Kiss Me.

--ELI's POV--

Ugh. It was harder than I thought, trying to keep my distance. Why did it have to be Kevin? Of course it would not be me. It would never be me.

We are all sitting around the living room and playing some music. Kiseop has pulled out a few of out albums and gave them to her, he told her we'd give her the rest and she can properly evaluate us. She smiles weakly at him and thanks him. That fake smile again. Why is she always so unhappy. I don't smile because there is no reason for me to smile other than being with UKiss, which is the best feeling in the world.

We continue music debates until around two o clock when she leaves and puts some food on the table. Then tells us to come and eat. Chicken Bibimbap, my favourite. Plus side dishes and cola. She looks like a woman right now, cooking and cleaning and looking after us.

--JIEUN'S POV--

I get up from the conversation and tell them I am going to make a delicious meal for us. I look in my cupboards and fridge and gather all the ingredients to cook bibimbap. I always have countless amounts of vegetables and side dishes I gather some bowls and fill it up with rice and put the side dishes on the table in the dining room. It is such a good job we used to have big family get together's when they all lived in Seoul.

I put some cola and glasses on the table and called them in. I was not hungry I left them to it and continued writing the letter to ByungHee and Rika. After they finished, SooHyun and Jaeseop put the left overs away and washed up for me. I told them it was alright but they told me they need to do something in return for me.

I push the letter to one side whilst they all come and sit around the living room again. Kevin sits right next to me and hands me a grape lolly, my favourites. How did he know? I take it off him and bow.

"Gomawoyo Kevin."

"Anieyo, gomapada for letting us stay here, it's nice of you it really is."

"You guys are welcome whenever, please visit me a lot." I smile.

--ELI'S POV--

Stop smiling if you don't mean it. Why are they getting so close. Aish.

'Aish' I say without realising I say it out loud and they all look to me. I walk out fast and sit on the floor in the dining room and lean on the floor to write some stuff in my music notebook. I can hear the door open and close again and then a presence appears next to me. JiEun.

"Gwenchanha?" she asks the sadness follows her voice around she is unable to escape her depression.

"Eugh," I say, I know it is impolite but I wanted to kiss her so much but I wanted to push her away more to stop me from these urges.

"Gomawoyo," she says

"What for?" I ask

"Earlier at breakfast about the questions about my parents. gomawo."

"Aniyeo, gwenchanha." I turn away, her parents are the reason for her sadness, did they abandon her, did they leave her.

I feel her leave my side and just before she opened the door to leave she sighed and continued.
She was confusing to say the least but what I had figured out is she puts on an act of happiness in front of other people even though she is depressed and upset but she can not control it.

I start composing lyrics to a new song.

I can hear my members laughing and joking but there isn't a sound coming from JiEun I decide I will join them. When I finish composing for a little bit longer I pause and then open the door. They all stare at me and I bow but DongHo calls me over and moves around so I can sit down but I would be next to JiEun. But it is DongHo.

I wanted to be far away from JiEun, all I wanted to do was kiss her and see her smile, a real smile. I was falling for her so hard her perfect heart shape mouth her big eyes and long wavy hair. The way her fingers fluttered over the guitar strings and fell into a beautiful melody, I have never been this much entranced by anyone before.

--JIEUN'S POV--

I was surprised when he walked in and sat down next to me. I wondered what I had done wrong, it surely can't be any of his members he was close to them. He had ignored me and not made communication. Was I burden to him. I playfully poke Kevin in the ribs and he jumps and makes some comment in English which I have very little experience with.

"What?" I say to him

"Oh it's nothing, dont you worry about it." He replies in English then laughs at my confused tilted puppy-like head. "Ahh so cute," he says "you don't understand a word I am saying do you?"

I have no idea what is going on, why is he talking English. What?

"Speak Korean only." I say in English, ah my pronunciation is bad he probably doesn't know what I just said.

"Arraseyo. I said you were cute because you didn't know what was going on." He ruffled my hair I straighten it out as soon as his hand leaves my head.

After a few hours of singing and talking I stand up and bring in some cut meat and my indoor barbeque grill. and some soju and I say BBQ party anyone?

"Woo, yeah" they say.

I put the stuff down and SooHyun helps me move the stuff out of the way. I ask him to get the side dishes out of the fridge and he comes back with a lot.

I have only ever had one barbeque party and that was for ByungHee's thirteenth birthday, Mr Park, Ms Chang and Park ByungHee visited on the night and we had soju. ByungHee was like a little brother to me he really was. I missed him, I remember buying him some mangas every week when I worked at the bookstore and I even waited with him to meet Girl's Generation at a fansign event. He was only seven years younger than me and I didn't have anyone else to spend my inheritance on so I guess I spent some of it being with the greatest second family I will ever have.

I stand up I let them enjoy the food and I sneak and turn the lights off Kevin gives a quick squeal and I giggle. Kevin is the cutest. I grab my torch.

"Scary story time," I say and flash the torch at Kevin as I sit down.

We spend a while telling stories, Kevin jumps at a few and grabs my hand and Soohyuns hand a few times, I just rub his back. We were all getting pretty drunk and there were plenty of bottles around, I will clean tomorrow I say.

I stand up and bring some blankets and pillows and we make a fort and all sleep downstairs on the floor whilst Kevin serenades us with his beautiful voice and guitar skills. I fall asleep.

In the morning I wake to find my body sprawled over Eli's, my hand on his chest my head on his shoulder, wait why was he topless. We didn't drink that much did we? We were under the same quilt too. Why wasn't I moving. I couldn't move, his hands grasped my waist and pulled me close.

"Kajima JiEun," Eli whispers in my ear, "Kajima."

Notes

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I hope you enjoy my stories I have so many planned out right now.

I am even doing short stories of random people so please request. :D