see this so he thinks that Luhan has told Kyungsoo about it. They take their seat beside Jongin and Jongin feels guiltier now that these two are near him.

Jongin cannot move on his seat because Luhan is beside him. And he's afraid that he might make a wrong move and kill Luhan accidentally. Luhan smiles sweetly to everyone like nothing is wrong with him. Kyungsoo tries to smile but he cannot, especially when he's blaming himself because he doesn't know Luhan's illness for so long. He feels like he is not a good best friend to Luhan while Luhan is the best best friend he ever had.

Kyungsoo pouts at Luhan to tell him that he's not fine. Luhan looks at Kyungsoo and seeing that pout, he think he didn't do the right thing because he just makes Kyungsoo sadder knowing that Kyungsoo heard the insults Jongin gave him earlier. He can't do anything but to run circles on Kyungsoo's back to tell him that it is fine; he is fine as long as his bestfriends and friends are there for him. As long as Kyungsoo is there.


Jongin decides to take Kyungsoo home even if Sehun, Luhan, and Kyungsoo will be more confused. But after this, Jongin knows that everyone will understand, well, he hopes Sehun will understand it too. Sehun looks at them with the same eyes and Jongin just doesn't look at those. Kyungsoo doesn't care of what Jongin is planning, he's still hooked up of being hurt many times these days and he just hopes that everything will end right now.

Jongin is walking side by side with Kyungsoo street after street and block after block. Silence drapes over them that makes the both of them uncomfortable. Kyungsoo now looks at Jongin and he starts to realize what the hell Jongin is walking him home when he just insulted him earlier and tells him to leave two days ago. He cannot understand now. Jongin is confusing him, Kyungsoo is annoyed.

He asks Jongin as he looks at the road in front of them, "Why the hell are you with me? I thought I am immature and loud. You want me to leave you alone but you're the one who's taking me home when it can be Baekhyun or Luhan. Then you'll tell me I'm confusing when you're the one who's confusing me? What the hell are you into Jongin?" Kyungsoo sounds like he's mad at Jongin when he's really not. He just feels a little annoyed because Jongin doesn't know why he's doing these things. And Kyungsoo thinks, he'll never know why because now that he knows that he's rejected without being assured, he should be walking away from Jongin and let the Kims handle the situation.

"Are you giving up?" Jongin suddenly asks him which makes Kyungsoo gasp. Kyungsoo looks at Jongin in disbelief but he doesn't say anything. "Are you giving up?" Jongin stops in his walking and Kyungsoo stops too. Jongin looks at Kyungsoo with those dark and deep eyes that absorb Kyungsoo making Kyungsoo feel like he's being eaten.

Kyungsoo doesn't want to look at those eyes when he says this, "Why wouldn't I? I don't have any reason now not to give up." Kyungsoo says and instantly walks away from Jongin. And with this gesture, Jongin thinks that Kyungsoo is giving up.

Jongin sighs and he shouts to Kyungsoo, "It saddens me Kyungsoo." And with that, Kyungsoo stops with his steps and curses. Kyungsoo looks back at Jongin, getting ready to kill him.

"What the fuck Jongin? Why will it sadden you? You want it too much, right? Fuck it. You're the one who's immature; you're the one who's confusing!" Kyungsoo feels like he's being played. He has so much to tell Jongin but he cannot fucking tell it to him. He glares at Jongin and tells him right in the eyes, "And yes, I am giving up on you."

With those glaring eyes, and loud and thick voice, Kyungsoo ends his last statement with Jongin. Jongin's heartbeat stops, he cannot let it. Kyungsoo starts to walk away once again. Jongin doesn't want it, and he had let it before, but he won't now.

He runs to Kyungsoo and this time, he's the one who holds his arm to stop him. Kyungsoo struggles to get away from Jongin's tight grip. He pulls his arm away but it fails. "Okay, I'll let you give up on me." Jongin says and that makes Kyungsoo stop but it makes Kyungsoo's heart beats faster that it hurts that it goes to his stomach and throat.

Kyungsoo looks down and stops his tears from falling; he says without choking, "Then let me go." Kyungsoo says and just waits for Jongin to let go of his hands.

Jongin never wrinkles his eyes the whole conversation even though he's hurt that Kyungsoo is giving up on him. His heart beats the same pace at it is earlier as he slides his hand to Kyungsoo's soft one, "I won't give up." And with that, Kyungsoo wrinkles his eyes in confusion to what the hell Jongin is talking about.

He turns around only to be hugged by Jongin, "O for a circled hug." Jongin says and Kyungsoo can do nothing but to open his mouth in shock as Jongin holds him close like he'll never ever let go.

