(A/N: long chapter so please bare with me)

~Author's P.O.V~

The cold air quickly slapped Jenny on the face as she stepped out onto the concrete. Out the doors of SM, her breathe heavy. She shut her eyes tight for a while before opening them. Quickly walking into the van before any of her fans sees her.

"Go to the dorms." She ordered while resting her head on the back rest.

"Ne.~" The driver spoke and quickly went off. Jenny turned her head and looked outside from the dark window. Her heart feeling uneasy, she sat there in silence replaying everything that just happened.

~Jenny's P.O.V~

*He already had a girlfriend... and I'm the reason why their fighting. S-So that was the girl who I heard when I answered his phone.*

I heaved a sigh and asked the driver to turn up the music so I could forget everything. However then this song had to come up and remind me of how much I love him and how much I really can't forget him.

The times we can't go back to
The feelings that have fallen apart
Even if I grab them, they scatter in my hand
Because of the constantly flowing tears
My eyes are wandering and looking for some place

***
Don't leave me, those words
Why were they so hard back then
Stay next to me, those words

***
The broken and falling memories
No matter how much I try to empty them, it's useless
Harshly holding me tight
The longing keeps me lingering

***

Words of parting, those common words
Those words are drenched in many smiles and tears
Like a lie, would I be able to live as if nothing happened
It's so damn hard, don't leave me
For me to let you go, those words
No I can't let you go
Why were they so hard back then
It's so damn hard, stay next to me
For me to let you go, those words
Why were they so hard back then
It's so damn hard, you left me like that
For me to let you go
But I keep seeing you

***

It's so damn hard, it's still you for me
For me to let you go, I am waiting for you
No I can't let you go
At the place where there's no empty memories of you

***

I am waiting for you
At the place where there's no empty memories of you
It's so damn hard

(A/N: Implode by BoA ...it's a nice song.)

***

Seriously at the end of the song, I was in tears. Not a lot of tears, but yeah in tears. It really hurt bad. I've never been in love with someone. And now when Taemin just randomly walks into my life, stays there, makes me smile and laugh. Make me have happy memories and helps me forget about the pain.

He just walks out like he was never there. He doesn't even look at me, talk to me. I'm invisible now, he doesn't care about me anymore. Taemin came into my life and played my like a rag doll. He always had a girlfriend this whole time, and he just came to me because he got tired of his old toy. And then I became one of his toys.

***

I closed my eyes as I took small deep breathes. Slowly, I was about to fall asleep until my phone started ringing.

~Sometimes I get annoyed without even knowing
But my feelings for you haven't changed
Maybe I'm the weird one
I though as I struggle by myself

While tossing and turning in a empty room
The TV plays reruns of yesterday's drama
As I hold my phone that doesn't ring until I fall asleep

These days it feels like your mine
It seems like your mine but not

It feels like I'm yours
It seems like I'm yours but not

What are we?
I'm confused

Don't be aloof

It feels like we're lovers
It seems like we're lovers but not

When you see me, you act so vague to me

These days, I hate hearing that I'm just a friend

***
(A/N: Some by Soyou and Junggigo...it's a very cute and adorable song...Bold italics are when the guy sings and the italics are when the girl sings)

I roughly pulled out my phone with annoyance of the song.

"Yeboseyo!?" I half-shouted, half-talked.

"Whoa, sorry to disturb your beauty sleep but Taeyeon said hurry your ass up or we're going to leave without you." Tiffany snapped.

"Oh, mianhae. I-I was just annoyed with my ringtone for a bit. Neomu mianhae unnie. I'm about 5 minutes away right now." I quickly apologized.

"Araseyo, balliwa! I want to go skiing already!!!" Tiffany shouted happily from the other line.

"Araseyo." I chuckled and end the phone call. "Wish my relationship was like the ringtone." I mumbled while staring at my phone for no reason.


*


When I got back to the dorm, I didn't even step into the dorm yet and the girls already rushed out carrying huge bags or suitcase with them. And someone yelling "Gaja! Gaja! Gaja!"

