Jongin doesn’t know what he’s doing right now. Is it fucking alright? What will Kyungsoo say about what he’s doing right now? What if Kyungsoo doesn’t want this to happen? And he’s sure that Kyungsoo doesn’t want him to do this thing to him. But he can’t stop himself now.
Jongin is bursting out, laughing because Kyungsoo just farts when he’s about to kiss him on the neck and give him a hickey. Kyungsoo pouts when Jongin laughs so hard like he himself is not farting in his own entire life. He doesn’t turn the lights on because Jongin will only see his blushing face.

Kyungsoo sits up on the bed and hits Jongin on the head which makes Jongin stop laughing, “Why?! Do you not fart in your fucking whole life?!” Kyungsoo pouts and crosses his arms across his chest. Jongin then starts laughing again, rolling like a buffalo in Kyungsoo’s bed but not until Kyungsoo pushes him again out of the bed.

He should’ve told Kyungsoo that it hurts but he knows that Kyungsoo won’t believe him because he’s laughing so hard right now. Kyungsoo then covers his bed with his body again and is deciding to sleep. He closes his eyes while pouting because he doesn’t want his day to end like this.

Jongin then puts his chin on Kyungsoo’s bed and watches the shorter one even though it’s dark. Then he remembers all the things that Kyungsoo was stating earlier. About the ring… he holds Kyungsoo’s hand which makes the shorter one gasp in surprise and to look at him.
Kyungsoo blinks at what Jongin is doing. Jongin goes to his bed and sits Kyungsoo up. Kyungsoo doesn’t know why he obediently sits up while Jongin is still caressing his hand. Jongin is amazed at how soft and small Kyungsoo’s hand is. He handles it with care like it will break in no time.

Then Kyungsoo speaks what the hell Jongin is doing to his hand. Jongin looks at him and Kyungsoo is caught, why does Jongin’s eyes have to be handsome? Kyungsoo pouts at how weak he is when Jongin is doing this right now.

Jongin now fumbles to the pocket in the pajamas he’s wearing and pulls out a star-shaped ring which Kyungsoo recognizes the most. Jongin slides the ring on one of Kyungsoo’s delicate fingers and looks at Kyungsoo’s sparkling eyes. Jongin is still holding Kyungsoo’s hand when he mumbles, even though he doesn’t know why, “You have another reason to smile in school now.”

And as soon as he drops Kyungsoo’s hand, he searches through the back of his neck just to rub it because he feels so fucking embarrassed right now. Kyungsoo is not saying anything and that is new to Jongin for Kyungsoo should be jumping in joy. Does Kyungsoo not want the ring he gave him?

Then Jongin looks at Kyungsoo to find the answer. He is wrong. Kyungsoo is crying and he asks Jongin, “I-is this what you call tears of joy? Thank you so much Jongin.” Kyungsoo sniffs like his family just returned home. Kyungsoo wipes his tears on his cheeks but it’s useless because other batches of tears are flowing from his eyes.

Jongin nods because he thinks that he makes Kyungsoo cry because of joy and not because of anger or sadness. He thinks that this is the first time Kyungsoo cries because of joy. And he’s really happy knowing that. Jongin smiles a little and pats Kyungsoo’s shoulders.

He doesn’t know why he says this but… “O is for a circled hug.” And he comes closer to feel that the shorter one is in his arms crying in joy. Kyungsoo feels so elated inside. He feels protected to be in the other one’s arms. And this is the first time he feels this in other person except from Baekhyun, JeHee, and his best friend.

And hearing that, Kyungsoo sounds like he’s asking, “X is for a sweet kiss?” he asks and instantly, Jongin curses, “Just a hell no Kyungsoo. Let’s sleep.” And that ends the conversation.
But Jongin finds himself drowning in Kyungsoo’s kisses that he wants to stab himself and to die right now. Kyungsoo doesn’t stop on kissing him on his whole body but his lips and he finds it annoying. “Aish Kyungsoo! Just one more and I will throw you out of the window!! You’re disgusting!” he is shoving Kyungsoo away from him and wants to smack him in the face because Kyungsoo looks like he’s possessed by a spirit, a kissing spirit. And Jongin thinks that he should be the one to exorcise him. He punches Kyungsoo and tells him to sleep or he will get another fucking punch.