"I'm sorry Kyungsoo for eavesdropping on your conversation with L---" Jongin says then Kyungsoo tells him, "And sorry for eavesdropping you conversation with him. I know it, you don't like m--"

"Aish just let me finish, you bitch." Jongin shuts him up because he's not yet finish talking, well, Jongin is a little relieved because Kyungsoo is being the Kyungsoo he knows. "I don't like you, yes that is true. I also told Luhan everything little thing that I hate about you... that I get to love." Jongin doesn't know why he's telling this to Kyungsoo.

But he holds Kyungsoo tighter to let the smaller feel, "Because it is you. So I won't let go now that I know that I love you. I love you, you bitch." Jongin buries his head on Kyungsoo's hot neck. Kyungsoo melts inside as he takes in Jongin's words and breathes on his neck. He feels ticklish but his stomach is tickling him more. He feels that it is curling, turning, churning, burning, and twirling that he wants to puke but he doesn't want to too because he loves the feeling. And he loves the one who makes him feel it.

Jongin can hear nothing but his heart which beats louder and faster now that he has confessed, "Yah, say something." he feels embarrassed for what he said to Kyungsoo. He cannot find sweeter words but he guesses it is fine because it is Kyungsoo.

"Salmyeosi ipmachun X neun kiss..." Kyungsoo instead sings which makes Jongin smile wider than he can. Kyungsoo's eyes widen in shock when Jongin says, "Donggeurahge aneun O neun hug..."

Kyungsoo breaks the hug to show Jongin his heart-shaped smile and he just wants to die now because Jongin is smiling at him. Fuck it. Jongin is smiling wider than his smile. He looks at Jongin's smiling eyes and they sing together, "Hoksi beolsseo algo isseulkka."

Jongin hugs Kyungsoo again and twirls him around. "O for a circled hug."

"X for a sweet kiss." And Kyungsoo kisses Jongin on the lips this time. Well, it's just a smack because Jongin breaks the hug immediately after he said that.

Jongin blinks at what Kyungsoo did because he hasn't even felt it. He holds Kyungsoo cheeks and complains, "Yah, what was that?" he asks. Kyungsoo is about to explain but he smiles as he feels Jongin's lips on his.

Jongin doesn't make the kiss longer because he wants to explain to Kyungsoo, "I just want to
treasure the last week remaining before you leave this town." Jongin says as he recalls what that guy told him. "And I don't want to waste my time of being with you because I'll never know when you're going to be pulled to hell." Jongin says which makes Kyungsoo laugh and hit him on his head.

They start walking to the Byuns' house and the Byuns decides that Jongin will stay in their house again. And once again, they let Jongin stay because it is late at night and Baekhyun is with Chanyeol for the night again. Kyungsoo rolls his eyes with what in the world Chanyeol and Baekhyun are doing right now. And he doesn't want to think of it so he walks in his room with Jongin following behind.

Baekhyun's brother comes in next and gives another set of clothes to Jongin. Jongin sheepishly bows to him because he's been a burden to the person. Baekhyun's brother tells them, "Aish Kyungsoo. You should be sparing a space in your closet for Jongin's clothes from now on. And you Jongin, I think you should be filling in Kyungsoo's closet with your clothes... your own clothes, not mine." then he laughs when Kyungsoo starts to curse him. He winks at Jongin which flushes him.

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Kyungsoo is wiping his hair with a towel when Jongin goes out of the bathroom; he is now wearing the spare clothes Baekhyun's brother gave him. Jongin lies on Kyungsoo's bed and starts to get comfortable with it. He closes his eyes immediately then Kyungsoo scolds him because his hair is not yet dry.

Jongin glares at Kyungsoo and sits up lazily and stares at nothingness. Then Kyungsoo starts the conversation, as always, "I thought it was Sehun." He confesses and Jongin looks at him with sincerity.

"Before Sehun appear, I knew that it's really you. But because of what happened to us before, it got complicated. But it is really you." Jongin assures Kyungsoo as he holds the shorter one's hand tightly. Kyungsoo can't explain what he's feeling so he just hits Jongin on the head. Jongin pouts at what Kyungsoo did.

"You made me cry you fucker. I was really hurt! You even left me under the pouring rain for Sehun!" Kyungsoo complains while Jongin gives him a glare.

"What, I have to help him. But I was wrong that time too. But really Kyungsoo, I came back to where I left you. But you were not there. Then I saw you with Luhan... you two were dancing... a slow one wherein his arms were around your waist and it fucking feels fuck." Jongin is the one to complain. And he adds to his jealousy, "And under the pouring rain. What the fuck Kyungsoo, it was romantic." Jongin shakes his head because he even compliments how sweet his Kyungsoo and Luhan were under that rain.

