NamRin Story's

“Namie, I will get going…” I heard her voices, the smell of her perfume. She is ready for work, I can feel she come closer next to me. She kissing my cheek and I pull her, “Do you have to go?” I asked her, “Yeah of course I have to go… Ok let me go or I will be late” she rub my hand softly. “I don’t want you to leave… Stay here with me” I beg her, “Mian… I really have to go. I got an important meeting today” she sits beside me, “Ok… But promise me you won’t be late tonight” I let go of her hands slowly “I promise. I will came as fast as I can” she smile and kiss me. “You want me to drive you there?” I asked her, “No its ok, I will take the train” she take her bag and wave at me, I just watch her leave. Tonight I got an event where I will be performed; I want her to be there.

After I take a nap, lazily I walked out from bed. I went to brush my teeth. My tummy starts to rumble, “Ahh… Hungry” I went to the kitchen. She makes me a pancake, “Look yummy…” I went to take fresh milk in the fridge. I went to the living room and switch on the TV. Eating my pancake while watching cartoon, laughing by myself all alone, somehow I feel bit lonely. “So after this I have to go there…” I look at the watch “What already 10?” quickly I finish the pancake. I have promise Minsoo to come early since we have something to briefing.

After take a bath I went to the changing room, put on my cloth and suddenly I saw a bag fell beside her wardrobe “What is this?” I furrowed my eyebrows; I take a look inside it. There is so many kind of medicine. “Is she sick?” I don’t feel so good to see this “Why she didn’t tell me?” I asked myself, my heart beating crazily, “Please don’t tell me any bad news” I take one of the medicines out “Feminax, Painkiller for period” I sigh “Period? Ahhh it’s a girl thing, I saw one of my sister medicine before” I said to myself “Owh no wonder she keep it here” I turn the bag and it say “Stock of Medicine”. “Aish this girl just scared me, I thought she have some kind of terrible sickness or what” I put it back inside her wardrobe. “What am I thinking? Some kind of sad drama? Suddenly girlfriend got a disease and will die soon” I laugh at myself, “It is hurt that much when they got on period?” I keep thinking. I went to take my phone. 21 miss called from Minsoo. “Ark shit I forget” quickly I drove to the event place.

I saw my friend are practicing, “Ya you promise to come earlier” Minsoo look at me. “Mian, I traffic jammed” I smile, “Come we need to talk about the event tonight” we gather and talking what to do tonight. Like always, the setup, sound, place and etc. “We are going to have fun tonight!” Junho yelled, “Yeah” all of us said, “Let do it” I said. We start to setup the place and practicing. “Hey Yongnam, your girl are coming tonight?” Minsoo pat my shoulder. “Yeah you didn’t introduce her to us yet” Junho suddenly interrupt, “Don’t worry I will introduce her tonight, I wish she will come” I said to them, “You wish?” Junho asked. “She’s kind of busy girl” I roll my eyes, “You better come…” I said in my heart.

Almost night, “Where are you?” I send her message, she still didn’t reply. “Urgh where is she?” I’m getting ready for the event. While I was changing suddenly someone hug me, “Hey I thought you won’t come” I take her hand, wait, this is not her hand. “Oppa you worried I won’t come? I’m here to see your performance” I look at her, it was a girl that I used to go out with in the club before. Quickly I push her hand, “What are you doing here?” she looked at me, “What am I doing here? I came to see you of course” she smirked and get closer to me again. “You better leave I need to change” I put on my button. “Ahh… Why you so cold tonight? You not missing me…” she tried to seduce me. She plays with my hair and lean on my back. “Stop it…” I turn around and take her hand, she act wild and kiss me. I try to push her but she keep pull me, after a while slowly I push her, “Sorry, I can’t be with you anymore, I have someone that I love now” I look into her eyes. She sits on the chair “I know” she just smirked, “Is she so special to you?” she asked me, “Yeah… Just her in my mind right now” I said to her while get dress. “Is that so?” she stand, “Well…” she walked toward me, and fixed my cloth “If later you change your mind and need me… Just call me” she winked at me and left.

“Lucky she not seeing that or she will…” suddenly Minsoo called for me, “Ya have you done? Is that your girl?” he asked me, “Where?” I widen up my eyes, “A girl that walked out just now” he pointed at me, “No… She just a friend of mine” I said to him. “Friend? You cheating….” He smirked. “No I’m not” I denied, “I saw both of you kissing” he push my shoulder, I just ignore him. “Well she hot… So where your girl?” he look around, “Not arrived yet maybe she going to be late” I answer him, “Where is she?” I asked myself, maybe she wait outside. “Ok its time” Junho said to both of us, we are ready to performed I walked to the stage and look at the crowd searching for her. Still no sign of her, I feel so disappointed. All I saw was the girl before; I give a signal so we can start it. While singing my eyes wildly searching for her, still didn’t found her.

“Ok this is a last song from us, it called… It’s You” I start to sing while my eyes still searching for her. The crowd went wild and this is our last performance. After it done, I called for her. No answer. It piss me off a bit, “Aishh where is she? Now she turns off her phone” I keep mumbles, “Fine I will just enjoy this event by myself!” I said to myself, I walk out and hang out with my friends. “Where is she?” Junho asked, “Can’t come maybe” I answer it short, I am so disappointed right now, she promise me to come no matter what, the last song is for her. Even I enjoyed the show and bit piss off but I still worried about her, “Why she didn’t answer the phone? What if something happen to her?” I asked myself. “Or did she go out with that Park Kyung again?” suddenly I got jealous, urghh let her be. The last band almost done with their performance, I keep drinking and want to forget about it. I just enjoyed the moment with my friend, a lot of girl start to hang out with us. I don’t care anymore, she not going to come anyway.