Kyungsoo, Jongin gives thanks to the heavens, lays on the bed beside Jongin and, Jongin curses the hell, stares at Jongin like a maniac with his idiotic smile which makes Jongin feel uneasy. Jongin tries to close his eyes but it’s like Kyungsoo’s eyes are digging in his insides that he can feel the weight of the stare of fucking Kyungsoo.

So he smacks Kyungsoo on his face and tells him to sleep. Kyungsoo chuckles that Jongin feels his ears tingling like he just hears his favourite song. “Just sleep and stop staring. Ughh, it’s fucking eleven in the evening Kyungsoo.” Jongin closes his eyes when telling that to Kyungsoo because he fucking wants to sleep.

Jongin furrows his eyes when he can stil feel Kyungsoo looking at him. he hisses and turns to Kyungsoo, “Kyung---“ and their noses touch. Everything gets in slow motion that’s why it feels like the stare at each other first for a minute before Jongin turns to his other side where he cannot see Kyungsoo’s face so close to him that their noses touch just like a moment ago. He gulps as he feels his body gone numb with something he doesn’t know.

He curses when he slaps his self so hard to wake himself up to what he’s thinking and feeling right now. Jongin closes his eyes to sleep but he doesn’t. And he doesn’t know what to do. It’s just…. Should the author tell this to the readers?

No, fuck!!!

Too late. Jongin finds himself hard because Kyungsoo’s kisses are still tingling in his whole fucking body. He feels fucking disturbed. He thinks that if he will just sleep, his best friend will relax, so he does. He falls asleep with Kyungsoo’s hearteu kisses tingling all over his body.
Kyungsoo smiles as he can still feel Jongin’s hug. Look, Jongin hugged him two times this day. OMO OMO.He falls asleep with Jongin’s arms still wrapped around his tiny body which fits on his slender, muscled arms.

Jongin opens his eyes and wakes up just to find Kyungsoo in his arms. He blinks at the tiny boy wrapped around his arms. He is still sleeping and Jongin doesn’t know what to do so he slowly and gently moves his body to sit on Kyungsoo’s bed and wake up completely because the thing he feels yesterday comes back now. He stands up and rubs his eyes like a little child. He goes to Kyungsoo’s bathroom to wash his face with the cold water coming from the faucet. He feels so cold with this water because it’s fucking ice. He feels like his face gone numb so he groans in his first bad luck within the day. And he knows that this bad luck won’t end just like this. Worse is coming when Kyungsoo wakes up.

And it comes now. As soon as he steps out of the bathroom, he sees Kyungsoo waving his butt like a child he is as he sits up straight on his bed facing the wall. Kyungsoo is still closing his eyes sleepily. And Jongin doesn’t know why Kyungsoo raises his arm like he is praying over to the wall. Kyungsoo sleepily mumbles his tradition since his parents make him cry, “Make someone smile today.” He says which makes Jongin taken aback especially when Kyungsoo adds now that he met Jongin, “Especially Jongin.” Kyungsoo grins and Jongin doesn’t know why he freezes in place.

Then Kyungsoo opens his eyes and is startled that Jongin is in his room. His eyes widen when he sees Jongin staring at him. And it all comes back to him. He nods like he just discovers something and Jongin just raises his eyebrow to him. Weird. Kyungsoo then stands up and greets Jongin a good morning which Jongin ignores because it is never a good morning to him.
Kyungsoo walks clumsily to the bathroom because of his injury and it still fucking hurts. Jongin walks pass him and doesn’t know what to do now. Kyungsoo washes his face with the cold water coming from the faucet and is startled at how cold it is that he winces like he is brainfrozen state.

He shakes his head to wake himself up and goes out of the bathroom like he is tricked by the water from the faucet. Jongin looks at him with droopy eyes and asks him what to do now. Kyungsoo then goes to his phone on the table and grins at Jongin.

