NamRin Story's
Confession
Someone ring my door bells, “Nae” I went to open the door. “Yong… Yongnam” I look at him, he stood in front of my door and look at me. He walks toward me and get inside. “Early today? It’s just 6 pm?” I said to him. “Emm” he answers me simple while taking off his shoes. “He must be bored that why he came here, “Aish this guy, what did he thinks my house for? A place for him to rest?” I stared at him. I closed the door and sit on the floor continue doing my job. He sit on the couch “Urgh I guess I have no luck with girl” he burry his face on the pillow. “No lucks with girl my ass, you never been serious in relationship. You just like to played around baboo” I nag while doing my job. He make some face and look at me “Ya could you stop that and listen to my problems?” he said while closed my laptop. “I am listening right now” I said to him, “At least look at me when talking” he pouted. “Don’t do that pouted idiot, that why I don’t want to look at your face” I try to control my feeling “What problem? Every time you come here it just the same thing you said, boring. I need to finish it, mian” I open it back and try to ignore him.
“No wonder your boyfriend leave you” he lay down on the couch. I feel so pissed off; I get up and sit on his back “What did you said? You wanna die?” I push him down. “Ya! Sorry! Get up” he said, “You don’t have a work or what? Came to my house and complain here” I said to him. “Just want to stay here, it feel so comfort” he giggle, “Stay here then! Don’t go out meet those girls!” I said in my heart. Actually when he was here, I feel so happy and I feel so not alone. I push his shoulder “Ya normally at time like this you will go out with all of yours girlfriend. Not going out today?” I stared at him. “Nahh too boring, can I just stay here?” he watches the T.V. “Yeah yeah” I answer, secretly I look at him. After an hour, suddenly he gets up, and went to the kitchen. He open my fridge, “Ya you don’t have any snacks in here?” he said while searching for something. “Eum I got salad and some chicken loaf, go on make your own sandwich if you hungry” I keep doing my work. “Aish… You should serve me something. I’m your guest” he keeps mumble. “What serve? Like you never been here before” I answer him. “Lazy head” he said to me, I just ignored him. “Hey” he said to me. “What now?” I bite my lips, “Don’t you feel lonely to stay here alone?” he asked me while looking around, “A bit, why did you ask?” he acts weird today. “Just because, ahh poor you got nobody accompany you in this big house” he makes some sad face, “Ya why do you care about?” I mumble.
Suddenly he stand behind me, I look up to him “Hey lets have dinner, I’m hungry” he said to me. “Now?” I blinked my eyes, “Yeah, come on can you just leave that for a moment?” he said to me, “Wait why did you looks so weird today?” I asked him, “What weird? I was like always” he makes a cool face. He looks different, like he has something unsettle. He keeps walk and talk look like he was nervous. “Come on let’s go” he whining and pull my hand, “Ok ok let’s go” I save up my file and followed him. He smell so good, I feel like want to burry my face in his chest. “Urgh what are you thinking stupid?” I pinched my cheek. “Ark” I yelled, “Ya what wrong with you? Are you crazy?” he looked at me, “Why you pinched your own cheek? Look in turn red” he rub my cheek, it makes me blushed crazily. I push his hand, “Let’s go I’m hungry” I walk quickly.
Arrived at restaurant near my house, we order a food set. He look straight into my eyes, “What?” I said to him while drinking some water. “Hey if you fell in love with your friend, what will you do?” he asked me. I cough a bit “Me?” I start to thinking “I don’t know, maybe I will just stay quiet and watch him. You know me right? It hard to say something like that” I rub my neck and laugh. “Why did you ask?” I make some weird face, “You fall with your friend? Who is she?” I keep ask he just nodded, it’s hurt me a bit but I pretend to be fine. Yeah since he got so many hot friends and keep tell me about them. “Who is that lucky girl?” I asked myself feel bit jealous. “Well she not so attractive but I feel so comfort to be with her” he answer me, “Who is she? Come on tell me” I said to him. “Ok I will tell you, come here” he said to me, I just went closer to him. He get near to my ear “It’s a top secret” he whispered. I feel so annoyed and I bite his hand. “Ahhh that’s hurt” he pull his hand and keep laugh, “Aish fine don’t tell me then” I pouted, “I won’t tell you” he stick out his tongue. “Baboo” I said to him.
We talked like always, laugh and shared thought. After dinner we walked out through the road. “I’m so full” I said and walk happily, suddenly he stop and look down. I looked at him “Ya are you ok?” I run next to him. He takes my hand, “What? Hurt anywhere?” I feel so worried he just keeps silence. “Here it is…” he said suddenly, “What?” I furrowed my eyebrows. “Would you be my girlfriend?” he looked at me. “Ha ha ha... Very funny. Ya stop it, it won’t work on me” I push his face; he already said that before this. “This time I’m totally serious” he take my hand. “Stop it Yongnam this is not funny” I look away; he just stared at me with his serious face.
“Not going to fall for that” I smirked and walked away. He stops me, “I have been thinking about this for a long time and I have made my decision” he holds my shoulder, and I gulped a bit. I just stared at his face and I think he is not playing around like always. My heart goes dugeun dugeun, I stared at his eyes. I’m still afraid to believe, I push him lightly “But you know about my story, you know why all my ex leave me” I said to him. “We better be friend, nae?” I just smiled and try to walk away. He hugs me from back, “Please give me a chance… I will prove it to you, I will not be the same like your ex” his words just now, make me so speechless. “But I thought you just want to play with girl and…” he put his finger on my lips. “That was before I meet you, but after knowing you I just want to be with you” he holds my hand. “But you always tell me about girl and…” he cut me, “That was just a lie” he answer me, “I have leave all my bad habit, I didn’t meet those girl anymore. I just want to meet you” he getting closer to me. “I can’t stop thinking of you, I keep dreaming of you. I want to be with you” he touches my face.
“I… I love you” he said to me, I blink my eyes, “Well… I want to say it for a long time…” he keep mumble, my body just move by itself, I just kiss him without saying anything. “Well that was fast” he said to me “I’m sorry” I said to him. “Don’t be sorry” he looked at me and holds my hand we keep kissing. It like a dream right now, I can hear some soft romantic song played in my mind. Slowly I opened up my eyes, I look at him, and he looked bit shy “What with that face?” I asked him. “Nothing, just don’t look at me” he blushed. He blushed? I poke his cheek, “You are cute when you shy” I said to him and pinched his cheek. “Stop that” he warn me, I keep poke him. “Don’t make me get you!” he start to chase me, we keep run and act like a kid.
*at home*
“Look who shy here” I send him a picture message, I took a photo of him. “Ya! When did you take the picture? Better deleted that” he replied, “No I will make it wallpaper” I laugh.
