Summer ended and school will start it's your last year in high school ; since you don't love staying with girls because they keep talking about love and those stuffs ... you don't like it so you are always with boys playing with them you are so famous in your school ...

*** FIRST DAY ***

you woke up at 07:00 am after taking your breakfast and preparing yourself you went to school you met your friends you didn't miss them because you spent all summer vacation with them ..
you went to your classroom waiting for the teacher .. after a while he came
teacher : hi everyone i hope you are all fine and you spent a good holidays .... we have a new student please everyone welcome him ..
Tao : hi everyone my name is Huang Zi Tao i hope we will be friends
everyone : welcome ...

Your pov :

i didn't say any word i just kept staring at him he looked different "Huang Zi Tao" i liked his name ; he sat in the seat by my side he didn't talk to me and i did the same ; i thought he would say hi or something but he didn't even look at me ! he was so weird i went back to my home and kept wondering why he didn't talk to me ! everyone wants to be my friend everyone likes me ... ok maybe it's just because he is new ! i'll wait and see if he will come talk to me uh wait am i thinking of a boy ? uh no way !
Days passed and nothing happened he still didn't talk to me he didn't even say "HI" and not just to me but he didn't talk to anyone he hasn't any friend i don't know what's happening with him ! is he afraid of us ? i think i have to make the first step i'll talk to him tomorrow
Next day after classes :
Ji rin : hi
Tao : hi
ji rin : i'm kang ji rin and you ?
Tao : i'm Huang Zi Tao
ji rin : nice to meet you Huang Zi Tao
Tao : nice to meet you too bye i have to go ...
omg ! this has never happened to me before ! omg i can't believe what he did omg i have never started a conversation with someone they always come talk to me and now that boy didn't even bother to talk nicely uh what a rude boy but uh no i'll make you regret it ..
i was so mad at him i didn't like the way he treated me ; the next day while chatting with my friends they started talking about Tao they said he is so shy and he doesn't talk with anyone ...
after knowing that i wasn't mad at him anymore but i wanted to help him to get along with us i don't know why i'm giving him so much attention but i wanna help him and i know i can do it since i'm a funny girl ...
Ji rin : hey Huang Zi Tao
Tao : uh hi !
ji rin : well we will be playing football after school we will all go together and you are coming with us .. see you after classes
Tao : wh-what uh wait .. !
classes ended and everyone was ready to go i looked for Tao but i didn't find him ! "did he leave ?" i searched about him but he wasn't at school he left :/ we were in our way and i saw Tao waiting in front of our school i felt happy i didn't know why !
Ji rin : heyyyy Huang Zi Tao
Tao : uh hi um is it ok to go with you guys ?
everyone : yeah sure
We went all together we played football and we had so much fun Tao was so good at football and he seemed got along with the boys i were happy seeing his smile
Day by day i and Tao get closer he isn't shy or afraid of talking with us anymore he became a cool and funny boy i like spending time with him we usually go out with the other boys and sometime just the two of us he is treating me so good
Tao : Ji rin
ji rin : yeh ?
Tao : thank you for everything because of you i have changed i have many friends now and i'm not like before anymore i trust myself more and ....
I suddenly pulled him closer to me and kissed his lips i didn't know how or why but i found myself kissing him
Ji rin : omg ! i'm sorry Tao i'm i'm .. i'll go now sorry
Tao didn't say any word he was surprised and the same with me i didn't know why i kissed him i did a big mistake and i don't know what should i do now ! how can i talk with him or see his face again ! but why did i kiss him why why i must be crazy to do something like this yeah i am crazy to think of something like this i have to talk with him i have to say sorry to say it was just a mistake but but why i felt like enjoying it why my heart was beating so fast why whenever i see him i smile why do i like him ? wait what did i just say ? i like him uh no no way how can i like or love someone ? what again why did say love ? omg i'm really going insane uh no i can't take it anymore but but do i really love him ? what is love ? i have to find out what is love but how ... !
i took my phone and called see mi
Ji rin : hi see mi
See mi : Ji rin ! hi what's with your voice ? are you ok ?
Ji rin : uh yeah ! tell me umm what is love ?
See mi : why are you asking ?
Ji rin : just answer ..
See mi : love is when your heart start beating so fast when you are with someone and you feel so happy just by hearing his name ; you love spending time with him you do anything for him and you can do many weird things without even thinking of it ...... and now while telling you all this you must be thinking of someone if yes it means you love him !
Ji rin : what ! you must be kidding ?
See mi : no i'm not ! why ? were you thinking of someone haha omg are you in love i can't believe it !
Ji rin : NO WAY ! bye now and thank you
Omg this can't be true omg i was thinking of Tao and everything she said remembers me of Tao no this can't be love no love doesn't exist i don't wanna fall in love but it seems like i did ! i love him i love Tao ... tears started falling and my heart ached me i wanted to see Tao i finally realised i have fallen for him i didn't think love exist or hurt that much ...
The next day i didn't want to go to school but i had to because it was exam's period and i couldn't skip it i tried my best to avoid meeting Tao but i couldn't ..
Tao : hi
Ji rin : hi
Tao : are you ok ?
Ji rin : yeh !
Tao : we have to talk !
Ji rin : uh yeh ok
Tao : i will wait you after classes in the same place as last time ...
After hearing "we have to talk" my heart started beating faster i knew what he wanted to talk about and he said in the same place as last time in the same place where i kissed him why why T_T
classes ended but i didn't want it to end for the first time in all my life i went to the place where Tao was waiting for me ..
Tao : uh you are here
Ji rin : um yeh
Tao : why are you avoiding me ?
Ji rin :i'm not
Tao : look at my eyes
Ji rin : i can't ..
Tao : why ?
ji rin : i'm sorry i'm sorry for the last time
Tao : don't be sorry don't say sorry
ji rin : but i did a mistake ..
Tao : it isn't a mistake for me
i was shocked what did he just say not a mistake ! so what ? he hugged me tight i didn't know what to do i just felt my self hugging him back !
Tao : if it's a mistake for you it isn't for me
ji rin : why ?
Tao : a kiss from someone i love isn't a mistake
i opened my eyes so wide i couldn't believe what i just heard LOVE !?
Tao : yeah ji rin i love you !
i didn't know what to say what to do i just kept staring at him
Tao : it's ok if you don't love me back but i really love you and from the first time i saw you ! you are a special person in my life i don't want to lose you it isn't because you helped me but i really love you ...
Ji rin : I-i i
Tao : it's ok you don't have to say anything ...
Ji rin : but i love you too ..
Tao : what ?
Ji rin : i have never cared about someone i have never done what i did to you to someone else i have never smiled just because of hearing someone's name i have never felt my heart beating so fast when i'm with someone else i have never wanted to be with someone or meet someone so bad before ... i have never liked someone from the first time ... you are the only one who can make me feel like this just you yeah i do love you and from the first time i saw you
Tao : it's love by first sight
Ji rin : yeh love by first sight

Notes

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