He sits next to Jongin but Jongin stands up because he knows that Kyungsoo is going to do something not his style. Jongin gives Kyungsoo a frown and Kyungsoo pouts. “Let’s take a picture Jonginnie!!” Kyungsoo states like he is one like of the babies and Jongin wants to puke at the nickname. Jongin shows Kyungsoo his disgusted face and turns away.

He is about to open the door but Kyungsoo warns him, “No you won’t do that Jongin. Or else you’d be the one to cook breakfast.” And Jongin looks at Kyungsoo, surprised and lost look on his face. Then Kyungsoo explains, “The first one who opens the door for the day would be the one who’ll cook breakfast. Do you want to cook breakfast?” Kyungsoo asks Jongin and Jongin shakes his head and lets go of the knob.

Kyungsoo storytells, “All of us here are lazy. We don’t want to cook breakfast because it’s still so early and our bodies are not yet energized. So no one dares… but that was before when Baekhyun’s brother was not yet cooking. Because there was one time when he cooked breakfast because he was the first one to open his door and the house almost burned and it fucking tasted like medicine or mud. I don’t know how to describe it but it was so bad that I cursed in front of them that I’d be the one to cook breakfast every morning.” Kyungsoo explains and Jongin gets it that Kyungsoo is the one to cook breakfast because he himself doesn’t know how to cook. He just satisfies himself with instant noodles and restaurants in the town.

“Then why don’t you go out and cook breakfast now?” Jongin now leads Kyungsoo to the door and Kyungsoo stops, “It’s fucking 6:30 in the morning Jongin.” And Jongin is surprised. He looks at his phone and finds out that Kyungsoo is telling the truth. So Jongin takes his step back to Kyungsoo bed again and Kyungsoo sits beside him with the same grin like earlier but Jongin fucking doesn’t want to think of Kyungsoo right now, why did I wake up this fucking early in the morning in weekend? Jongin doesn’t know.

Until Kyungsoo drapes his arm to Jongin’s shoulder and smiles as he takes a picture of them. Jongin curses, “What the hell Kyungsoo!!” he says as he shoves Kyungsoo’s arm from his shoulder. Then Kyungsoo smiles as he takes a look of their first picture together.
Kyungsoo laughs loud that Jongin wants to see the picture. Kyungsoo obediently gives Jongin the chance to see the picture and Jongin’s eyes pop out from its socket. He fucking fails in terms of taking pictures. “Delete that!” Jongin says which makes Kyungsoo shakes his head in response, “You’re so cute in here.” Kyungsoo laughs and saves the picture in his phone.
“Don’t kid with me Kyungsoo, I fucking fail in the picture!” Jongin insists and Kyungsoo looks at Jongin, a little surprised that Jongin wants to look good in photos yet he’s so fucking handsome in personal.

“Then let’s take another picture.” Kyungsoo smiles cutely and Jongin avoids to look. He stubbornly says, “No.” Kyungsoo knows that this will be the response of his Kim Jongin so he smiles and sets it as the image of Jongin’s contact in his phone.

“Aish, delete that photo!” Jongin reaches for Kyungsoo’s phone. Kyungsoo stands up on his bed for Jongin not to reach the phone in his hands. Jongin stands on Kyungsoo bed too causing him to reach for Kyungsoo’s phone. Kyungsoo widens his eyes as Jongin takes his phone and because he knows that Jongin will delete the picture, he flops his body over Jongin to get the phone.

Kyungsoo’s weight is killing Jongin, how can this kid be tiny when his weight is almost tons and tons? Jongin struggles to delete the photo. “Jongin, don’t do that! I won’t let others see it!” he says but Jongin won’t believe him.

Then their surroundings stop when they both hear a door clicks outside. They freeze and feel the one who first open his door mindlessly or confidently. They look at each other and realize that their position is awkward. Kyungsoo then stands up, tiptoes to the door, and sneaks to see who’s around in this time of the day.