“Yeah look like she not coming…” I still waiting for her actually, the event already ended about half an hour ago. I still wait inside the changing room, sitting on the chair look at my phone “Is she ok?” I feel not ease. “Ya you not going home yet?” Minsoo asked me, “I want to change first” I take off my cloth, “Ok I will get going first” he walked away. I heard someone running outside, and I heard Minsoo said “There”. It’s her? It must be her. She stand in front of the door and breath heavily, she give me a sign “Wait for a moment” I just look at her, she try to catch her breath “I’m sorry, I’m totally late” she still hold her chest. I look at her up and down, she not wearing shoes. She looked so mess up, she walked toward me slowly “I was trying to get here as fast as I can, sorry my phone fell inside the toilet then….” she tried to explain, without saying anything I hug her tight. “You baboo, I thought you can’t make it, I thought something bad has happen to you” I mumble, “I’m sorry…” she keep saying sorry, I make her sit on the chair. I bend down and look at her feet, I wipe it. “Hey its ok” she pulled her feet, I pulled it back, “Poor my baby beautiful feet” I saw some blood, “Ya you got hurt! Why you didn’t wear your shoes?!” I look at her, “It broken so I just throw it” she smile, I look around search something from the changing room. “What are you doing?” she asked, I didn’t answer. “Hah found it!” I grab a shoes, it just her size. “Here put this on” I said to her, “No…” she pushed it away. “Put it on now” I said to her, she shook her head “No, I don’t want too, instead…” she raise her hand “What?” I asked her. “Piggyback me” she gave me big smile. I sigh, “Aish you… Wait I want to wear my cloth” I put on my shirt.

“Would you like to talk a walk at the park before we go home?” I asked her, “Nae…” she answer me and hug me tight, I was piggyback her and walk around the park, “You know what… I was afraid that you will scold me” she said it to me, “I try to come as fast as I can, I already left but my boss call for me back” she keep mumbles, “Shhh… Enough let just enjoyed the view here. No more work things” I said to her, “Ok… I love to be carried by you like this” she hug me tight, “Are you bullying me? You are late now you bullying me” I sigh, “Ani... Not like that…” she whined, “I thought you were late because you went out with Park Kyung” I pouted, “Why would I? Wait a minute… Are you jealous?” she tried to look at my face, “No I’m not I just say it…” I try to denied, “Liar” she giggles and pinched my cheek.

“Hey can I ask you something?” I said to her, “Wae wae?” she act cute “Are you sick? Because I found a bag of medicine from your wardrobe” I said to her, suddenly she just stay silence. “What? Which bag?” she said it slowly. “Eumm the pink bag” I answer, “Ahh… that bag” she sound relief, “Why? You have another medicine bag?” I asked her, “Ani…” she stuttered. “If you sick or hurt please let me know, don’t lie to me…” I look at her, I stop at the bench beside the fountain. She sits on the bench “I’m not sick” she play with her finger, “You look weird, tell me hurry. Anything, I won’t leave you even I know it is bad” I said to her. She sigh, “Hey what with that face...” I asked her and sit next to her, “Ok then, I have something to tell you…” she sound weird. I start feel not good, “What it is? Tell me” I hold her hand, “About the medicine, the pill that you found just an ordinary pill but I got another medicine” she stops “Tell me. What is that another medicine?!” I start to freak out, “I got a serious disease and maybe it will involve with my life” she holds my face “Are you kidding me?” I asked her. “I just got 6 months left to live” she almost cry “What?!” I feel so weak “It just like what I thought before. This is not a drama… But why now?” I said to myself, “What are you talking about?! It’s not true right?” I hold her hand tight, “I was… I was just…” she stops again. “What it is?” I was so hurt right now, “I was just kidding!!!” she hold my face and laugh, I was so shock and I feel so betray. “You think this is funny?” I push her hand, “Hey, I told you it just ordinary pill and you keep saying I lied to you…” she answers me, she hugs me from back “Come on don’t get mad… I’m so sorry. I was just playing with you” she rub my back, “Don’t talked to me” I hate when she did that. “You can get actor award of the year if you keep do that” I feel so annoyed “Mian… Namie don’t get mad… Please…” she begging me, I grab her hand and pick her up bridal style. “Ommo… What are you doing?” she bit shock “I think I know what the punishment for you tonight” I look into her eyes, “Punishment?” she asked me, “Yeah for coming late and for lying to me” I smirked. “No no let me go” she try to get down, “No… You are mine” I laugh and bring her to the car.

*At home*

Sungrin POV

I look at Yongnam he was sleeping right now, slowly I went out from bed and went to the changing room, I took my pink bag medicine and put it back at it place. “That was so close, I must keep this medicine safe” I look at another bag of medicine and put it deep inside my cloth. Actually I have told him the truth at the park, but not that part I will just live in 6 months that was totally a lie. That part that the disease will get involve with my life, yeah “Namie, mian for lied” I talked to myself, I just want to recovered this disease I don’t want him to know it. Suddenly I heard door creak and it freaking me out “What are you doing?” it was Yongnam rubbing his eyes, “Aish you scared me!” I hold my chest, “Nothing, just want to see what to wear tomorrow” I lied, “Eum… You always do that tomorrow, why in the middle of night?” he came to me. “I thought you are sleeping” I asked him, “I woke up because you are not there beside me” he hugs me. “Ok… Mian…” I pinched his cheek he just whined “Come let get back to sleep” I hold his hand and he just followed me from behind.

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