Kyungsoo laughs at Jongin's compliment as well as frown until he is startled by Jongin standing in front of him and locking him between his arms, "But you are mine." Jongin says and before Kyungsoo nods, he starts kissing the shorter one on the lips again.

Jongin feels like he doesn't want to stop as Kyungsoo returns sweet kisses to his longing, sharp, but gentle ones. Kyungsoo can feel the hotness of Jongin's breath as he whispers, "You are mine." and that makes Kyungsoo's ear tingle. Adding how Jongin nibbles his earlobe to be assured by Kyungsoo, "I'm yours..." Kyungsoo moans even though he knows what he does is embarrassing. He wraps his legs on Jongin's waist just to be hold by Jongin's warm hand as Jongin lifts him up to lay him on his bed.

Jongin lays Kyungsoo gently and he starts kissing Kyungsoo in every part of his face. From his lips down to his chin then he trails kisses to Kyungsoo's earlobe down to his collarbone. Jongin remembers all the things he did with Kyungsoo and he cannot help but to make sure that Kyungsoo is his. "You're mine." he mumbles and Kyungsoo starts to gasp.

Kyungsoo freezes when he feels that Jongin gives him a hickey on his neck. Jongin mumbles again and Kyungsoo feels elated as Jongin continues to kisses him on his lips.

Jongin then stops from kissing Kyungsoo because he wants to be owned to, especially
because it is Do Kyungsoo, "I'm yours." Jongin states and Kyungsoo flies in cloudnine. Hearing that, Kyungsoo's eyes start to water which makes Jongin freeze. Jongin immediately asks Kyungsoo what the matter is.

He sits Kyungsoo on his bed and holds the shorter one. Kyungsoo rubs his eyes to wipe the forming tears in his eyes and laughs a little, "Because... urhm!" he hits Jongin on the shoulder hardly and Jongin flinches, "T-that is the first time you tell me that you're mine." Kyungsoo says and buries his face on his palm to curse Jongin.

Jongin smiles because he has made Kyungsoo cry in joy again. He tells the other one as he hugs him from behind, "I'm yours so let's sleep." Jongin says and he turns off the lights. And he hugs the other one for him not to disappear as they lie on the bed.

He makes Kyungsoo as a pillow and Kyungsoo wrinkles his eyes at what he's feeling. He tells Jongin and dares not to look at the younger one so he won't make him feel embarrassed.
"Jongin, can I tell you this?" he first asks Jongin and Jongin mumbles something and Kyungsoo knows that it is to continue, "Uhm, I can tell that you are hard?" you can't see anything but darkness but you can tell that Kyungsoo is laughing so hard inside him and Jongin freezes at what Kyungsoo tells.

But Jongin just pins himself more to Kyungsoo which makes Kyungsoo gasp because he can feel Jongin's erection more, "So what? Can you handle it?" Jongin says as he hugs the older one.

Kyungsoo snickers at Jongin first before being a bitch, "Why, do you want me to?" He is about to move to face Jongin but Jongin hits him on his head to stop the other one to move because Kyungsoo's hips brush his erection.

"Fuck you." He says as he stops himself from being annoyed at Kyungsoo. Because he's so sure that Kyungsoo is teasing him, fuck it. Why in times like this.

"You want me to?" Kyungsoo teases and laughs when Jongin cannot say something. Jongin also knows it so he thinks he must make this one shut up.

He hugs the younger one again and Kyungsoo has to freeze, "Can I tell you that you're hard too?" Jongin says and he's sure that Kyungsoo is because he's the moaned too much earlier. Jongin feels like he's winning, so he adds, "Let's take care of our problems?" he teases Kyungsoo.

Kyungsoo gulps as he bites his lips and closes his eyes, "Uhm, let's just sleep." Kyungsoo says and it is settled.

Notes

Hahahaha... OmO, a byuntae ending ahahaha. I have nothing to say. Ahaha. Let's zip my mouth, oh no. sorry for this one. But I was really laughing hard when I was writing this one. Hahaha. I didn't intend to end this one with perv ideas but I have to at least make this more intimate for our KaiSoo, but it ended up with this, ahahaha, sorry.

So! They're official!! Hehezz, do you like this 4k+ word chapter? Tell me about your feels... for Luhan, Sehun, ChanBaek, and KaiSoo and everyone else. Sorry for the errors in this fiction and let's read the next chapter on my next update okay? Thank you!

Thank you for reading this chapter!! Bye!!
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