Jongin then opens the door wholly which makes Kyungsoo hisses. Jongin looks at Kyungsoo and says, “He will cook breakfast no matter what.” And that’s the reason why Jongin is confident. They walk to the kitchen to find Baekhyun staring at the foods inside the refrigerator.
Kyungsoo greets him, “Good morning Baekhyun-ah! Preparing breakfast?” Kyungsoo tends to see Baekhyun freak out because he thinks the Baekhyun just mindlessly opened his door this early. Baekhyun never cooks. But Kyungsoo sees that Baekhyun is pale when he turns around to greet him. Kyungsoo asks while Jongin takes his seat on the chair inside the kitchen, “What’s the matter Baekhyun?” hearing that, Jongin looks at Baekhyun and sees that Baekhyun is pale like a soul inside him has died.

Then Baekhyun speaks up like a zombie, “C-Chanyeol is coming… he’s going to have a breakfast here in this fucking house and I don’t know how to cook.” Baekhyun confesses and Kyungsoo winks. Seeing Kyungsoo’s wink, Baekhyun feels saved. Baekhyun should just watch.
“Thank you Kyungsoo.” Baekhyun says as he takes his seat beside Jongin and les Kyungsoo do the whole thing. Jongin looks at him but doesn’t say anything. Baekhyun knows what Jongin is thinking so he tells Jongin, “He’ll be the one to cook breakfast.”

Then Jongin looks at Kyungsoo who’s busy preparing the ingredients of whatever he’s going to cook. He looks professional. Then Baekyun stands up and walks towards Kyungsoo and helps Kyungsoo wash the vegetables needed in cooking soup. Jongin just watches the two prepare the foods for breakfast.

Jongin then looks at Kyungsoo who just screams because he gets cut by a knife. Jongin is about to stand to check on Kyungsoo but Baekhyun is there to cure Kyungsoo’s cut. Baekhyun washes Kyungsoo’s finger and laughs at how clumsy Kyungsoo is. “Yah yah be careful. If you get to many cuts, we won’t be able to cook for Chanyeol.” Baekhyun pouts while treating Kyungsoo’s little cut.

Kyungsoo then says, “Yah yah as if I will stop. Move. I’ll be fine. Let’s continue, this is just small.” Kyungsoo assures and stands up again to continue to his cooking. He can still cook, he tells himself. Kyungsoo just smiles at how deep and how stinging it is. Baekhyun continues to talk nonsense with Kyungsoo while Jongin looks at Kyungsoo’s hands which are handling the meat and knife professionally. He looks at how Kyungsoo flips his bangs when it blocks his eyes which are wide in doing his thing now. At how Kyungsoo’s lips move when he tastes the foods he is cooking. Then Kyungsoo hands Baekhyun a spoonful of the soup they are cooking and feeds him.

Jongin looks away and then he realizes that he should help them too. He stands up and cleans the table and he places the foods that are cooked. Kyungsoo looks at Jongin who is busy designing the table and smiles at him even though Jongin cannot see it. Then Baekhyun nudges him by his side that makes him look away from Jongin.

Kyungsoo waits for Baekhyun to speak up, “Jongin, are you melting?” Baekhyun asks Jongin which makes Jongin shake his head with confusion. Why would I melt? And Jongin goes back to designing the table, not minding how Baekhyun is grinning to Kyungsoo and him.
Kyungsoo furrows his eyebrows to Baekhyun. Baekhyun then whispers to Kyungsoo, “Now, are you done? Are you done with staring at Jongin?” Kyungsoo smiles shyly knowing that Baekhyun notices him. Kyungsoo looks away and goes to the sink to wash the utensils he used. Then Jongin stops his hands from moving.

Kyungsoo looks at Jongin with those wides eyes and is confused. Jongin shoves his hands away and tells Kyungsoo that he’d be the one to wash the dishes. Kyungsoo insists but Jongin tells him, “Your hands are still stinging right? Then I think you should at least rest it. Move it.” Jongin says and pushes Kyungsoo a little so that Jongin covers the whole sink all by himself.
Then Kyungsoo continues, “Pagweran mideok, no more shakin like that. magic…” and he laughs when Jongin glares at him at what he just did. It’s lame. Yah, he knows.