So here I was sitting in the back squished with Hyoeyon, Yuri, and Sooyoung. The car was filled with laughter and shouts. And never forgetting singing.

Whatever song that came on the radio, one of us would always be the first to sing right away and the others join slowly.

***

After a few hours, I woke up with a huge pain in my neck. Just because someone (Hyoeyon) was sinking down the seat, so I had to bend my neck all the way to the side. I could have slept on Yuri's shoulder, but I ended up on Hyoyeon's.

*Aish that bastard, now my neck hurts like a B*

"Whoa, we're finally here and its freaking cold as hell." Jessica beamed however then quickly wrapped herself to whoever was closer to her (Sunny) like a octopus.

"Whoa, neomu yeppeo." I beamed while walking, however I almost slipped and fell on my butt, but then someone caught me.

"Good thing I caught you before you fell." I looked up to see a eye smiling Sehun looking down at me.

"Oh, Sehun-ah." I beamed while fixing myself to stand up straight.

*When she says my name.*

Sehun just smiled back at me. "Annyeong." He lightly waved his hand.

"I didn't know you guys were going to come here too." I said while linking arms with him, just in case I fall again. Damn should have changed my shoes.

"I didn't even know where I we were going. I just followed." He shrugged.

***

We both walked to the cabins and there was F(x), Btob, Beast, A-Pink, VIXX, Infinite, BTS, rest of Exo, and... Shinee.

*Taemin.*

I gasped, and quickly walked away pulling Sehun along, because I didn't want to see Taemin. He was even with that one girl.

"Ya, w-where we going?" Sehun asked while stopping, making my brutally stop also.

"Huh? No where. Why say that?" I quickly answered him, which made him furrow his eyebrows at me. "Um... I'ma go to my members. Annyeong." I said in a soft voice before pulling my hand away and quickly walking over to stand next to Taeyeon.

"Oh there you are. I was about to freak out when no said they didn't know where you went." Taeyeon worriedly said while throwing an arm around my shoulders. I just smiled at her.

"Mian, I was talking to Sehun." I simply answered. I looked around and that was a bad idea. Because once I looked around, I stopped right at a pair of eyes that I never wanted to look at anymore.

The pair of eyes that I always loved looking into. I gulped down the huge clump that was stuck in my throat. Then I just ended up biting my lips nervously for some reason.

Taemin stared right at me, never leaving my eyes or never blinking. Like he was scanning my face or something. So then I made the decision to look away before anyone else notice. And when I did, I was then caught by another pair of eyes that was looking at both me and Taemin curiously.

I just bitterly smiled at him. Sehun just blinked at me before he was dragged away from Luhan. I heaved a sigh and jumped when someone poked me by the side.

"What was that?" Jessica whispered to me. I just furrowed my eyebrows confused on what she was talking about.

"What was what?" I just threw her another question.

"I saw you and Taemin looking at each other as if you guys were having a staring contest and then I spotted Sehun staring at you both. As if he now knows who you like." Jessica kept whispering to me until we reached the elevator which I hated because there was Taemin standing just before it.

He looked over at me however I quickly looked to the ground hoping that he didn't catch me looking at me. I bit my lips nervously again, that's a little thing I do a lot.

Jessica just snorts beside me and then does something which made me note to kill her when we get to our rooms. She made me stand right next to Taemin and I seriously can feel his eyes on me. However then he quickly looked away because there was other people here too.

When the doors opened, people rushed out and I was almost got ran over however someone caught me and pulled me into their embrace. That familiar scent hit like a slap in the face. Just that familiar scent made my heart hurt even more.

His scent making me wish he was mine so then I could just stay in his embrace the whole day and never let go.

"Gwaenchana?" His voice always melted my heart. His soothing voice. I gulped and slowly looked up which again was another mistake because his face was only inches from mine.

"U-Uh, g-gwaenchana." I stuttered.