Jongin washes the dishes thoroughly and Kyungsoo is watching him. Baekhyun has gone to take Chanyeol so it is only Jongin and Kyungsoo in the kitchen. “I will go home after breakfast. Where are my clothes?” Jongin sounds like he is commanding Kyungsoo.

“That fast? Why? Let’s go to the café and restaurant together!” Kyungsoo invites but Jongin wants to go home right now. He has nothing to wear and he obviously can’t wear his school uniform when he’ll go to the café because it’s Saturday.

Jongin shakes his head no and there’s no way Kyungsoo can make him say yes, not this time. Kyungsoo pouts and Jongin is confident that he won’t fall into those lips this time. He stands comfortably and doesn’t change his decision. Kyungsoo can do nothing but to just accept what is Jongin’s decision. Then he just offers, “Okay, just let me take you home.” Kyungsoo surrenders.

But Jongin says, “No.” That makes Kyungsoo’s eyes widen to Jongin. “Just take me to the bus stop and everything will be fine between you and me. I will go to the café and restaurant this evening. Are you okay with that?” Jongin sounds like he’s in a negotiation with a big company and he doesn’t know why he’s speaking that way like he must go to the café and restaurant. Oh, maybe because he knows that Kyungsoo won’t stop arguing with him for taking him home instead to the bus stop only. So Jongin makes that agreement to Kyungsoo because he doesn’t want to argue with him anymore. And because Baekhyun’s parents are now wandering around the house for they know that there is someone who cooked their breakfast.

Jongin and Kyungsoo turn their heads to the couple who are grinning at them. “Why hello there you sweethearts. Let’s eat?” Baekhyun’s mother greets and takes their seats on the dining room. Then she looks at the foods on the table and they are incredibly too many for them then she looks at Jongin and smiles, “Oho, Kyungsoo. It seems like you want to impress Mr. Kim here with your cooking. Don’t worry Jongin, Kyungsoo’s our little chef in this house.” She winks at Jongin and Jongin just nods.

Then Baekhyun’s brother goes out of his room and takes a seat on the dining table. Then he asks Kyungsoo because he knows that Kyungsoo is the only one in the house who can cook these foods other than his mother, “Uhm Kyungsoo yah, I know that you are good in cooking but aren’t these too many for us?”

“No. it’s okay, we’ll have Baekhyun’s visitor soon.” He says and they all look for Baekhyun. Seeing that his family doesn’t know about it yet, Kyungsoo says, “He’s taking Chanyeol for breakfast here.” And they all nod and smile.

“So let’s just wait for them. I know that Baekhyun wants us to make Chanyeol feel like he’s at home.” Baekhyun’s father says and they all nod.

They wait for Baekhyun and Chanyeol to arrive with Kyungsoo’s nonstopping mouth and the family’s smiles and laughs. Jongin observes how Kyungsoo makes the family happy and smile with his jokes and nonsenses. Can he make Kyungsoo happy? Or does Kyungsoo make him happy? Jongin doesn’t know now. Can he get rid of those weird feelings?

Kyungsoo looks at the Jongin and Jongin freezes in place. Kyungsoo smiles and Jongins finds his throat dry. Kyungsoo then greets, “Hey! My Lady, there you are!”

Jongin turns his head on the ones who are entering the house now. Baekhyun closes the umbrella for the heaven is showering winter rain outside. He then answers to the greeting, “Yah Kyungsoo, don’t call Chanyeol your lady. You have your gentleman.” Baekhyun refers to Jongin who is being greeted by Chanyeol.

Chanyeol greets Baekhyun’s family members lively as he is when he met Baekhyun. They greet him properly just like what they have to, with respect. Chanyeol doesn’t know why he brings this today but just to show his gratitude towards the Byuns, he hands them cake for it is Baekhyun’s brother’s birthday tomorrow.

Then Baekhyun hands them the sandwiches Chanyeol made for them. They all start eating and talking about many things. Jongin just listens to everything they say because he doesn’t have much experience on the outside world because when he was younger, he prefers to be with his family inside their house. They’re still happy even though they’re not that much outgoing with other people. But now, Jongin is alone, how can he become happy now inside his own house? Jongin is asking.