*Damn it Jenny! Why the hell are you stuttering!?*

I quickly pulled away from Taemin and stood again in front of the elevator doors. My cheeks were seriously burning.

***

The whole elevator ride, I kept my distance from Taemin. Never wanting to be in that position again. And when we finally got into our room, Jessica burst out laughing. And of course I started beating her up with a pillow that I just randomly found.

I was glad that none of the other girls saw or they would have found out my secret and teased me about it. I heaved a sigh and quickly unpacked my things and then dressed into something more warm, so then I could go skiing. Would go snowboarding, but a step at a time would be best for me.

***

I walked into the store to rent out the equipment that I needed. What a loner I was because once I stepped in, their was so many couples. And I mean seriously, every way you turned there be a couple cuddling, or a couple drinking coffee or hot cocoa, or a couple where the guy is helping put on the girl's shoe.

I hate the mountains now. Heol. I just squeezed myself in between this love atmosphere to get to the desk and ask for the right equipment. However I seriously couldn't get through. Curse being tiny.

So I just gave up and went to go sit down somewhere until there was finally more room in the damn store.

"Hey loner." Someone spoke up, I wished it wasn't for me but it was because when I turned towards the voice there was Sehun sitting next to me. Sehun just tilted his head a little still looking at me like he was waiting for a reply. And that's when I finally notice.

"Oh, annyeong." I quickly said with a cheekily smile.

"So what you doing?" Sehun asked before taking a sip of whatever he was drinking.

"Waiting for the store to get more clearer so then I can actually ask for help." I pouted while chewing on my lips for boredness. Sehun just chuckled which made me look at him confused.

"Here i'll help you." Sehun then stood up and reached his hand down waiting for me to grab it so I did.

***

We spent like 3 hours in the damn store searching for everything.

Finally we sat down on the benches again and when we did find everything, the store was finally clearer.

"Gosh I don't feel claustrophobic anymore." Sehun muttered as he let out a breathe as if he's been holding it.

"Oh I know right." I chuckled. Both of us were putting on the shoes and everything. However because I was still new to this Sehun got down in front of me and began to put it on for me. "Oh, g-gomawo." I stuttered, earning a chuckle from the latter.

***

Sehun even helped me walk out of the store because everywhere I turned I kept hitting things, even people's feet. And Sehun kept laughing.

"OK newbie, you know what your doing right?" Sehun sarcastically asked even though he knew the answer.

"Totally." I sarcastically answered with rolling my eyes.

"Alright then, annyeong." Sehun smiled at me while going away. I just looked at him with wide eyes, in disbelief. However Sehun quickly came back laughing.

"I was kidding." Sehun eye smiled, however I was angrily pouting at him.

"I hate you." I mumbled. Sehun just pouts at me this time and damn his pout was so adorable.

"I said I was kidding." Sehun narrowed his eyes at me, which made me just chuckle.

"So I heard." I chuckled. "You gonna teach me or I'ma go find myself a teacher?" I asked Sehun because I didn't want to be a burden to Sehun, because teaching me things is hard if I don't understand that much about it. For example, skiing.

"If you want I mean I'm not a pro but at least I know how." Sehun explained with a shrug. I just chuckled and shook my head.

"If only you know how to teach right?" I said raising an eyebrow. Sehun just cheekily smiles and nods.

Notes

Oh god! Sorry for such a long chapter, didn't mean to make my chapters so long. However short chapters aren't really my thing so yeah. So please bare with me on this one. Anyways I hope you guys look forward to Sehunnie's teaching!!!~ And what will be coming up next...going to put a little surprise in there. Hoped you guys liked this chapter and I promise to update more!!!! Gamsahamnida!!!~ Saranghaja!!!!~ Also please comment, really wish to know your thoughts!!!!!

I'm so curious (and worried) on what's going to happen to Exo next, I hope for all the members to stay healthy and strong. Exo hwaiting!!!~ #alwayssupportluhan #exostaystrong