Then Kyungsoo looks at Jongin who barely eats, so he asks, “Do you not like my cooking? Why are you not eating?” Then the Byuns look at him and he sinks. He shakes his head because he has no problem, the food is really good, he must admit. But the Byuns gasp when Jongin shakes his head.

“OMO! Kyungsoo! He doesn’t like your cooking!” Baekhyun’s brother comments and they all
coo. Kyungsoo pouts and glares at Jongin and defends that his cooking is good. They all tease Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo argues to the truth.

Then Kyungsoo turns to Jongin, “Do you not like it?” he asks Jongin with those eyes and Jongin dares not to look at them, instead, he looks at the eyes of the Byuns and finds himself being in with their world.

“N-O. I don’t like it.” he says with the same serious face he always shows and that makes Kyungsoo more disappointed, or is it just Kyungsoo’s taste buds not the same with them? Because he finds it delicious like always.

And with that response, the Byuns continue to tease Kyungsoo which makes him pout and shout curses (mild) to them.

“Ahh, you don’t like my cooking huh, then eat this!” Kyungsoo then hands Jongin a sandwich which Chanyeol brought. Jongin takes the sandwich and examines it first because he smells something he doesn’t like here. The others watch him with curious eyes.

Jongin furrows his eyes on the sandwich and opens it which makes the others want to laugh because of his childishness. Then Kyungsoo whispers, “Yah Jongin, what are you doing? You’re like dissecting the sandwich for a report!” Kyungsoo scolds because foods should not be treated like that.

Then Jongin looks at Kyungsoo and points to the sandwich, “Is this mayo?” he asks. Kyungsoo
looks at the sandwich and Jongin back and forth, and answers Jongin like he’s annoyed, “Well, yeah and you should eat it.” Kyungsoo tells Jongin but Jongin puts the sandwich on his plate and keeps quiet.

Then Chanyeol asks Jongin, “Why Jongin, do you not like the sandwich I made?” Chanyeol almost pouts and everyone waits for Jongin’s answer.

Jongin looks at them and says, “I don’t like mayo. I cannot enjoy it. It’s sour.” Jongin and his childish attitude makes everybody in the kitchen laugh. Jongin looks at them with a question in his mind and asks them why they are laughing.

Chanyeol laughs at what Jongin says, “Aww, don’t think of that. It’s good actually, you should enjoy it. I love mayo. I enjoy the mayo. You should enjoy it too.”

Jongin looks at everyone who is laughing hard and he knows that they are laughing at him, yet he doesn’t know why. Is it bad to hate mayo? Jongin doesn’t like sour things, thus mayonnaise.

~~~

Jongin is walking to the bus stop with the talkative Do Kyungsoo accompanying him. Yes, he’s being accompanied by our Kyungsoo because he admits that he doesn’t know where the hell the Byuns place is, and it’s too far from his house.

Kyungsoo talks nonstop while Jongin is silent but not listening to anything Kyungsoo says. He just lets Kyungsoo do his thing because he doesn’t care to what Kyungsoo is talking about. Kyungsoo should know now that Jongin is not listening but Jongin is looking at him that’s why he thinks that Jongin is listening to him.

Kyungsoo now stops and Jongin asks him why he stopped. Then Kyungsoo looks at Jongin like seriously, Kyungsoo tells Jongin, “We’re in the bus stop.” He says and Jongin looks around feeling that it comes so fast.

“A-a-ah right right. okay.” Jongin doesn’t know why he stutters. He goes up the bus but Kyungsoo pulls him down which startles him. Kyungsoo hugs his arm and Jongin curses him. “What the fuck are you doing Kyungsoo?! I will be going now! Let me go!”

Kyungsoo pouts at Jongin like there is something that Jongin forgets. Kyungsoo then says while he caresses Jongin’s cheeks, “X for kisses!” Kyungsoo playfully kisses his cheeks but the truth is his hands are blocking Jongin’s cheeks.

Then Kyungsoo lets go of Jongin’s cheeks and Jongin doesn’t show his face to Kyungsoo for he doesn’t know if he’s blushing hard but the people in the bus say so. Kyungsoo waves goodbye to Jongin and shouts, “Goodbye Jonginnie! I will wait for you in the café and restaurant.”

Jongin doesn’t know why but he seems okay with his position in the bus. But he feels that his feet are now stinging because he is fucking standing inside the bus and he doesn’t like even just for a bit right now. He looks around to find a seat but all the seats are occupied, except the one at the back. So he stutters to go at the back where there is a guy looking at him with those boring eyes.

Jongin doesn’t care about the guy’s look because his feet are so sore right now and his ass is longing to sit even just for a minute. Jongin relaxes as he takes the seat next to the bitch-faced man. “Your boyfriend seems to love you so much.” The guy says which makes Jongin look at him.

Jongin shakes his head and tells the guy, “He’s not my boyfriend, and will never be.” Jongin raises his brow on how Kyungsoo blocked his kiss on his cheeks earlier and he shakes his head because it is not the reason why he doesn’t like Kyungsoo. “He is so annoying because he always smile, he’s so talkative that’s why he always smile, he always smiles even though he’s not okay. He’s so immature with his idiotic smile, he always pretends with his smile, he said that it is for his protection. But isn’t it cowardice?” Jongin hisses.

Then the guy looks at him with a meaningful smirk tugging on his lips, “Why are you telling that to me? Is it because I am just a stranger? Bitch please. Tell that to him! And he’ll lose his smile that you loved.” And that shut Jongin up. He blinks at the man as he continues, “Treasure him…” and the guy readies to take his leave. He stands up and continues, “Before he’ll be gone.” He says which makes Jongin heart beats fast because of nervousness. “Kim Jongin with Do Kyungsoo…” the guy mumbles but Jongin doesn’t hear it because he’s too hooked up in his thoughts.

Is he going to lose Kyungsoo? If he’ll lose Kyungsoo, wouldn’t it change anything? Kyungsoo is just chaos and nothing more right? Kyungsoo is just noise and nothing more. Kyungsoo is just a smiley, and nothing more. Kyungsoo is just there, and will not go away right? But Jongin doesn’t care. Yes. He doesn’t care. He should go back to his usual self Kai. He should not be allowing these fucking things. He should stop or everything will get worse.

Daheul suga eopneun nagil sudo eopneun got
Sumyeonwie bichin eon geu sarami aniya
Irwojil su eopneun seulpeun neoui story
Gakkawojilsurok deo apajil teni
| A place where I can’t touch you and can’t even hold you
What’s shining under the surface is not that person
Your sad story that can’t come true
The closer you go, the more you’ll be hurt |

Geu sarangmaneun stop, stop, stop, stop
Geu sarangmaneun stop, stop, stop, stop
Ireohge naega neol aetage bulleo
Dagagajima baby, geu nalgaega jeojeuni
| Just that love stop, stop, stop, stop
Just that love stop, stop, stop, stop
Like this, I’m anxiously calling you
Don’t go baby, those wings will get wet |

Then Jongin looks outside, he looks up the sky and predicts that it will rain because the clouds are warning him just like how he warns himself to not to get too close to Kyungsoo for he is feeling different he used to feel before. Then the trees and the houses around catch him, he finds himself looking around. Is he fucking lost?

Notes

Okay this is the fucking 9th chapter. It’s a mess right? I should cut to this because it fucking long with almost 5k words. Huhuhu, it’s so long yet there’s nothing much here, full fluff and just fucking. I thought it won’t be full fluff last time so I told that in my A/N last time but this is, okay? This one is full fluff, well almost because the last part isn’t.

Sorry for that. But in the next chapter, uhm… I think it will change something to what Jongin is feeling right now. Okay, spoiler alert! Spoiler alert! Sorry!

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Sorry (again) for the errors in this chapter.
Tell me about your feels ‘kay? Let’s spazz about this fic. Hahaha and to our fucking pairings. Goodbye! See you next time! (even if I can’t see you)
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